As a human being in two lives, Li Qinzai can't say that his heart is like a rock, after all, he was not a hero in his previous life.

But in this life, his love and hatred are particularly strong.

This world is so primitive and backward, but it is warmer than the steel jungle in the previous life, he really feels that he is living seriously, sunny and sunset, warm spring and autumn, every step he has taken in the years is down-to-earth.

With complicated feelings, Li Qinzai bowed to Linnu's tombstone three times.

The mood is indeed complicated, he comes from another life, he has lost his love and hatred for her, only a hazy guilt, and gratitude for the buckwheat she gave him.

After three bows, he got up, Li Qinzai hugged Buckwheat, and everyone slowly descended the mountain.

It wasn't until dawn that Buckwheat finally woke up, her innocent big eyes blinked a few times, and she suddenly remembered what she had done yesterday.

Li Qinzai sat on the edge of the bed, looking at him with a smile, and Buckwheat covered her head with a futon, as if she wanted to escape, but she still got out after a long time.

"Dad, Buckwheat is disobedient, will you whip me?" Buckwheat asked wistfully.

"You've known Dad for so long, did Dad whip you?" Li Qinzai smiled.

"No, last time Buckwheat bombed the thatched house with artillery, and my father didn't smoke me." Buck'er hesitated for a moment, and then said, "But Dad often smokes junior and younger brothers." ”

"They are not my own, I don't feel distressed if I have nothing to smoke, you are different, you are biological."

With his eyes fixed on Buckeye, Li Qinzai communicated with him with a serious expression and tone.

"Qiao'er, it's because my father is going to marry my aunt, so I miss your mother, right?" Li Qinzai said softly.

Buck's eyes were red, and she lowered her head and said, "I'...... I'm thinking about how nice it would be if my father and mother got married. ”

Li Qinzai's eyes flashed: "You don't like your aunt?" ”

Buckwheat shook her head: "I like it, she saved me, treated me very well, gave me good food, and played with me, she would reprimand me when Buckwheat was disobedient, she ...... Like my mother, she didn't treat me as an outsider. ”

The little mouth was deflated, and Buck'er said softly: "However, she is not her mother after all, I missed my mother for some reason yesterday, so I came." ”

Li Qinzai was still staring at his face, and his gaze seemed to penetrate his heart: "What else?" Buckwheat, what are you afraid of? ”

Buckwheat was stunned for a moment, looked at him in surprise, and then said, "Dad is so powerful......

Quickly lowered his head, and Buckwheat said aggrievedly: "I, I...... In fact, I am afraid that after my father and aunt get married, I will snub Buckwheat, I am a concubine's child, and the child born to my father and aunt will be born in the future, I ...... I felt uncomfortable, so I wanted to come to my mother's grave to see her, at least, my mother wouldn't treat me as a concubine. ”

Li Qinzai stretched out his hand, hugged him tightly, and said in a low voice: "Qiao'er, in our family, there is no distinction between concubines and concubines, they are all my own children, and I will not favor one over the other." ”

Rubbing his head, Li Qinzai smiled and said, "Dad's love for you will not be reduced in the slightest." On the contrary, you are my eldest son, and I may value you more in the future, and at the same time, you also have to take on the responsibility of being an elder brother and help me take good care of my younger siblings, can you do it? ”

Buckwheat finally showed a relieved smile, and the smile looked no different from usual, but Li Qinzai clearly noticed that his smile was a little more bright at the moment.

Li Qinzai hugged him tighter and tighter in distress.

A child of a single parent, no matter how bright he smiles, will eventually have a wound in his heart, and this injury may not even be aware of himself, and it will not become clearer and more painful until he grows up.

Many people have spent their whole lives healing their childhood, and this sentence is not a poisonous chicken soup that harms people, but it is real.

"Buck'er, it's a pity that you were born in an incomplete family, and my father wants to apologize to you."

"I'm also a father for the first time, I don't know how to make up for you, everyone's life will bear some hardships to a greater or lesser extent, some hardships can help you carry it, some hardships can only be solved by yourself, no matter how much suffering you face, you have to remember to smile."

"Because suffering will always pass, only a smile can make the sky clear."

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After not seeing Grandma for more than a year, Li Qinzai and Buck'er stayed at Grandma's house for two days.

Grandma is very strict with Buckeye, and Buckwheat has restored the image of the old cadre who was stable in front of her, every word and deed, eating and dressing, must pay attention to etiquette, and Grandma will be unceremoniously reprimanded if she exceeds the rules.

