She pinched me and didn't let go for a moment, "All of this is because of you, because of your appearance, that our mother and son are so unfortunate. If you hadn't come back, Hao'er wouldn't have died, he had given up so much for you in this life. Anyway, you were his princess too, why, why... Things will evolve into what they are today... My Hao'er, my Hao'er... You give him back to me..."

I was stunned, the princess in her mouth, is it me? Could it be that I used to be Haoxuan's wife? But, how did I become Concubine Chen again... All of this seems complicated to me, but I can't think of anything, I can't think of anything.

Just when I couldn't breathe, she slowly let go of her hands. At that moment, my body suddenly relaxed a lot, and I couldn't help but gasp for air. Didn't she want me to die? Why did you let go of your hand again?

She only muttered softly, her voice getting farther and farther away, as if she was gradually moving away from me, "If God gives me another chance, I will definitely not choose to fight, I would rather take my Hao'er to live a peaceful life for a lifetime." I wouldn't have come up with such an idea, let the emperor decree that you marry my Hao'er, it was my negligence, I hurt myself, and I hurt Hao'er..."

"Concubine Niang," I rushed a few steps forward, "where are you going?" ”

Around, there's no sound...

At this time, another sharp voice sounded, "Niangniang, are you going to let her go?" It was she who killed the prince. We are where we are today because of her! ”

"Cui'er..."Concubine Feng called softly, "The person Hao'er cares about most in this life is not my mother, nor the throne, but... She! Back then, Hao'er exchanged her life for hers, and I knew that I had lost my son, and whether he was alive or not, I would lose him. Now, if I kill her to avenge Hao'er, Hao'er will hate me as a mother even if she is under Jiuquan. There is a cause and an effect, I'm tired..."

"No!" The woman cried out in grief, "The slave must not be soft-hearted, she killed the prince, and the slave and maid can't accept it, Yulan... My sister... The important people in my life are all because of her, because of her..."

Yulan, she is Yulan's sister? Cui'er, a woman named Cui'er?

I finally knew why Liuyun would replace all the palace people who knew me in the palace, as he said, I would be in danger. Because of those things in the past, someone will harm me at any time.

"At this point, it's useless to talk about it. The deaths of Hao'er and Yulan are irretrievable... As Hao'er's mother, of course I want her to die and be buried with Hao'er. But as Hao'er's last wish, I won't kill her, because I know Hao'er's mind very well, and I don't want to go against his wishes. Concubine Feng spoke slowly, even though her tone was very sad.

"The concubine can be soft-hearted, but the slave can't. After the death of the prince and Yulan, the slave and maid regarded Niangniang as their only relative. Over the years, all the slaves and maids have thought about is revenge. Now, the opportunity has come, and she is back. The slave won't let her go, never! Cui'er yelled at us, and then I heard her footsteps approaching me, and I didn't know what she was trying to do to me, and I stepped back.

At the same time, I also heard Concubine Feng's footsteps approaching, and her stopping voice sounded in my ears, "If you really regard this palace as a relative, listen to this palace now!" "I could imagine how chaotic everything was in front of me, and I could only hear the sound of them tearing each other apart, which made me panic.

There was a slight sound of falling to the ground, and I don't know which of the two of them was pushed.

"Slaves can't do it, and they can't do it!" As soon as Cui'er's words fell, she grabbed my arm tightly, and suddenly there was a pain in her abdomen, she... She... Actually... Stabbed me with a dagger.

"No..."With a terrible cry from Concubine Feng, I fell heavily to the ground.

In his ears, there was also the sound of the temple door being kicked open, "Zhen Luo! A cry from Liuyun pulled my mind back as I slowly walked away, and I stretched out my hand in the direction of his voice, "Liuyun..."

In front of me, there was a very wide road, and I stood in front of me, but I couldn't step on the lotus feet, I was very hungry and thirsty, and I was exhausted. I know very well that this path leads to light, to happiness. But I really can't go any further.

Foolishly watching the road gradually disappear under my eyes, I shouted loudly, but I couldn't shout.

Soon, what appeared in front of my eyes was a very familiar mansion, and at a glance, I recognized that this was the General's Mansion. When I first arrived in Anyang City, I saw the general's mansion. In other words, that's my home.

In front of the dilapidated gate, there were two men, and they were dressed as a man and a woman. I wanted to see their faces, but I couldn't get close to them, let alone see them.

Is that my mom and dad? Is it a biological mother? The general of Chu back then, the wife of Chu back then.

Suddenly, the door opened, and a little girl came out of it, with a cheerful voice, jumping movements, and a cry of "Daddy" that was particularly sweet.

