Chapter 4: Cruelty
Yulan was imprisoned by me in the side hall of the Guanju Palace, and this matter quickly spread in the palace. I've been thinking about what to do with Yulan, and Liuyun only said that everything is according to my meaning.
But I thought about it for several days, and I didn't have a score in my heart, and the mistakes made by Yulan were indeed capital crimes, and everything chilled my heart. This time, I won't show mercy to Yulan again. It's just because of me that I'm no longer the sympathetic Zhen Luo I used to be.
There is a sentence that I have never been able to ask Liuyun about, that is, the tragic death of the child in Yulan's womb. Because, I can't ask, and I'm afraid of being deceived and hurt again. Since Yulan and I can't turn back, I think I should leave when Yulan's matter is resolved.
In fact, I don't have much trust in Liuyun anymore, and between us, we can never go back to the past.
Since Xiyun's death, I haven't stepped into Qifeng Palace, let alone say hello to Han Xiaoyang, and I have always used my body as a reason.
Early in the morning, Han Xiaoyang was in the palace of Guan Ju. This surprised me very much, I thought that because of the death of the little prince, she would no longer care about the affairs of the palace in recent days.
She lost a lot of weight and was also a lot haggard, and the death of the little prince hit her hard.
Seeing me, her eyes were still full of hatred, "Bengong came here today, I just want to ask you, the child of Bengong, did you kill you?" ”
My face was calm, and I paused for a long time before I answered, "The concubine has never harmed the little prince!" ”
She showed a faint smile, but her expression was very heavy, "Actually, this palace also knows that it was not you who did it..."
I frowned slightly, and asked her in surprise: "Since you know that it was not me, why did you bite me with the Han family, even though I confessed my guilt." With your temper, it doesn't look like someone who can let the real murderer go. ”
She raised her eyebrows and chuckled, "Although this palace is the queen, however, this palace is no different from you. The palace knows that the emperor is good to the palace, but it is just to win over the mother's family of the palace and deal with the prince of Ding'an. The emperor is loveless and ruthless to the palace. But this palace still pretends not to know anything. Isn't Hongu, sad? ”
I stared at her in a daze, "So you already knew this!" ”
Her eyes were filled with tears, and she looked at me stupidly, "Concubine Chen, even though the emperor loves you, this palace doesn't envy you at all, do you know why?" ”
I shook my head, and she continued: "Because this palace and you are both chess pieces in the hands of the emperor. However, this palace seems to be much luckier than you, because this palace has only been used by the emperor once or twice, and you have always been used. ”
I was a little heartbroken by what she said, but it's all true, Liuyun's use of me is indeed too much...
"You don't know yet! Why did Lan Zhaoyi kill my child, it was just a grudge between the emperor and her, why did she have to compensate my child. Tears rolled down her eyes, and at this moment, she was just a mother, a mother devastated by the loss of her child.
I turned my back and said only one sentence in a trembling voice, "The concubine doesn't want to hear it!" "Even if I say this, I still can't lie to myself, what does it mean that I don't want to listen, I obviously don't dare to listen.
"You don't want to hear it?" She asked me, and she laughed again, but it slowly turned into a sob.
I covered my ears for fear of hearing what I knew from her.
She walked slowly towards me, paused in front of me, and reached out to gently pull my hands off, "Before, Bengong hated you very much, but now, Bengong doesn't hate you at all, because you are more pitiful than Bengong!" With that, she turned and left.
Actually, I had already guessed that.
No matter how ruthless Liuyun is, he will not kill his own child, the only thing that can be explained is that the child in Yulan's womb is not Liuyun's. And the only person who can make Yulan willing to conceive a child is Haoxuan.
This is the real reason why Liuyun must take out that child.
Haoxuan, why would Yulan be like this, I don't understand.
The light in the side hall was very dim, and Yulan sat on the wooden bench above, her eyes dull and her gaze glazed.
I withdrew from all the minions around me and just wanted to talk to her.
From the moment I stepped into the door, she kept her head buried in her head, refusing to look at me.
It took a long time for her almost desperate voice to sound, "Why are we like this?" She raised her head slowly, "Yulan has cared about two people in her life, one is your sister, and the other is the prince." ”
I stopped and stared at her in a daze, "Yulan, my sister used to care about you so much, but I didn't expect that we would come to this day." ”
She didn't pay attention to my words, and still continued: "Even if the prince is drunk and treats me as you, I am still willing to accept it, even if the prince sends me to the palace afterwards, just to make me his eyeliner next to the emperor, I will accept it." But when I knew that I was pregnant with his child, I begged the prince to take me out of the palace, but he didn't. I still remember when the bowl of smelly abortion pills was placed in front of me, I begged the emperor so much, and even broke my forehead, and in the end, the child was stillborn. She just spit out words slowly, but there was no ** emotion in her eyes.
