Volume 5 Desire to Speak, Mood and Dream Expired Chapter 3 Blindness

The boundless past, at first hearing the wind is heartbreaking.

Poignantly, sparse rain and fallen leaves.

After being poisoned that day, my body has been getting worse and coughing up blood more and more often. I myself wondered why I had drunk so many medicines prescribed by the Imperial Doctor, and there was no sign of improvement. Nowadays, I have headaches, and sometimes, I feel dizzy. This probably had something to do with my head injury, so I didn't worry too much about my body.

The entire Changle Palace's minions were executed by the emperor's decree, as he said, he would rather kill a thousand by mistake than let one go. I don't know why he reacted so strongly to this, or if it wasn't as simple as I thought it was. Because I think that my entry into the palace will attract the jealousy of other harem women, that's why I will be poisoned.

Now, I am afraid that he will come to the Changle Palace, and I am also afraid that he will see that I am unwell, because whenever he sees it, the emotion on his face can be described as inherent.

At that time, my condition was not so serious for me. Probably because he was injured in the past, his body was too weak, so that the toxin residue in his body could not be dissipated for a long time.

I also regret myself because I have endangered the innocent people in the palace and cost their lives in vain. If I hadn't entered the palace, these things could have been avoided.

But what can I do? I'm just an ordinary woman, how can I resist him.

The person who secretly poisoned me hated me deep in his bones!

I still keep a very clear mind, it's not hatred for me, it's for Zhen Luo, for Concubine Chen, and for me, a face that looks like Zhen Luo.

In the bronze mirror, his face was as white as paper. Touching it back and forth with my hand, I would have doubted that everything was caused by this face.

The wind rose again in the night, and the tents in the temple were lifted in mid-air by the light wind. It made me feel cold when it brushed against me.

When Rong Chenxuan arrived at the Changle Palace, I had just laid down and was ready to go to bed.

He sat quietly on the edge of the bed, his expression very solemn, as if the atmosphere between us had suddenly become very passive, and neither of us had spoken.

I vaguely guessed that he had something on his mind, and when I was about to ask him, a cough hit me, and I couldn't help but gasp for breath, and the snow-white silk handkerchief was instantly stained crimson by the blood coughed up from my throat.

For the first time, I saw distress in his eyes, but he, too calm, patted me on the back, with a tenderness that seemed irresistible to me.

I know that what I always care about is that I am me in his heart? In his eyes, is it just me, the amnesiac Lin Yan?

In the past, when he saw me coughing up blood, he would get angry and scold the doctors, but now, he is calm and just tells everyone to retreat.

In the hall, the two of us were the only ones, and suddenly, a very familiar feeling flooded into my heart, as if, where had I seen before, as if, I had been alone with him like this.

My head started hurting again, and I clung to my hands, trying not to think about anything.

He reached out and moved my hands from my head to my abdomen, "What's wrong, do you have a headache again?" ”

I bowed slightly, I didn't even want to speak, I just wanted to rest.

He unexpectedly lifted my head up and leaned on his lap, "Don't sleep yet, talk to me, and look at me." ”

I opened my eyes and looked at him puzzled, "Usually, you tell me to rest more, but now that I want to rest, you want me to accompany you." ”

He smiled bitterly and stared at me for a while before saying, "Tonight, just tonight." ”

We sat up suddenly, but this movement was too fast to cause me to feel dizzy, and when he saw this, he quickly supported me, and whispered in his mouth, "I really worry about it, why is it always like this, or am I negligent..."

"Your Majesty!" I cast a puzzled look, but he smiled at me again, "Call me Liuyun!" ”

I lowered my eyebrows and chuckled a few times, "Why do you want me to call you Liuyun, have you ever used that name?" After a pause, he thought of something, and said again: "Or because she called you Liuyun!" ”

His expression slowly retracted, and he stared at me in a daze for a long time before he spoke: "I said that you are two completely different people now, so don't always think that I am doing this to you because of her." The reason why I asked you to call me Liuyun instead of the emperor is because I think it will bring us closer and closer. ”

"So—" I raised my lips again, but hid the words between my lips, believing that he didn't want me to ask such a question again!

In the middle of the ring, he suddenly looked at me very solemnly, and stretched out his hand to straighten the hair on my forehead, "In the future, no matter what, I will be by your side, and you don't need to be afraid." ”

His words made me feel very uneasy, and I raised my eyes to look at him carefully, "My illness is not very serious." Even though I had already guessed, I couldn't help but ask, more than that, I wanted to know the answer from him.

