Chapter 18: When is this hatred?
In the ninth year of Chengsheng, Emperor Rong Chenxuan of Min Cheng died, and his will was passed on to King Rong Jingxuan of Dingqing, which was for Emperor Min Xuan.
Qing Princess Ling Miaozhu was canonized as the queen, in the middle palace Qifeng Palace, and Emperor Chengdi Empress Han Xiaoyang withdrew from Qifeng Palace and moved to the second palace.
Concubine Dong was named the queen mother and lived in Shou'an Palace, which was equivalent to the status of Empress Mu of the first emperor's palace.
In the same year, Emperor Min Xuan named Zhang Ziqian as the general of the protector of the country, and continued to lead an army of 300,000 to compete with the country in Liupan Mountain for the world.
Things are not people, and today's scene can be worthy of these four words.
The day I learned that Liuyun had died, I thought I would vomit blood and die, but Jing Xuan tried his best to save me.
When you wake up, ask yourself over and over again, why did you wake up? Waking up is far more painful than dying.
But in my ears, the words he said to me rang at any time, "Big brother has always been very affectionate to you, and if you leave because of his departure, big brother will be sad in heaven." Zhen Luo, for the sake of the eldest brother, you must also live. β
When I can't even decide when I die, and anyone says that they want me to live for the sake of Liuyun, but they don't know how painful I am.
The cold winter has gone away, the season of recovery, but when will my heart recover?
From the day I learned the bad news about the heavy snowfall, my heart was like it was snowing heavily every day, and no matter what, I couldn't warm it.
The peach blossoms in the palace bloomed, and I suddenly remembered that the peach blossoms that Liuyun planted for me outside the thatched hut were as clearly imprinted in my mind as if they happened yesterday, but the peach blossoms had bloomed, but I was left alone.
I stood in the middle of several peach trees in the Imperial Garden and looked at the flowers in full bloom, and the smile that had not appeared on my face for a long time slowly appeared, "Last year, in this gate today, the peach blossoms on the human face were red. The face of the person does not know where to go, and the peach blossoms are still smiling in the spring breeze. β
"Mother, you smiled." Pingxing behind him was so excited that he spoke, and he couldn't hide the surprise in his heart. I haven't smiled since Liuyun left me, and I've stayed in the dormitory all day and all night, never going out for half a step, and not seeing anyone. Even the current emperor Jingxuan, I also avoid it.
However, looking at these peach blossoms, I actually laugh, even if it is stiff.
It suddenly dawned on me that even laughing was a luxury.
It's time to muster up the courage to face all this, even if I pretend to be strong, I can't help but cry when no one is around, because I can't stand it and I can't accept it.
I want to find out how Liuyun died, and I have to know about him, as his wife, and me. Even if the wife he is marrying is not me, but Han Xiaoyang.
When I returned to the temple, I washed away all the fatigue from my body and changed into a quiet garment. Sitting in front of the bronze mirror, I saw that I looked unusually haggard, and there was no trace of blood except for paleness.
Lightly drawing Emei, using rouge to cover up the tiredness on my face, I want to return to the appearance when Liuyun was there.
The spring breeze is warm, the sun is shining, everything outside is full of life, and I want to be the same.
Outside the Wuying Palace, I asked Gonggong Yu to report on my behalf, but he replied sadly, "The emperor said that as long as Zhaoyi Niangniang asks to see her, there is no need to report, and Niangniang can enter at any time." When Emperor Cheng is still there, where Niangniang is going, the minions will not stop him. "The Emperor Cheng in his mouth, once again aroused my sorrow, once the emperor in his mouth, but now he is called Emperor Cheng, in the nine years that Liuyun ascended the throne, Father-in-law Yu was with him, and he has not yet come out of this pain!
How can you get out of it so easily? Some pains are engraved in the bones, and unless they die, they will never be forgotten.
Lifting the lotus foot, I walked into the hall, Jing Xuan glanced over, immediately stood up from the front of the desk and walked over, I bowed down to ask for peace, but he stretched out his hand to stop, "You are the eldest brother's favorite person, don't change your habits in the palace because of the departure of the eldest brother, I know that you never need to ask for peace in front of the eldest brother." β
I lowered my eyebrows, a trace of sadness crossed my face, paused, and said: "I came today to understand what happened at that time, and I must have told you Ziqian too, Liuyun... He... How did he die. β
Jing Xuan frowned slightly, sighed, and thought for a long time before he spoke heavily, "At that time, the eldest brother was bent on catching Emperor Di, because as long as he was caught, this war would be over." After we broke down their defense, the eldest brother chased after them all the way, but unexpectedly, he was ambushed. He asked Ziqian to quickly return to the camp and lead the army, but the 30,000 soldiers he led were crushed by the opponent's 100,000 army. The eldest brother was seriously injured, and in order not to let himself become a prisoner of the other party and affect the rise and fall of the entire Min Kingdom, after fighting desperately, he jumped off the Liupan River, and even the body could not be found. β
My heart throbbed, and there was a hint of luck, "I was once pushed down the Liupan River, but I didn't die, but I lost my memory for two years." Liuyun can't even be inferior to me as a weak woman, he must be alive, he must be alive..."
