Chapter 31: Heartbreak

The wind rises in the evening, the past is boundless, and the cold dew is silent.

I withdrew from the hall, and the lonely figure still stood still. I knew that what I had just said had made him feel extremely embarrassed and helpless.

When Ziqian saw me, he immediately rushed forward, "Zhen Luo, you..."

"Ziqian, you also have a part in Haoxuan's death!" I took his words calmly.

He was shocked, and his eyes were full of confusion.

I smiled and left without any nostalgia.

"Zhen Luo! What you promised me will live! He shouted loudly behind him, and I just sneered, laughing at the unpredictable world, laughing at this world's sophistication.

It seems that I shouldn't have entered the palace, so Haoxuan won't die. I shouldn't have asked Hao Xuan to regain that position, so he should be alive and well.

At least, that's what I think.

When passing through Yixiu Palace, suddenly, I wanted to go in and see, once there, I saw Haoxuan for the first time, the king of Ding'an.

I stood outside the hall and watched for a long time before I said to the guards who took me back to the prison, "I want to go in and have a look, it won't be too long." ”

The two guards glanced at each other and bowed their heads in agreement. Although I am now a prisoner who murdered the little prince, I am still Concubine Chen after all.

With their consent, I took a deep breath of cold air and walked straight inside.

Every time I took a step into the temple, my heart became heavier.

The lively scene of the draft once came to my mind again. In this hall, Hao Xuan sat on the right seat and played with the folding fan in his hand. That sentence, "This king, remember you." But it rang in my ears.

Sitting on the wooden bench in the main hall, I closed my eyes and remembered a lot of past events.

Here, there are a lot of memories of mine. There are Liuyun, Haoxuan, Muling, and Yulan.

But now, the dead are dead, and the changes are not as good as in the past.

In my heart, I turned a thousand times, Liuyun's harm and use of me, Haoxuan's deep affection for me, who was the wrong person in the end, I asked myself. But the answer in my heart is very clear, it is me who is wrong.

"Harem, it's such a place, the more you care about it, the more miserable your life will be!" A clear female voice suddenly sounded in the dark, and she suddenly came back to her senses, and looked at the figure in the dark.

She walked slowly towards me, gradually revealing her face, "Concubine Chen, you are lucky, but you are unlucky. ”

Raising her eyebrows, it turned out to be Cui'er, Haoxuan's personal maidservant, Cui'er!

When her eyes collided with me, she had an extremely unnatural and strong hatred, smiled, and said, "I remember how much the prince cared about you at the beginning, and solved problems for you every time. Yet, you failed him. ”

"You... If you hate me, I understand! I replied in a low voice.

She lowered her eyebrows and glanced at the ground, then raised her eyes to look at me again, "Concubine Chen, are you in pain now, being used by the person you love the most, and indirectly killing the person who loves you the most, and now you are turning against your good sisters." Gee... It's sad! ”

With a bitter smile, I looked at her suddenly, "Yes, I'm pathetic indeed. So, laugh at me. ”

"Laughing?" She raised an eyebrow and glanced at me, "You're not qualified yet, let me laugh." Don't you feel that you are alive and a burden? ”

"Cui'er!" Xiyun's roar came from outside the hall, and I turned around to look at Xiyun standing outside the hall, frowning slightly, "Why are you here!" ”

She trotted over to me and held my hand tightly, "Song Liu, let's go!" ”

I looked at her puzzled, feeling a little weird.

"Concubine Chen, I remember the scene in this hall, when your sister Yulan took the blame for you and was scolded by the rod for forty and almost died. Don't you remember? Cui'er raised her voice a little, deliberately provoking the past.

My steps staggered, unable to move any further, and I turned to look at her, just shaking my head, "How could I forget!" ”

Xiyun pulled me with a flustered look, "Song Liu, let's go, don't listen to her nonsense." Lan Zhaoyi's personality is not worth remembering her well. ”

I smiled slightly, and said softly to Xiyun: "You don't understand, Yulan and my relationship, at that time, she was so simple, for my sister, she didn't even want her life." Xiyun, if it were you, would you forget? ”

"Song Liu...," her voice softened instantly, "Don't always think that Lan Zhaoyi is what she is today, it's all because of you." It's not fair to you. ”

I smiled bitterly, but rejected her words, "You are wrong, Yulan is where she is today, and it is all caused by my sister." I shouldn't have brought her into the palace with me, I really shouldn't! ”

Xiyun's hand holding my wrist began to tremble, and after a long silence, he suddenly let go. stared at Cui'er in front of her, and asked her sharply, "What do you want?" Song Liu is miserable enough, do you have to let her die to be at ease? ”

"That's right! I just want her to die, and she dies, so that I can be worthy of the prince who died because of her, and I can save Yulan! Cui'er didn't shy away at all, and said fiercely.

