Chapter 52: Do You Want My Life? Take it
So, Shao Ziming was enraged, and pestered Song Yu even more than before, forcing her to admit that she had agreed to be his girlfriend before, and now she broke up with him because she had changed her mind.
Song Yu was so entangled by Shao Ziming that he couldn't bear it anymore, so he began to tell his family that he needed to pick him up, and Shao Ziming didn't have a chance to get close to Song Yu for many days.
But on this day, Song Yu wanted to give Liang Yuan the comic book she had finally bought, and chatted with him by the way, so she didn't let her father pick her up. On this day, Shao Ziming, who had been wandering around her home, finally found the opportunity for her to be alone and stepped forward to entangle again.
No matter how good-tempered a person is, there are times when he is provoked, Song Yu was originally in a very good mood this day, since last night, she has been imagining how happy Liang Yuan should be when he saw this collector's edition of "Slam Dunk", of course, she also has some selfishness, I hope to take this opportunity to explain Shao Ziming's matter to him clearly, and I hope that the relationship between the two can return to the way it was before, maybe...... Maybe the two of them can apply for the same university at that time, get rid of the pressure of academics, and become a pair of lovers.
So at this time, Shao Ziming's appearance made her very angry, and she rejected him again with fierce words that she had never said to Shao Ziming very clearly.
"How many more times do you want me to say that I never liked you, not at all."
"Why are you still pestering me? You see that you look good, you study well, I believe that there are no girls who like you, can you let me go? I really don't like you, please."
"Say no more! Really, really everything is just your delusion, I often help you pick up the pen because every time you go to cram school, you sit next to me, and your pen falls at my feet, so I pick it up for you.
I don't leave the door every day, not to see you, but because I'm at the back of your table, and I'm going to wait for him to go home together!"
"Let go of me! Please stop being sentimental, really, I don't like you at all, and I don't like you if you ask ten thousand times!"
These words were so harsh in Shao Ziming's ears, from the first time he saw Song Yu in his father's cram school, he fell in love with this girl who smiled heartily and brightly, every time he deliberately approached her, he could get a response, confirmed many times, he mustered up the courage to confess to her, and she did not refuse herself, he thought that it was because she was a girl, and she would be shy if she said it too directly, so he acquiesced that they had already started dating, immersed in the sweetness of love every day.
But now, she says it's all her own delusion, how is this possible? It must be her fault, this hateful woman, who has been deceiving him from the beginning, but after deceiving his feelings, she didn't know how to cherish it at all, so she failed him.
Thinking of this, Shao Ziming took out the utility knife that he had been carrying with him for the past few days, strangled Song Yu's neck, and slit her throat.
When Liang Yuan finally arrived at the door of Song Yu's unit, what he saw was Song Yu lying in a pool of blood, with only his last breath left. Until she died, she didn't close her eyes, her big eyes stared at Liang Yuan like that, there was a tear falling from the corner of her eye, but her fingertips still pointed to the set of gifts she had carefully prepared for him.
That's right, at this time, Liang Yuan had already remembered all the events of that year, and finally the police investigation learned that Shao Ziming had a mental illness since he was a child, but his father, as a senior teacher, could not accept that his only son was a mentally ill person, so he refused to issue relevant certificates for him, went to a special school, and tried to train him as a normal person. But he didn't expect that his actions not only killed an innocent girl, but also cut off his son's hope of life, and only a year later, Shao Ziming was executed.
The newspaper, Jingjing, Long Tou, Yu Youwei, Liang Yuan all remembered it, but now, Song Yu, who only had one breath left, was really held in his arms.
Liang Yuan hurriedly looked down at Song Yu, his face was still bright and atmospheric, and his face was still stained with the blood that had been splashed when his throat was cut. And the corners of her mouth were smiling, "Liang Yuan, have you finally come to see me?" Maybe it's because of the throat cut, her voice is no longer as clear as ever.
Liang Yuan was so frightened that he let go of Song Yu, used his hands and feet and buttocks together, rubbed back a long distance, and looked fixedly at this girl who was his "first love" in a sense.
Song Yu helped
Hold your head and stand up, "You know what? If you had made it to your appointment that day, I wouldn't have died so miserably. I'm really unwilling, look at you, you've grown so old, haven't you lived many years longer than me? If I hadn't died, I'd be as old as you would be now. Do you know how terrible it is to watch your life go by? When Shao Ziming slit my throat and escaped, I was still thinking, when will you come, if you come, can I be saved if I am sent to the hospital in time, how is the doctor's stitching technique, if he does not sew well, will he leave a scar, if he leaves a scar, when I go to college, will my classmates laugh at me?
Otherwise, tie a silk scarf to block it, but what to do in the summer, isn't it strange to tie a scarf in the middle of summer? I also have to match silk scarves of various colors according to the clothes of the day, which is really troublesome."
Song Yu's voice became hoarse, but the smile on his face bloomed bigger and bigger, "It's ridiculous, right? I thought so much when I was waiting to die, and you never came.