"I was also suspicious, so I kept sending people to look for it." His words seemed to be a glimmer of life, but his other words in a blink of an eye also disappeared this bit of vitality, "However, a few days ago, news came from the front that the body of the eldest brother had been found, and he was still wearing that battle armor, and the body had been escorted back to Beijing." β
I took a few steps back in a daze, and my heart fell empty again, in fact, I also knew that the Liupan River was turbulent and unfathomable, and how could Liuyun escape if he was seriously injured, and I myself was just a big fate. Not everyone has such luck. Why don't you dare to believe it?
With my eyes closed, my voice looked desperate, "I know, your eldest brother's wish is to dominate the world, and the reason why he made the biggest mistake on the battlefield is because he wants to win too much, and he wants to take me away too much." Jing Xuan, your eldest brother's world is handed over to you..."After finishing speaking, I turned around and walked outside the hall.
"Zhen Luo, you..." he stopped me, I looked back at him and smiled, "This war for the world has been fought for too long, your eldest brother has done so much for me and sacrificed so much." Now, it's time for me to do something for him. Your eldest brother believes that you can defend his country, so you must also be a good emperor like your eldest brother. β
He looked at me with a puzzled look on his face and shook his head slightly, "What are you talking about?" β
I smiled, even though I laughed sadly, "Perhaps, others will say that I am a vicious woman, perhaps, they will say that I am a ruthless and unrighteous woman, none of this matters." Because of me, I only live for the clouds in this life. β
He quickly stepped forward and grabbed my arm, "Big brother wants me to take good care of you, you can't go anywhere." β
I pulled his hand away and said to him seriously: "Jing Xuan, after several years of war, the people have suffered enough, and the treasury is being reduced day by day, how long do you think the Min country can last?" With the support of so many small countries, if it is a protracted war, the Min country will definitely lose. However, if Zhuang Jing died, everything would be different. β
"What do you want to do?" He asked me worriedly, and I smiled bitterly, "After learning that Liuyun died, I vomited blood and fell into a deep coma, and after waking up, the imperial doctor told me that my body has always contained the poison of the Heavenly Fairy. β
Jing Xuan was even more surprised, his eyes were incredulous, "Heavenly Fairy, it is a poison unique to the Qi Country, why did you fall for this poison?" Besides, this poison can only be solved by Midhara of the Kingdom of Di? β
I smiled bleakly, "The Imperial Doctor said that this poison has been in my body for many years, but the amount was small at that time, so it was not easy for others to detect, so even after so many years, no one still knew that I had a heavenly fairy in my body." It was because of this poison that I lost that child with Liuyun. And the person who poisoned me at that time just wanted to take out the fetus in my womb, and that person was Emperor Zhuang Jing. β
Jing Xuan was so shocked by my words that he couldn't spit out a word anymore, my smile gradually converged, there was a bit of hatred, a bit of desolation, "I am from Minguo, even if Zhuang Jing has affection for me, I can't forget that I am from Minguo." Now, he is still my enemy, Jing Xuan, your task is to help your eldest brother unify the world and be a good emperor. β
"Then youβ" he said before I interrupted him resolutely, "my task is to take revenge." If I can't take revenge myself, I won't be at peace for the rest of my life..."
The sunlight outside the window is very dazzling, and the places where the spring breeze blows are all joyful. And my mind at this time is clear and clear, knowing where I should go and what I should do.
Late at night, I still went to Han Xiaoyang's dormitory to see her, and the palace people told me that she had lost her heart and went crazy, and I was afraid that she would never wake up again in this life, and Liuyun's death was fatal to her, in fact, for me, why not!
It's just me, there's one thing to accomplish now, and I can't go down.
After leaving only one letter to the two sisters, Pingle and Pingxing, I left the palace on the fifth watch.
Back then, when I entered this splendid palace as a show girl with hatred, I was doomed to suffer all my life, and twelve years passed in a flash, leaving only heartache and pain. If I knew that my father was indeed plotting back then, how could I always think of revenge and finally enter the palace.
If I hadn't entered the palace, would my life have been rewritten? But I still don't regret it, because here I have Liuyun.
The peach blossoms in front of the thatched hut are very gorgeous, they are all planted for me by Liuyun himself, the floating clouds float by, the past is exhausted, it turns out that we can remember each other, but only that face.
Thousand Buddha Mountain is still breezy and refreshing, and I always remember the first time we were here, and we booked each other for life.
The dilapidated General's Mansion, where I used to live, there are many memories of my youth, only, and only memories.
Anyang City, the place that has carried my dreams for many years, finally stopped me with the departure of Liuyun. After today, maybe I won't come back in this life.
Liuyun, I can help you fulfill your long-cherished wish, and I can also help the Min Kingdom unify the world.
Because, this is what I owe you. [Serialized, stay tuned...] This book was written by 1kanshu (ap.) Genuine provide, please support genuine]
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