25. The past

When Cen Xiang was forced by Li Guangyan, he was only eighteen.

It didn't take long for me to become an adult.

That night, she saw the lights on at Li Guangyan's house, and after thinking about it, she decided to go over and have a look.

After LĂŞ Quang Yan's sister's accident, his mother soon went insane and went into an insane asylum.

Li Guangyan was taken back to Beishi by the Li family, and the dilapidated home of him, his mother and sister was left unoccupied.

But that night, Cen Xiang found that his house was lit up.

Cen Xiang had never heard of Li Guangyan selling a house, he was here, there were no other relatives, and only he was the one who could enter his house.

Cen Xiang carried that little bit of knowing his thoughts, and sneaked out while the family was not there.

She's been having a hard time lately.

His father was seriously ill, and his eldest brother had left his hometown without any news, and his life was barren and hopeless.

Waves of suffering are pressing, and I don't know when it will be a head.

Li Guangyan is one of the few comforts in Cen Xiang's depressed life.

For as long as she could remember, she didn't dare to talk to him much.

Because he is becoming more and more fierce.

The cold eyes glanced at it, as if it could really peel people's bones and skin, eat them dry and wipe them clean.

Cen Xiang had seen Li Guangyan fight.

The fight was so fierce that Cen Xiang was so scared that he had nightmares for several days.

I'm afraid, Cen Xiang still likes him so much.

Not only Cen Xiang, but also the big sisters and little girls inside and outside the school like him so much.

Cen Xiang was secretly moved, secretly jealous, secretly competitive, and secretly grew into a big girl.

At the age of eighteen, she thought that if she mustered up the courage to talk to Li Guangyan, she could talk to Li Guangyan properly.

When Cen Xiang knocked on the door, there was a dark tide in his chest, and a heart was surging with the tide.

It was Li Guangyan who opened the door.

Cen Xiang glanced at him quickly and looked away.

I came here so late, in fact, I just wanted to see him and say a few words to him.

After the accident at his family, he went to Beishi, and no one had any contact with anyone here.

Cen Xiang originally thought that he would never see him again in his life.

Li Guangyan stood at the door, looked at Cen Xiang, didn't speak, and waited for her to speak first.

Cen Xiang also waited a little longer, and after waiting for a while, the atmosphere was really embarrassing, and she weakly broke the silence.

"Brother Mitsuhiko, why are you back?"

Cen Xiang hid his panic with a smile, and his eyes fell on Li Guangyan's face.

He's thinner than he was before he left here.

There is also a little deeper gloom between the eyebrows.

In the past, Cen Xiang always felt that when he returned to Li's house, went to Beishi, and lived the life of a pampered young master, he must be as happy as going to heaven.

Standing facing each other at this time, looking carefully at every corner of his face, Cen Xiang realized that he was still unhappy.

More unhappy than when I left here.

Li Guangyan did not answer Cen Xiang's question.

He looked at her coldly and asked without any emotion, "Come in?" ”

Of course Cen Xiang is willing.

Afraid of soiling the floor, she wanted to change her shoes, but when she opened the shoe cabinet and couldn't find the women's slippers, she remembered that his house had been unoccupied for a long time.

"Drink water?" Li Quang Yan asked.

Cen Xiang shook his head and smiled flatteringly: "I'll leave later." ”

The lights in the living room were dim, but it was clear that the house had been cleaned and was clean and tidy.

Li Guangyan loves cleanliness, Cen Xiang has known it since he was a child.

She followed Le Quang Yan, walked into his house, and sat down on the sofa with him.

Cen Xiang felt that he was not a welcome guest tonight, because Li Guangyan kept his head down and smoked.

No matter what she said or asked, he responded perfunctorily.

Sometimes even just silence.

Later, Cen Xiang stopped talking, closed his mouth, and sat with him silently.

She thought, maybe this is the last time she will be with him in this life.

When she was shaking, Li Guangyan threw away the cigarette butt and suddenly hugged her, biting her lip with his thin lips.