"I have always thought that the prince is just for big things and must sacrifice some people, so I still support him without regrets. It wasn't until that day, the day I pushed you to fall off the tower, that I understood that the feelings of the emperor's family were really so ruthless. The prince is just using me, but I, who still thinks wishfully that I am still so important to him. Sister remember, the Anning Pill I gave you? She smiled and looked at me, her eyes filled with suppressed moisture.
I bowed my head, "I remember, because our bodies are cold, so we shouldn't take it." It was because of this medicine that I fainted. ”
"That medicine was given to me by the prince." She put back the smile and spoke again: "He said that it was a calming medicine that could treat my long-term insomnia." I thought it was really a tranquilizer. It's just that at that time, I was so happy that I didn't take it, which is why I never found out the effect of this medicine. My sister took it for a few days, but she was thought to be taking it for a long time by the imperial doctor, thinking about how powerful this medicine is, it is really conceivable, the prince just wants to take out the child in my womb! Her face changed slightly, and her face was filled with hatred.
In fact, I had already guessed what she said, but I didn't expect that the medicine was given to her by Haoxuan, and I thought it was Liuyun!
"In the end, it was the emperor who took away my child. I hate the emperor, I hate the prince, and I hate my sister. You have given me what I am today. Now, the prince died because of you, I thought I would be happy, but I didn't expect more pain. Sister, I love the prince, I love it very much, I love it to the bones, and I can't pull it out anymore..."Her voice gradually turned weak, "So, I want the emperor's child to bury my child..."
Emei tightened, her face twisted, and she looked very uncomfortable. After a while, a mouthful of blood spurted out, and he said intermittently: "Sister... I hope that in the next life... Yulan Jaya... No... Enter the palace...", his body staggered, and he fell to the ground.
I was so amazed that I couldn't come back to my senses, and by the time I did, she was lying on the ground, blood gushing out of her mouth.
"Yulan!" I yelled and pounced.
Picking up her heavy body and leaning on my arms, all I saw in my eyes was the blood gushing out of her mouth, and I whispered over and over again: "Yulan, Yulan..."
She slowly opened her eyes and looked at me, and smiled, "Sister, you're very embarrassed!" I've always regarded me as my own sister, and I want to kill you again and again. ”
I wanted to say something heartless to her, but I couldn't say a word at this moment. Should I hate her, because she did a lot of things that hurt me, and eventually killed Xiyun.
I don't know if I still have a sisterly relationship with Yulan. I don't feel selfish, why is it so distressing to see her now.
Tears, unstoppable, flowed all over the face.
"Yulan..."I called her, and changed my words again: "Sister! ”
She smiled blankly, but with endless pain, "Sister? Does my sister still think of Yulan as my sister? ”
Mixed with tears, I'm just ** head, non-stop** head.
"Sister, I have long been rendered by this harem without a trace of affection, but my love for the prince is the same as that of my sister. It was I who distorted my love and hated our sisterhood. Yulan, I don't want to live for a long time, but I have always been insisted on living by the desire of hatred, I died in desire..."With a heavy cough, she spat out a mouthful of blood again.
"Yulan, sister doesn't blame you, if you want to blame, you can only blame, we shouldn't enter the palace, we shouldn't..." I buried my head down, my face pressed against hers.
She suddenly smiled, and smiled calmly.
"Sister, in the next life, I will compensate you again!" Weakly exhaling these words, she slowly closed her eyes and never opened them again.
Tears poured out like springs, one after another.
The residual warmth on my face gradually faded, but my heart no longer hurt, and I couldn't bear the pain anymore, and I was really numb to the point that I couldn't feel a trace of pain.
These days, I say that I will no longer show mercy to Yulan and that I will avenge those innocent people. However, Yulan is also very innocent, we are all people who are powerless to struggle due to the constraints of the palace and power, and we are all people who are used and hurt all over our bodies.
"Yulan, are you using your death to express your last love for me! You know I can't forgive you anymore, but if I kill you myself, I'll suffer for the rest of my life, that's why you... Is it? Isn't it? I asked her, and the heart, which had been riddled with holes, was stabbed with a sharp sword again, and it hurt in every way.
I can't stay anymore, Haoxuan is dead, Xiyun is dead, Yulan is dead. When I returned to Liuyun desperately, it was a wrong decision that led to today's wrong ending.
It's time for me to go, the current court has been taken care of by Liuyun, and I won't be stupid enough to be used by him again. As long as he is still the emperor, he will fight for power, and he and I can never treat each other sincerely.
The palace, there is nothing worth my nostalgia for. And I don't belong to this palace that is only mixed with intrigue.
I and Liuyun can't go back to the past.
I have lost so many loved ones that I can't afford it anymore...
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