The laughter of the three of them, like a yellow warbler, was very good. The happy family makes me almost crazy with envy.

The woman affectionately called the little girl "Luo'er", and my tears quietly dripped down, it was me, me when I was young.

I wanted to call them, but no matter how loud I screamed, they couldn't hear me.

Looking at the three of them, gradually disappearing, I was so exhausted that I could only squat on the ground and cry bitterly.

"Zhen Luo..." seemed to hear them calling me again, from a far, far away, voice.

In my heart, I thought that they were back...

Suddenly opening my eyes, I sat up from the bed. Liuyun's surprised voice brought me back to my senses, everything just now was just a dream. I thought I would remember something, but when I woke up, I didn't know anything except the three people who couldn't see clearly in the dream.

The pain in my abdomen still didn't abate, and I pressed the wound hard, looking painful, and the cold sweat overflowing from my forehead slid down my cheeks.

Liuyun gently placed me to lie down, "It's good that it didn't hurt much, maybe it hurts, but at least your life is fine." ”

Holding his hand, I looked a little impatient, "Take me to the General's Mansion." ”

"I said that when you are better and the weather is better, I will take you out for a walk. Now, you can't be careless about your knife wound, so you'd better wait until you're recuperating before you go. He replied softly and carefully.

I shook my head, and my tone was intolerable, "You took me there, I just had a dream, and I saw my father and mother and myself." I thought, if I went back to that place, maybe I would remember something. Perhaps, my memories will be restored. ”

"I know you're desperate to remember the past, but now, your body is more important, you know?" He spoke softly to reassure, but with a commanding tone.

My insistence was depressed at this moment, and my mind flashed, and I spoke eagerly: "What about Cui'er?" And the concubine Niangniang, what happened to them? ”

I felt Liuyun's breathing begin to rise and fall, as if he was very angry, and only after half a sound did he lower his throat and say, "I mishandled this matter, and after changing so many people, I forgot about that cold palace." Cui'er attacked Pingxing, took you away without permission, and stabbed you again, these crimes are all capital crimes. As for Concubine Feng, I always remember that she is Haoxuan's biological mother, and I have repeatedly indulged her and not interfered with her behavior. Now, I can't tolerate it, I'm ready to make an order..."I knew what he was going to say next, and I interrupted him very resolutely, "Even if Cui'er is guilty, it is also to avenge the prince and Yulan. If it were me, I might have stabbed the enemy more than that. And the concubine Niangniang is also thoughtful. What mother does not feel pain for the loss of her child. Besides, she was already abnormal, and she didn't kill me at that time. Otherwise, can I still stand in front of you alive? Liuyun, forget it! Please be considerate of them. ”

At that time, I was not sure when I said these words, because he was the emperor.

"You... It's still the same as before. He sighed, "The former Zhen Luo and the current Lin Yan have not changed except for the different names." However, the two of them have indeed committed an unpardonable sin, and the death penalty can be avoided, and the living crime cannot be escaped...", his words paused here, and after a long time, he continued: "Let them go and guard the imperial tomb!" Away from this palace, they will be better. I don't want to, because of this, you regret it. ”

I breathed a sigh of relief and smiled slightly, this is what I owe to the prince and Yulan, and now I pay it back to them!

"Oh no, Your Majesty." Ziqian's anxious voice came into the hall, "Concubine Niangniang and Miss Cui'er, they set fire to Shou'an Palace, and the two of them also... He was also burned to the fire. ”

There was a shock, and his body slowly became stiff. The thoughts in my mind were completely stopped, as if this moment of silence had gone through a long time, and I couldn't believe what I had heard, Liuyun had stopped pursuing this matter, they, they still chose to die. Could it be that in their hearts, there is no other way out but death?

For some reason, my eyes welled up with tears, sympathizing with them? Or pity them? I can't say it myself.

I thought that I could use this incident as compensation for the prince and Yulan. But in the end, there is still no such opportunity.

Ignoring the pain in my body or in front of everyone, I threw myself into Liuyun's arms and cried bitterly.

In the future, how can I make up for my past mistakes, and how can I repay everything I owe them? Even though I still don't know what happened. But at this time, that heart is just uncomfortable.

Why does my appearance always cause a storm?

Why is my appearance always not in exchange for peace?

even, made himself bruised.

In my head, there is only one strong thought left, I want to know the past, I must remember. After thinking for a long time, I pulled out of Liuyun's arms and looked up with tears in my eyes, "Take me to the General's Mansion, I'm sure that I can be there and find my past..."