Lu Xinran told Zhao Jinlan that a year ago, Li Xuan'er passed away.

When she left, the only one who couldn't let go was Zhao Jinlan, and told the children to find Zhao Jinlan, be filial to her, and send her to the end of her life.

"Grandma has spoken, who dares not to listen to the children and grandchildren below. That's the Holy Decree, so almost everything in our family has come to you. Lu Xinran said.

Zhao Jinlan's heart was shocked: Who dares not to listen to the words of the old man, the holy decree?

She never thought that Li Xuan'er, who has always had a gentle personality, would one day have such a chance to be domineering.

At that moment, she was extremely envious......

When you are alive, majesty is not called ability, but after death, majesty is the real ability!

Because of Li Xuan'er's advice, the Lu family looked for Zhao Jinlan everywhere. It's a pity that after Zhao Jinlan sold all her properties, she was imprisoned in a small black house again, and there was no chance of news.

This is still this year, the Lu family finally came out with a champion, and the champion came forward, and the official family sent someone to help investigate, and then Zhao Jinlan was found.

"Grandma Zhao, tell me, who bullied you? I'll help you get your revenge! Lu Xinran asked angrily.

The man on the side also said: "Grandma Zhao, you don't have to be afraid, now our family is not as good as before." ”

Hearing that the two wanted to help themselves avenge, Zhao Jinlan cried, and the old tears were all over the place. In the end, she didn't say anything about Luo Yuhe, nor did she say anything bad about anyone, she just shook her head, and then said calmly: "Forget it, forget everything......"

Zhao Jinlan asked Lu Xinran to send her to see Li Xuan'er, kneeling in front of Li Xuan'er's grave, Zhao Jinlan asked for a jar of wine, just like back then, she hugged the tombstone, drank, and chatted......

"Sister, you're right, you still have to have a home......

I used to think that I was strong, not afraid of loneliness, no matter where I floated, I was not afraid of loneliness, I just wanted a career.

But after my father and mother passed away, I realized that I was becoming more and more afraid of loneliness.

Today, I finally understand that I wasn't strong back then.

It's just that at that time, whether I was wandering or walking on an unfamiliar mountain road, I always knew that I still had a home. My father and mother are still waiting at home, and when I celebrate the New Year, there is still a place to go.

There is dependence in my heart, so I can indulge myself, wander wantonly, shout that ridiculous, childish fearless loneliness.

When my father and mother left, I still have my father-in-law.

But when the prime minister also left, I really had nothing.

The yard that hits is envious of others, but only I understand that it is not a home, but a ...... It's just a big inn.

I'm just a guest, and I'm going to leave sooner or later.

I lit three braziers every night, but it was still cold because my heart was cold.

But at that time, I was still stubborn and refused to admit defeat, and it was not until later, when everyone abandoned me, that I realized that I had lost.

No matter how good I was to them at the beginning, when it really came time for me to die, they were all wolves!

It's like I have a bunch of dogs, usually give them good food and drink, they loyally help me take care of the home, wagging their tails to make me happy. But when I die, they will eat my flesh when they are hungry.

I said that I would live in a nursing home when I was old, and I didn't understand until I moved in.

For the elderly, when they have their families to back them up, it is a nursing home;

When you don't have a family, it's a graveyard and a slaughterhouse!

happily called me grandma, and at that moment I understood that there are offspring, and there is a feeling of having grandchildren. No, that's not a descendant, that's a kind of dependence, just like my father and mother back then, which made me feel at ease, down-to-earth and moved.

If I had listened to you, I would have had a few children......"

Zhao Jinlan said a lot, for a long time, for a long time.

In the following time, Zhao Jinlan lived in the Lu family.

In the first year, she sat on the highest position, and the descendants of about 200 people below knelt on the ground and kowtowed, greeting the New Year, and wishing her blessings such as the East China Sea and Shoubi Nanshan.

At that moment, she smiled, and smiled extremely happily.

This is the happiest year she has ever had, and it is also a real year of family reunion......

Half a year later, Zhao Jinlan closed her eyes with a smile.

The world is back in darkness.

It's just that in the dark, Zhao Jinlan was surprised to find that her consciousness was still there.

A little white light lit up in the darkness, and at the same time a voice sounded: "Amitabha, donor, poor monk has also fallen." ”

Hearing this, Zhao Jinlan suddenly opened her eyes as if she had just woken up from a dream, and the white light exploded, and then a white chess piece appeared in front of her eyes, black and white chess pieces, a chessboard that crossed vertically and horizontally!

Suddenly raised his head, the handsome monk dressed in white, with a sunny smile on his face.

Looking in the distance, the green bamboo forest is swaying in the wind, and the breeze is coming, full of fragrance!

Look at the side again, the woman in the green dress, gentle and generous, with her black hair falling like a waterfall.

Zhao Jinlan looked at herself again, her little hands were as white as stagnation, and she touched her face, which was as smooth as jade.

In an instant, memories came to mind, she was playing chess!

"Sister Jinlan? What are you doing in a daze? The grandmasters are done playing chess, it's your turn. Li Xuan'er patted Zhao Jinlan on the shoulder.

Zhao Jinlan jumped up, then threw herself into Li Xuan'er's arms and cried, and shouted: "Sister, I miss you, I want to kill you...... I was wrong, I was wrong......"

This jump, pounce, and cry directly made Li Xuan'er dumbfounded.

As long as Fang Zheng smiled......

After Zhao Jinlan's mood stabilized a lot, Fang Zheng asked: "Donor, the chessboard is like life, one wrong step, one wrong step." No matter how well the children in front fall and there is no continuation in the back, it will be empty after all. The poor monk has already laid down, it's time for you to fall down. ”

When Zhao Jinlan heard this, her delicate body trembled, and she could hear that Fang Zheng's words meant something else.

Thinking of what he had just experienced, the memory kept replaying in his mind, and vaguely, he seemed to see the white clothes in the crowd. This monk has been watching her from afar in that dream-like world!

At that moment, Zhao Jinlan understood everything, this was Fang Zheng waking her up.

Zhao Jinlan wiped her tears, tidied up her clothes, and the respectful other party saluted a ninety-degree salute: "Senior monk, Jin Lan was reckless before, and she was offended, please don't blame the senior monk." Today's guidance, Jin Lan has nothing to repay, if the monk needs it in the future, Jin Lan will repay him with all his wealth. In today's chess game, Jin Lan admits defeat. ”

Fang Zheng smiled slightly and said: "Donor, this chess game is just a poor monk, and everything in it is caused by your move." You can realize a lot, and that's your creation. ”

Li Xuan'er was puzzled when she heard it, and asked curiously, "What are you talking about?" ”

Fang Zheng smiled: "It's nothing, donor, do you still want to worship the Buddha?" ”

"Worship the Buddha, you must worship the Buddha!" Zhao Jinlan shouted.

Li Xuan'er said: "Didn't you say that it was Guanyin?" You and I aren't married......"

Zhao Jinlan smiled: "I'm not married, can I go back and get married?" Book a few children first. ”