Chapter 15: Let go

Pretty eyebrows, snowflakes are long.

I spent three months peacefully in the palace, and it was also the season of the cold winter wax moon. I'm no longer surprised by the snowy scene, and I don't remember my birthday anymore. I'm more worried about the flow of clouds.

A month ago, the front line reported that the country was already a blatant provocation against the country, and the people on the border said that they were miserable, which made Liuyun very anxious. Because this battle was a protracted battle, he was not sure that he would be able to take the country in a short time. The longer the war, the more miserable life became. I know that, too, but I can't help him or share it for him.

In my memory, in my understanding, Zhuangzi was not an emperor who did not care about his subjects. Now, he deliberately caused this war and deliberately attacked the people of Minguo. Let my heart be more disappointed in him.

Isn't it possible to solve the problem in a peaceful way in this world? Yes, I think this idea is very funny, each is his own master, who is willing to bow his head to other kings, who is willing to give up his own country. This war for the world cannot be avoided and cannot be avoided.

In the palace, it seems too calm, since that day Han Xiaoyang invited me to Qifeng Palace under the pretext of drinking tea, I haven't stepped into Qifeng Palace for half a step in the whole three months. And Liuyun will come to the Long Hall every few days to chat with me, but he never stays overnight. I understand that after all, he regards me as Lin Yan, and the palace and outside the palace also know that I am Lin Yan. If he pampered me too much, he would inevitably arouse suspicion and cause me unnecessary trouble.

He is now planning for our future. When the world is unified, we can leave with confidence. So, I'm willing to wait, I don't mind how busy he is, even if he ignores me, it doesn't matter. All I need to know is that he has me in his heart.

The cold wind outside the hall whistled, and the heavy snow fell on Anyang City again, and outside, it was already covered with a thick layer of snow, and in the middle of the night, I could still distinguish the scene outside. I suddenly remembered that in the winter of that year, the plum blossom viewing event in the palace.

Time flies so fast, that year's plum blossom appreciation, that year's winter, Xiyun and Yulan are still by my side. Nowadays, the familiar figure is no longer visible.

Now is the season when the cold plum blossoms are in full bloom, but why haven't we heard the news of when this grand event will begin? What's more, the most important thing now is when the world will be unified, and what is the small event of the harem!

In thought, Ping Xing happily rushed to me, "Niangniang, just now Gonggong Yu came to report, and the emperor will pass through the long hall after approving the chapter." I came back to my senses and nodded to her, "I know, you hurry up and make a pot of hot tea, with such a heavy snow, the emperor will definitely suffer some cold when he comes over this part of the way." ”

She nodded and retreated, I sat down in front of the desk by the window, one hand on my cheek to watch the goose feather snow drifting in the night sky, the cold wind slipped in from the window, raised my silk, and drew a beautiful arc in mid-air, I didn't feel a trace of coolness at all, but felt that this kind of scene made me obsessed.

With a sound of "The emperor has arrived." "I know the clouds have arrived.

Standing up, I slowly moved towards the temple door, but after walking ten steps, the temple door was pushed open, and a strong wind blew in, carrying the snowflakes that entered with the wind, forming a scene in the hall that surprised me, very beautiful, very beautiful...

Liuyun's golden dragon boots have been soaked in snow because they have come all the way on foot. The mink mantle was covered with a thin layer. I stepped forward to pat the snowflakes around him and straightened out his windblown silk, "Why don't you sit down and come over, look at you, it's too cold!" ”

A faint smile curled into his mouth, and he unbuttoned the tie of his cloak, "It's not in the way, I just want to come and see you and talk to you." I lowered my eyebrows and smiled, and then looked up to wipe his cheek, "It's such a big snow, don't come here in the future." ”

His smile slowly faded, and I knew he had something to say again. Yes, I haven't been able to spit out a word for a long time. I invited him to sit down in front of the desk, filled him with a cup of hot tea, and then said, "If you have something to say, just say it!" The two of us, what else can't be said. ”

His expression was very different from usual, a little serious, a little hesitant, and he thought for a long time before he spoke to me: "After this heavy snow stops, I will prepare to go to Liupan Mountain in person." This time, it's going to be a big duel, and I don't know if I'll win it, because of what happened on the battlefield, no one knows for sure. ”

My action of pouring tea froze because of his words, and I didn't slow down for a long time, staring at him in a daze, I asked cautiously: "Do you want to do it yourself?" Over the years, there have been no wars between the Min and the Yan countries, and you have not personally conquered them. I have the impression that it was still that year, the year you were finally injured, and you went to the battlefield yourself. ”

He nodded silently, "This time, it will be different, I don't want to continue to waste energy and financial resources like this." Since the world must be unified, why not have a duel to determine the winner. Over the years, the people have been bitter enough. ”

I was silent, after all, it was his decision, and I was a woman, and there was no reason to stop him, but I was worried about him, and he was injured that year. Even if the danger is turned around in the end, I still have lingering fears about this battlefield.