In contrast, the environment created by Li Qinzai for buckwheat has been very relaxed, and from the day he accepted buckwheat, Li Qinzai never forgot to give buckwheat a happy childhood as much as possible.

Of course, Li Qinzai is not exactly the image of a loving father, at least this time, he warned Buck Er very seriously that this kind of thing running away from home alone must not happen a second time, otherwise he will be really angry.

Anything that is unhappy or incomprehensible can be communicated between father and son, but it is absolutely forbidden to say goodbye without saying a word.

Buckwheat obediently agreed, and Li Qinzai asked a question that had been hanging in his heart for a long time.

It was late afternoon when she left home, and he wondered how a six-year-old child left Ganjingzhuang at nightfall and returned to her grandmother's village alone.

It's incredible, at least Li Qinzai can't do it at his age, especially in this era of backward transportation.

Buckwheat shyly told him that when he was playing hide and seek with the children in the village, he hid in a remote haystack in advance, avoiding the sight of the Li family, and then sneaked out of the village.

After walking a few miles alone, he found a solid family with a tiled house, and used the pocket money he had accumulated for a long time to hire a car from that family, falsely claiming to be a lost child of the official eunuch family in Puzhou City, and took out the jade pendant given to him by Li Tao to prove his identity.

The child who wears a jade pendant with him must be either rich or expensive, even if the family believes it, he does not dare to slack off, let alone dare to have a bad heart, after the thirty Wen is in the bag, he will send him to Puzhou overnight with a smile, the two places are not far apart, and it didn't take long to reach the village of grandma.

Li Qinzai was dumbfounded when he heard this, this mind, this IQ, and this courage......

It's not too much to whip him, is it?

Bear with it again, say that you won't beat him, and then find a trumped-up excuse to beat him in the future.

After staying at Grandma's house for two days, Li Qinzai and Qiao'er decided to leave, so they said goodbye to Grandma.

This time, Li Qinzai carefully and quietly left a money bag for Grandma, which contained more than ten taels of silver cakes, which was estimated to be enough for Grandma's family to have food and clothing for a few years.

After reluctantly saying goodbye, the father and son returned to Ganjingzhuang.

As soon as Buckwheat got out of the carriage at the gate of the other courtyard, Li Sujie and other juniors and disciples surrounded her, dragging Buck'er's hand and asking for warmth.

The expressions of the students of Guozijian were quite natural, but there was anger on the faces of Li Sujie's group of little bastards.

Buckwheat is too willful this time, Li Sujie and they have taken care of their hearts, Buckwheat has been with them for a long time, and the friendship has gradually deepened, Li Sujie and Li Xian have already regarded Buckwheat as their own brothers.

My younger brother is willful and causes trouble, how can I not be angry as an elder brother.

Buckwheat will also observe the words, take their hands and sincerely admit their mistakes, Li Sujie and the others look a little gloomy, and this turmoil will pass.

Back in the backyard, Buck Er suddenly said, "Dad, after the new school is built, I heard that the juniors and disciples are going to move to that ...... Hmm, 'dorm'? ”

Li Qinzai nodded: "Yes, all students must move to the dormitory and sleep in the Chase bunk." ”

Buckwheat said seriously: "I also want to move to the dormitory and live with my junior brothers." ”

Li Qinzai was surprised: "Why? ”

"Because buckwheat has grown up," buckwheat smiled brightly: "Besides, buckwheat not only needs a school partner, but also a playmate, so she can't rely on her father day and night." ”

Li Qinzai blinked: "How to solve the problem of bedwetting?" Bedwetting in front of the juniors and disciples is very humiliating, and it will be used as a laughing stock, the kind that laughs for a lifetime. ”

Buck's little face showed a bitter color, and said, "I will try my best to hold back and not wet the bed." ”

"This ...... I'm afraid it's difficult," Li Qinzai sighed: "Buckeye, in fact, you don't have to be so sensible, after your father and aunt get married, you will live next door to us, and you don't have to crowd the chase shop with your junior brothers." ”

"Dad, let Buckwheat try it, Buckwheat wants to grow up quickly."

Seeing that Buck'er looked firm and seemed to have made up his mind, Li Qinzai hesitated for a moment, nodded and said, "Okay, you try to live with the junior disciples, and if you don't get used to it, you can come back." ”

Buckwheat smiled happily.

Li Qinzai thought for a while, and then said: "Arrange for you to live with Shangguan Kun'er, you are of the same age, and more importantly, ......."

Buck'er immediately said: "What's more important is to fan the flames and urge his father and mother to give him a sister as soon as possible." ”

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