"Queen Mother, the concubine has indeed not pushed the queen's mother, how can the concubine's current body push the queen's mother?" I looked down at my belly and imagined how a woman who was seven months pregnant could compare to a woman with a light body. The Queen Mother is not a person who can't see right and wrong, how can she believe the queen's words and conclude that I pushed the queen into the water?

The queen mother's face was gloomy, which made my heart sink in vain, and the hall was suddenly so quiet that it was frightening, she moved her lips, but she didn't spit out a word.

"Yes! Queen Mother, think about it, Concubine Liu was alone next to her at that time, and she had such a big belly, how could she harm the Queen Mother, it didn't make sense! Siyu climbed up to the Queen Mother, pulled the corner of her skirt, and said hysterically.

The Queen Mother's brows furrowed slightly, and she thought for a while, before she spoke very painfully: "The queen has just been pregnant with the emperor's heir, and the imperial doctor has repeatedly told her not to move, because the queen's physique is the same as Concubine Liu, and it is easy to have a miscarriage. How could she deliberately kill herself and the emperor's child, this child, she waited for three whole years. ”

The last will finally became nothing left after the Queen Mother's words, and my eyes slowly fell on the queen, "The queen mother... Miscarriage...? ”

Her spirit suddenly went out of sorts and slammed into me, "The child in this palace is dead, so use your child to accompany the burial!" "The moment he saw that he was about to hit me, he was blocked back by Siyu.

This impact made her faint, whether it was really faint or a scene, I already had the answer in my heart.

Queen, you are indeed very good at acting, you are really ruthless enough, in order to get rid of me, you even let go of your own children. I, Zhen Luo, really admire you. In this way, no one will suspect that you jumped into the water by yourself, and no one will believe that the queen will attack the prince who has been looking forward to it.

And I, indeed, am powerless to refute it.

Just because you gambled on this game with the child in your womb.

With the advice of the imperial doctor and the expectation of the queen mother, who would think that you jumped into the water and caused the miscarriage of the fetus in the womb, you must think that others framed you!

I was locked up in the dark room of Fengyang Palace by the Queen Mother, sitting quietly on a wooden bench, my mind blank.

If it is determined that I did it, what kind of decree the Queen Mother will make to execute me, I can imagine. Anyway, I'll wait for me to give birth to this baby!

The light in the dark room gradually sank, and the feeling of abdominal pain hit me, because I have often had such pain in recent days, so I have been carefully diagnosed by Dr. Liu, but it is normal, and I don't pay much attention to it. The current abdominal pain made me feel more scared than I had ever been, and a fear of a mother who was about to lose her child slowly eroded me.

I screamed a few times, but no one paid attention. The pain in my abdomen was getting stronger and stronger, and I couldn't stand up and broke out in a cold sweat, and I forced my hands to slap the wooden door hard, but there was no response.

It's as if I've gone to hell, calling the heavens and the earth unspiritual.

I wanted to go back to the wooden bench to rest, but as soon as I turned around, a stream of heat gushed out from my lower body, and when I looked down, it was actually red blood, slowly flowing down my legs.

Holding my stomach tightly, I tried to cry out loud, but my voice was already very weak.

"Someone! Come on, people... I'm bleeding...", I repeated it over and over again, hoping that someone would hear.

But no matter how I shouted, this Fengyang Palace was so quiet that there was no sound, only my own voice.

The whole body fell down weakly, and at that moment, it felt like the child was about to leave me, and fear and fear made my consciousness begin to be confused.

"Flowing clouds... Clouds... Save me... Save our children...", and a little sobriety, I became extremely dependent on Liuyun, if he was by my side, my child and I would be safe.

The light dimmed, eventually faded as I realized it.

What followed was a never-ending darkness.

In the confusion, I was awakened by the sharp pain in my abdomen, and the moment I opened my eyes, I saw a room of palace maids, and... The Queen Mother was sitting on the edge of the bed at this time, looking at me anxiously.

"Mother, you work hard, don't be afraid." The old mother's words recalled my consciousness, the heart-rending pain made me can't help but scream, I always thought that I was a person who was not afraid of pain and death, but at this moment, I was afraid of death, because I knew that if I died, my children would not live. stretched out his hand and grabbed the queen mother's clothes tightly, and said to her with all his might: "The queen mother, save me..."