As if reading my thoughts, he held my hand, and the warmth from his palm enveloped my cold hands. His tone was no longer as gentle as before, and he was a little more insistent, "Zhen Luo, I promise you that I won't let myself be damaged in the slightest, and I will definitely take care of myself for you." ”

"Why do you have to do it in person?" I asked a rhetorical question, and the words came out, and it also expressed my inner unhappiness.

He was slightly stunned, and reached out to touch my cheek, looking a little helpless, "The emperor's personal conquest, whether it is for the imperial court or the soldiers who are fighting on the front line, will be a kind of motivation." Besides, I have this obligation too. Because, I am not only the emperor of Min, but also the descendant of Min. ”

I smiled bitterly, with a little sadness in my eyes, his words were right, I shouldn't be so selfish. It's just that I don't know how to face life without him, just like living a life without sustenance every day. Liuyun, he is already the most important part of my life, I don't want him to face danger, face harm, that's all.

"Zhen Luo, I don't know how long this battle will last, but I promise you that once it's over, I will go into seclusion with you and live a carefree life. We still have decades to live, so how can I not take care of myself? He smiled very kindly, and every word reassured me.

I was silent, and at this moment, I actually chose to be silent.

I didn't understand his words, nor did I disapprove of them, but I always felt a little uneasy. That kind of uneasiness disturbed my heart, and it was very unbearable. I can't say how I feel, I can't explain the reason, it's just that it weighs heavily on the bottom of my heart, which makes me very uncomfortable.

I'm worried about him, too, for fear he'll be hurt in the slightest. Those worries are something I've never had in my mind.

Perhaps, I was really afraid of losing him, so scared that even if it was just a small thing, I would be worried.

In silence, he squatted down beside me, raised his eyes and looked at me deeply, and put the jade pendant into my palm, which was the heirloom jade of our Chu family, and I didn't take it with me when I left the palace.

"Zhen Luo, this jade pendant is the only thing that makes me feel gratified in the years since you left me. I wear it all the time, and I never leave it. Because, as long as this jade pendant is on me, I can feel your heart and your people are all beside me. This jade pendant is also where my motivation lies. I am very grateful to you for leaving this jade pendant to me. His words full of love made my heart sour, and I held the jade pendant tightly in the palm of my hand, but I didn't need it anymore. Once, in the days when I experienced the destruction of my family, I survived with this jade pendant and hatred, yes, I now have Liuyun, as long as he is by my side, I can feel at ease and have courage.

To love someone, you don't have to see him all the time, and you don't have to be with him every day. Sometimes, it is better to fulfill his wish and let him chase it. If I stop him from doing it himself, it will seem that I am being stingy.

Putting the jade pendant back into his hand, I smiled with a smile, "Wait for you to come back in person, wait for you to come back after victory, and then return this jade pendant to me, Liuyun, remember, I want you to return it to me personally." ”

His body was stunned, and he put me tightly in his arms, attached to my ear, his voice trembled a little, "Don't worry, I will definitely return it to you personally." After speaking, he picked me up from the waist, kissed me, and ran quickly towards the bed...

In the year since we reunited, it was the first time we had been so close. His clothes were gone, and the arrow wound on his chest was still shocking even though it had been a long time. The stab wound on my chest, on the other hand, has become less noticeable over time, but it is still visible at a glance.

"The two of us, at a glance, know that we are destined enemies. Even the wounds are in the same place. Nestled in his arms, I murmured. He stroked my show, "Once you blocked a knife for me, and I was hit by an arrow because of you, do we count, it's even." ”

I smiled secretly, and before I could react, he rolled over and pressed me under him, and the deep eyes, the high bridge of the nose, the delicate outline, and the firm chest all fell into my eyes. There was a burning sensation on his face, and his body was even hotter as if it was burning in a blazing fire. He gradually leaned down and whispered in my ear, "Zhen Luo, I want a child that belongs to us." ”

My face was already crimson, and I didn't dare to look at his translucent eyes, so I just closed my eyes, hugged his waist tightly, and kissed myself...

That night, all I could remember was his undulating body, the enchanting fragrance of the jade furnace in the dormitory, and the light curtain above the bed. Also, the two hearts that cling to each other. [Serialized, stay tuned...] This book is written by (ap..) Genuine provide, please support genuine]

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