The sun is shining in March, the breeze is soft, and the fragrance of pollen and grass is rich.

I knelt down in the Buddhist hall of the Zilin Nunnery and prayed for blessings, because there was a festival today, so there were a lot of people. Shuttling among the very crowded good men and women, my chest is a little out of breath.

Dazzling, as if seeing a familiar figure passing by in an instant, and when I looked back carefully, I couldn't see the figure anymore, only saw a dense crowd of people walking and stopping in front of me.

Why do I always hallucinate, or because I miss that person too much.

With some disappointed eyebrows, he looked at the stone ground under his feet, and slowly squeezed into the courtyard.

As soon as he walked to the wooden door of the Buddha hall, the familiar voice came from behind him, "Yang'er, be careful." He looked back and smiled in surprise, but was hit by the current actions of the two people.

For a moment, there were tears streaming down my face.

Liuyun was dressed in casual clothes, and the dark robe was worn on him, which was particularly good-looking. Also, the smile on his lips is so similar to the beautiful sun hanging high outside. It seems like it's been a long, long time since I've seen this smiling face again.

And the person he was holding with one hand was snuggling up to him like a bird, it was Han Xiaoyang, who used to be drafted with me. I suddenly realized that yesterday in the restaurant I heard that when the emperor was still the king of Dingyang in Liuyun, he accepted the daughter of Lord Han as his concubine. It turned out to be her.

Now she should be called the queen, but I never expected that she would be the one who finally ascended to the queen's throne. Mu Ling, Ling Miaozhu and Xia Yuanshan can only be princesses now. At that time, the status of her family was not as good as that of Mu Ling and the three of them!

But what caught my attention the most was her bulging belly. She already has Liuyun's child, Liuyun's first child.

The smiles on their faces were harmonious and satisfying.

It was as if the arrow wound in his chest had been torn open, and it suddenly hurt very much. However, no matter how much it hurts, it can't hurt the heart-wrenching heartache.

In one year, I only died for a year. As time passed, he missed me as much as I thought, both in his own heart and in his jealousy, which could be seen in their loving affection. I, in Liuyun's heart, can really only be a dead person.

So, should I come up and recognize him? Should I still show up and disrupt their lives?

If so, Liuyun's feelings for me are not as good as before. My appearance can only be self-inflicted.

It's just because they are really happy now!

Liuyun's meticulous movements, that happy smile on his face, why did he make me so uncomfortable at this time. I asked myself, is it possible that if Liuyun is happy, you are not happy?

Yes, I'm not happy, I'm not happy that death can really fulfill him. It has fulfilled his current supreme position and fulfilled his happiness.

But, at the beginning, I was willing, willing!

In that case, what else do I have to worry about, and what do I not be happy about!

stared straight at the two of them in happiness, and the child in the womb. In Liuyun's eyes, I can no longer find my shadow.

Turning around and walking slowly, the pace was so heavy. Liuyun, I should bless you!

Raising my eyes to look at the dazzling light, Zhang Ziqian appeared in front of me. A heart that should have been amazed, but there was no emotion, so I kept looking at him, but the more I looked at it, the more blurred it became. After a pause, he reached out to wipe away the tears that made my eyes blur, but he grabbed my outstretched hand, "Girl, in fact, I have always regarded you as my own sister." You, shouldn't have come back, you should have gone far. ”

Even with tears pouring up, he still trembled and said, "Yes, I shouldn't have come back, I really shouldn't have come back." ”

Zhang Ziqian didn't answer again, just pulled me, and went all the way out, all the way to the top of the mountain.

At the top of the mountain, Zhang Ziqian let go of my hand, pointed to my tombstone and asked me, "He has already decided to let you disappear from his life by burying you here." Even if he still has you in his heart, do you know, girl? As an emperor, he can't do anything for you anymore, and he can't see you as the only one. Because, he is now carrying a country, girl! Do you understand? You can go back to him, but you won't be happy. Don't you know that the most ruthless emperor is the family! ”

I was stunned for a moment, but I was silent for a long time before I slowly spit out my words, "Ziqian, I don't expect anything, I just want to have a relative by my side, it's enough." Since you treat me as your own sister, can you accept me calling you brother! ”

Zhang Ziqian was stunned and stunned, and then a smile of relief surfaced, "No matter when, I am your brother!" Girl, your personality and style of doing things are not suitable for living in the palace. In other words, it is impossible to survive in the palace. ”

I didn't say anything, and listened to him quietly, "Liuyun, no, it's the emperor." His current status will eventually make his love unable to protect any woman. Look at him from afar, and you won't get hurt! ”

I bowed my head slightly, and my eyes stayed on the words on the tombstone, "Ziqian, I understand your words." ”