The Queen Mother was already panicked, and her hands clutched my hand tightly, "The mourning family will not let you have anything to do, you listen to the words of the midwife, and it will be fine." The child is born prematurely, and you have to be strong so that you can give birth to the baby smoothly. ”

"Queen Mother, you better go outside and wait! You are here, everyone is nervous, how to help Concubine Liu deliver the baby smoothly. The old lady next to the Queen Mother said, but I don't want the Queen Mother to leave, because she is by her side, I can feel safe, holding her hand tightly, I don't let go for a moment.

Even if it's an expectation, I hope that there is someone next to me who cares about this child.

That night was the most painful night of my life, I fainted in pain and woke up in pain.

At that time, my mind was full of flowing faces, and I wanted to tell him that I was really in pain, and I wanted him to hold me, because I was really helpless, and I wanted to tell him that this was our child, and if you could feel my helplessness, please give me a little strength.

At dawn, I woke up quietly, and dimly saw a figure sitting beside me, "Liuyun..."

When I woke up again, Zhuangzi sat on the edge of the bed, his face full of melancholy and the heartache that reflected my eyes, so that I could see very clearly, and when he saw that I was awake, he slowly breathed a sigh of relief, but did not speak.

"Where's the kid?" I spoke, poking my head out to look at him, my body still weak, but my tone was very tough, "What about my child?" ”

His body stiffened, he sank into a face, put his hands on my shoulders, and gently pressed me back to the bed, "Liu'er." He changed his words and called me Liu'er, which he had never called me like that before.

"What about my child? Where is he, son or daughter? I spoke eagerly, staring straight into his eyes, not even blinking, for fear that his gaze would deceive me.

"Liu'er..." He hesitated for a moment, his eyes wandered over me, and after a pause, he said softly: "Even if the child is gone, it doesn't matter." In the future, I will give you a child, a child that belongs to us. ”

I looked at him for a long time before I asked him in confusion: "My child, is there any more?" ”

He was silent for a long time before nodding.

I don't know where we got the strength, so we got up, got out of bed, and staggered, not knowing where we were going or where we were going.

He circled me from behind, "Liu'er, the child is gone, your body is very weak and you can't get out of bed." ”

I shoved him away, tears pouring out like a flood, "No... My child won't die, he hasn't called me a mother yet, he hasn't seen his father yet, how can he die, I won't let him die... He can't die... Why did he die..."

His expression was very gloomy, and he wanted to get close to me, but I resisted him again and again, and in desperation, he could only say with a slight apology: "The imperial doctor said that you are emotionally unstable, which caused the fetus to be abnormal. It wasn't going to be so serious, but no one knew about the premature birth in a dark room, and in the end it was too long... The child didn't survive... Liu'er, don't be sad, you still have a chance to be a mother..."

I laughed out loud, just laughing, tears of pain on my face.

The pain of losing a loved one made me desperate to beg for death because it was a relief.

Now, the loss of my own flesh and blood, but I see life as a kind of pain, what is called ten thousand arrows piercing the heart, a mother's feeling of losing her child, is like being pierced through the heart by ten thousand arrows.

Zhuangzi came up and hugged me again, hugging me tightly, "Liu'er, I know you are in pain. Yes, no matter how painful it is, the child will not come back. I promise you that I will give you another child in the future..."

"How?" I looked up at him, gritted my teeth and asked him word by word, "This child is the only thought he left me." This child poured out so much love to me, just as I did for his father. This is something that no one can give me but him. ”

In this world, the only thing that can still connect me and Liuyun is this child. They didn't know how important this child was to me, how important I was to Liuyun.

Now, even the last glimmer of hope has shattered me.

How can I be calm, how can I be so that I don't feel sad and sad?

"Didn't you promise me that you would give birth to my child safely? Didn't you promise me? "I pounded him hard in the chest, without mercy and with all my might. , even so, he can't vent the hatred and pain in his heart.

My heart ached, and I couldn't exert any strength in it. Maybe this is the will of God, destined for me and Liuyun, leaving only resentment in this life.

His arms pressed deeply, hugging me tighter, "I'm sorry... I'm sorry... Forgive me for failing to protect you and your children. ”

I'm sorry, but now a word of sorry can heal the pain in my heart?

Leaning into his arms, I cried for a long time, and I no longer wanted to restrain myself, I no longer wanted to suppress myself.

My child, you must not die in vain.

If it weren't for the queen, if I hadn't been locked up in a dark room, how could I have lost this child.

I will keep this account in my heart and keep it firmly in my heart.