My mind was confused by their conversation, "What the hell is wrong with you?" ”

Xiyun turned his gaze back to look at me, and said with a crying voice: "Yulan, it's Cui'er's own sister!" As early as the first time she saw Yulan, she recognized Yulan. ”

Suddenly, dumbfounded, I muttered, "What did you say? Cui'er is Yulan's own sister? ”

"Not bad!" Cui'er took my words without concealment, and her tone had a tough taste, "Yulan is my own sister, back then, because the family was too poor, my father abandoned Yulan in front of the mansion of Jizhou Thorn History. It's just that I didn't expect her to enter the palace with you. Our sisters will be reunited! ”

Suddenly, I didn't believe her words.

But I suddenly remembered that when I first saw Cui'er, I seemed to know her eyes. Now when I look at it carefully, it is indeed very similar to Yulan.

"Song Liu, let's go! Even if it's for yourself, don't listen to her again! Xiyun took my hand again, but I pulled her away, "No, I can't go, I must figure out these things, I must figure it out, I must!" ”

Cui'er slowly walked up to me, and slowly knelt in front of me, "Concubine Chen, I beg you, save Yulan!" "Ben was full of hatred against me, but he asked for it, which made me very confused.

Xiyun changed his usual personality, squatted down to face Cui'er, and said angrily: "You want Song Liu to die!" Is that right? You know that Lan Zhaoyi killed the little prince, and you also know the emperor's personality, so you will definitely not let Lan Zhaoyi go. You are even more afraid, Song Liu will repent and take the blame for Lan Zhaoyi. Therefore, you want Song Liu to remember Lan Zhaoyi's kindness to her, so that Song Liu feels sorry for Lan Zhaoyi, the purpose is just to make Song Liu bite and kill the little prince herself, so that Lan Zhaoyi can retreat. But have you ever thought that this is too unfair to Song Liu! Cui'er, I've always treated you as a good friend, why are you so unclear! ”

"Am I wrong?" Cui'er's eyes were filled with moisture, and then she said with tears in her eyes: "If the emperor didn't kill the child in her womb back then, how could she attack the queen's child?" If the prince didn't die because of Concubine Chen, how could his sister become like this? Speaking of this, she choked up and couldn't speak, paused for a long time, raised her eyes to look at me, and asked me: "Concubine Chen, Yulan, is she kind by nature?" Is she just a child who doesn't understand the world? Who caused her to become what she is today? ”

A sour feeling surged in my heart, and with endless surprise, I whispered: "Your Majesty, kill the child in Yulan's womb?" This... What's going on? ”

As soon as Cui'er was about to purse her lips, Xiyun covered her mouth with her hands and begged over and over again, "Xiyun begs you, don't say it again... Say no more..."

"Xiyun!" I interrupted her solemnly, "Today, I have to make things clear!" ”

When Xiyun heard this, he suddenly went soft and sat down on the ground.

Cui'er stared straight at me, her eyes no longer surging as the dark tide just now, but calmed down a lot, "At the beginning, you were given death by the emperor. Yulan lost your only sister who could be relied on, so she went to that pond every night to cry, she said, she knows that you love lotus, and you are even more reluctant to Yulan, and you will definitely come back to see her. However, she was met by the emperor who was drunk at the time, and at that time, the emperor mistakenly took her for you, and that night... Thankfully, she was blessed. It didn't take long for her to become pregnant. But the emperor knew that the person Yulan loved in her heart was the prince. Death refused to admit that the child was his, and ordered the imperial doctor to pour her abortion pills, and it was that bowl of abortion pills that made her never be a mother again..."

At this moment, I could feel my heart shattered. Liuyun, he actually... I always thought that he had never touched Yulan... He also asked him for some favor on Yuran. Unexpectedly, he deceived me. He couldn't bear to even do it with his own children.

It turns out that I owe Yulan so much. Little did I know I owed her so much.

"She's suffered so much, she's scarred. Concubine Chen, I beg you, don't let her die. As long as you bite the little prince to death, Yulan, she can survive..."Before Cui'er's begging words fell, Xiyun cried and interrupted her: "Do you know that Song Liu is also scarred. Didn't you push her to death by asking her like this? ”

In an instant, my ears were filled with their cries and conversations.

But I... But who can hear the cry in my heart!

"Shut up, y'all! Say no more! I couldn't help but scold the two of them, and then slowly spit out words in a trembling voice, "Cui'er, I killed the little prince." Don't worry, Yulan, she'll be fine! ”

My words finally attracted Xiyun's crazy anger and sad eyes, "You can't do this, didn't Lord Zhang let you survive for the prince today?" The prince exchanged his life for your life, you can't do this! Song Liu, I asked Master Zhang to tell you this, just so that you can... You can push out all the sins. ”

"It turns out... It turned out that you asked Ziqian to tell me those things. Just to let me understand that I owe Haoxuan a life, and let me protect this life that should not belong to me for Haoxuan's kindness. I looked at Xiyun with an angry face and said softly, "But I'd rather never know these things!" After speaking, I dragged my weak body and moved out of the hall.

Xiyun chased after him and cried, "Song Liu! The emperor is for you, he has..."

"Shut up! From now on, I don't want to listen to anything about him, and I don't want to live so tired! ”