At first, I was thinking, if you come, you are the hero who saved my life, and I will be with you for the rest of my life. Later, I waited so much, it hurt and it was cold, do you know how cold I was lying in a pool of my own blood? So, I want to know why you didn't come, you're obviously not that kind of person, you promised me to come to me after school, but what about you? What did you do?"
Song Yu moved to Liang Yuan, raised his face, stroked his throat with his thumb, his voice was soft and seductive, and he didn't even have the hoarseness he had before, "Can you tell me? Why did you release my pigeons?"
Liang Yuan's heart did not have the slightest fear, only endless remorse and pain, after he knew the ins and outs of this matter, he fell into self-blame that he couldn't get rid of for a long time, and even tried to commit suicide a few times, it was his mother's tears that slowly melted him, letting him know that life is not just his own, if he dies like this, his mother will live in pain for the rest of her life.
Thinking of this, he looked directly at the strange-looking girl in front of him, but she died, and her mother was just as painful, and her mother was such a kind woman, and she didn't blame him after learning that he was there because she was late for the appointment. His life is life, his mother is his mother, but so is Song Yu!
Liang Yuan shed tears and said bitterly, "I'm sorry, that day, Li Lianjue dragged me to an Internet café to play online games, I thought I could go to you after a game at most, or if you wait for a while, I will go home first, I'm really ......sorry."
"Playing online games?" A blood-red mist rose from Song Yu's eyes, and in an instant, the entire pair of eyes were filled with red, and began to drip down the corners of his eyes, which was a combination of blood and tears.
"Just to play online games, do you want me to die? Hahaha......" Song Yu seemed to have heard an extremely funny joke, and bent down with laughter, and finally had to stop laughing because he laughed too hard and the wound in his throat cracked even more.
Liang Yuan didn't say anything, all this was what he owed Song Yu, no matter if it was in a dream or somewhere, as long as Song Yu said that he wanted his life, he would not hesitate to give it to her.
And Song Yu obviously didn't mean to be polite to Liang Yuan, she stretched out her right index finger, dipped a lump of blood and tears from her face, wiped it on Liang Yuan's eyelids, blindfolded his eyes, and said in a demagogic tone, "Liang Yuan, do you know? I wanted to confess to you the day I gave you the comic book, but now you can open your eyes and see me, okay?"
Liang Yuan obediently opened his eyes, and in front of him was a skeleton with rotten meat crumbs, and the skeleton's mouth was still opening and closing, "Look, you're still alive, and I, my life has stopped forever at the age of sixteen, I have no future, I don't have everything you have now, so, come and accompany me, give me your life, okay?"
Liang Yuan looked at the skeleton in front of him in a daze, and didn't know why such a sentence came out of his mouth, "But, do you remember? You were cremated, and I watched you get in from outside the crematorium that day."
Song Yu was suddenly furious when he heard his words, and returned to the appearance when they first met, the ponytail on his head instantly spread out, and the long hair dyed red by blood flew in the wind, and the long hair seemed to be getting longer and longer, and he couldn't see it
At the end, soon, it was woven into an airtight cocoon like a silkworm cocoon.
The cocoon room shrank smaller and smaller as Song Yu approached, and soon, the hair tightly wrapped Liang Yuan and Song Yu together.
Song Yu raised his head and looked directly into Liang Yuan's eyes, "Have you heard a story? The young King Arthur was defeated and captured in a war with his neighbors, and the monarch of the neighboring country offered to spare King Arthur as long as he could answer the question of 'what a woman wants most, and in order for him to answer this question, his best friend Gavin married a legendary witch who could answer this question, and the witch was extremely ugly, but Gavin married her in order to save King Arthur, so the witch told King Arthur that what women wanted most was to be able to control their own destiny. That night, the witch turned into a beautiful maiden, and she told Gavin that her two faces could only appear during the day and night, and she asked Gavin if she would like her to be beautiful by day and ugly at night, or if she would be ugly by day and beautiful at night. Remembering her answer to King Arthur, Gawin told her that since what a woman wants most is to be in charge of her own destiny, then it's up to you to decide. In this way, the witch chose to be a beautiful woman both day and night."
Liang Yuan was so caught in the hairbands that he couldn't move, so he could only shake his head crampedly.
Blood mist surged in Song Yu's eyes again, "I tell this story just to tell you that the appearance in front of you is determined by me." As he spoke, Song Yu's body began to decay and fester, and soon it was crawling with maggots, and there was no distance between the two at this time, and the maggots crawled down the hair to Liang Yuan, and he could clearly feel the wriggling and gnawing of those maggots.
Liang Yuan knew that Song Yu hated him and wanted to make him feel pain clearly, since all this was what she wanted, then let her go.
Song Yu's blood-red eyes stared at Liang Yuan hatefully, but Liang Yuan actually smiled gently, "This is what I owe you, in fact, I really wanted to go with you back then, I really can't stand you dying because of my tardiness."
After speaking, Liang Yuan closed his eyes, "Do you want my life? Take it."