His hand froze in mid-air, and I lowered my head and said, "Still, I'm going to die..."

"You're not going to die!" He yelled, completely stunned me, I didn't know what was wrong with me, and a sour feeling in my eyes hit me, which made me want to cry.

He jerked me into his arms, his jaw against the top of my head, and for a moment I was confused. I asked myself, would I ever fall in love with him? Will it? However, I understand better than anyone how difficult it is to get the heart of an emperor, let alone an emperor with other women in his heart.

But I really don't know why, in front of him, my heart throbs.

If I really fell in love with him, did it start from the first moment I saw him? Is it predestined? We're destined to be entangled, right?

The heat in my eyes gradually flooded over, and for two years, the heart I had been looking for in the past was not as difficult for me as it is now. Just because, is he the emperor?

"It's unacceptable, but I promise you'll be fine." Holding me tightly, his tone seemed very agitated, perhaps worried about my condition.

I let him hug him like this, and with tears that were about to overflow, he fell into a deep sleep. When you fall asleep, you won't feel bad, and you won't want to cry.

For the first time in two years, I felt the warmth of a man's arms.

When I woke up, I was still hugged by him, and when I opened my eyes, I couldn't see anything, it was dark, and I moved, "Why don't you light the light, you can't see anything in the dark." ”

Visibly feeling his body tremble, I smiled in the direction of his face, "Tell the minions to light the lamp!" I can't see anything. ”

He didn't make any moves, the atmosphere around me seemed to be a lot colder, I frowned, and was about to get out of bed and light the lamp, but he grabbed my arm and didn't let go for a moment. At this point, I finally felt a little scared, afraid that what I was thinking in my heart would be true.

Turning back to him, even if I couldn't see him at all, "It's dawn, isn't it?" ”

His hand suddenly tightened, pulling me painfully, but at this moment, I could no longer care about this, nothing, more important than my eyes, breathing suddenly short, grabbed his thick arm, "Is it dawn?" Isn't it? It's my eyes that can't see, right? ”

"Don't be afraid, I will be by your side, and in the future, I will not leave you for a moment." His voice came with a lot of unbearability and pain. But I pushed him away, touched the front, and walked forward, "Where is the door, is it too dark in the house, so I can't see anything..."

He hugged me from behind, "I'm sorry I didn't protect you." I'll do everything I can to heal your eyes, trust me! ”

"No!" I cried out in a heart-rending voice, and there was a supreme fear in my heart, and no one could understand what my eyes meant to me. If I can't see, how can I get my memories back, how can I find my relatives?

Now, if you really can't see it. Even if I see them in the future, I won't know what they look like, it's too cruel to me.

"Zhen Luo, you won't lose your eyes, in the future, I will be your eyes, I will be..." he shouted very sadly, and that Zhen Luo almost made me think that I had heard it wrong.

After an instant, I calmed down, and I turned back to him, "I'm Zhen Luo, I'm Zhen Luo, right?" Your concubine, Zhen Luo, who has now lost her memory...", the hot teardrops, dripping.

Again, being encircled in his arms, without the stability of Fang Cai, more is a kind of loneliness.

Once, I was skeptical.

If I am really Zhen Luo, is it a blessing or a misfortune?

Because, Concubine Chen's past is something I can't imagine. And her past, I'm sure was painful.

Therefore, I will run away, more to avoid myself and believe that I am Zhen Luo. Because, there will be no such coincidence in the world, and I never thought that I would have such luck that I would have the same face as Concubine Chen of Minguo.

And I'm a woman who has lost her memory.

When he took such great pains to welcome me into the palace, I felt that there were many things wrong, but I didn't want to believe it. Even if he and Ziqian have confessed that I am not Zhen Luo, I think there is a reason for this.

But I don't want to let myself remember, even now that I don't remember anything.

I also admit that I know my past very much, but when I know that Zhen Luo is Concubine Chen, I am very worried, and I am also afraid that I will be his Concubine Chen. Admittedly, I am still a person who is afraid of pain.

So, I'd rather never think about it again, never think about it again.

At this time, his words are so true, "When I know that you don't remember anything anymore, I feel more about it, maybe this will make your future better, and I am bound to make up for everything you have lost." Zhen Luo, I want to change your identity and let you have happiness again..."