It's been a long time since I've posted a single chapter, so it might be a bit long. Laugh first. O(∩_∩)O

Probably next Friday, nine chapters will be updated every day until it hits.

I'm afraid that everyone won't finish reading the dry goods if they don't put dry goods, and as for why they suddenly decided to do so, so I have to read it to find out. It's all routine O(∩_∩)O

Who can be 25 forever?

I used to think I could, and kowtow to the mirror.

Now my head is bald,. O(╥﹏╥)o

It's really not to hang everyone's appetite every day.,I remember that I wore the chapter seal before.,Book friend fantasy crazy asked me.,By the way, we chatted.。

I didn't think about it for so long every day, I thought about writing a new book as soon as I finished. The update is coming up. I've read two books several times at the same time, and I couldn't bear it when I was young, let alone when I'm older. Generally, when the book is almost finished, a new book is opened, and when the new book is on the shelves, the old book is also finished, and it is seamless.

As a result, I wanted to finish it, and I suddenly found that there were a lot of things that hadn't been written.

Of course, I don't admit that I have a bad ending, but after all, I have a history of accelerating the plot, and if it was a mess before, it would have ended quickly, but the trough of the past few years has made me reflect and calm down a lot.

You can't be like that, at least for me.

If you are tired, you will start and finish well, and you may be older, so you will believe in some metaphysical things.

Besides, the reckless book friends have supported them for so long, and they are sorry for the unfinished or accelerated progress.

As for the new books being updated every day, the new book period is generally updated less, and many books are. It's not to make excuses for yourself, at least every day, you should find that the chapters of the new book are not fixed at about 3,000, many times four thousand or five thousand, tens of thousands, just not much.

This is also a determination to talk about the new book.

I once said that I can't forcibly cut off the plot for the sake of the number of words, and I have to finish a chapter no matter how many words there are.

But then it didn't happen, and this time the new book must not be like this.

I know the data for new books is not good, but I have ambitions for new books. My new book is my target is Fat Han, and I personally think the best book at the moment is Fat Han. It doesn't count as a god, and many book friends have responded that it is half a good book.

Actually, I don't think half of the book is counted, but I think the variety show at the beginning is well written. In the later stage, it began to be general after the relationship was confirmed.

But I am satisfied with Fat Han's whole book, and many book friends say that Fat Han seems to have begun to finish with Xu Xian, and I always insist that Xu Xian is sublimated.

The three relationships have their own meanings, and Taeyeon is a heart, and Sujing is that step. And Xu Xian is life instead. Indispensable.

Even the final ending I think is perfect, yes, it is suspenseful, and a lot of emotions are difficult to settle.

But this is the most appropriate, otherwise there seems to be a trade-off with anyone, leaving it to the book friends to reverie for themselves.

If the fat man's Korean entertainment is an adult fairy tale in the entertainment industry, then the uncle's Chinese entertainment is the road to redemption for middle-aged crisis adults dressed in entertainment.

It's been almost a decade since I wrote a book, and I still love it. Occasionally, of course, I complain in the book that Lao Tzu doesn't do it if he has a windfall, this is not a profession that people do, tui~O(∩_∩)O

Just lip service, of course.

Except because I can't do anything else. It's also because in reality I'm a very incompetent person, I can't flirt with girls, I can't socialize, and I can't even keep up with the times, but what I can't do in reality can be in fiction.

Is this also a spiritual victory?

I think everyone will understand this mood, and if you like to watch books and dramas, it's not because the reality is very depressing and tired, so you can find that feeling of relaxation in the book. What you can't do in reality, you can substitute the plot by looking at the book.

In fact, this single chapter should have been left on the shelves for testimonials.

It's been almost a year, and I haven't been online, and I haven't communicated with everyone. I remember saying many times that I always felt like I hid when I was at a low point, embarrassed to meet with everyone.

So much so that the group was closed for almost half a year, and I found out when I went online. Rely on o(╥_╥)o

Why did you post this single chapter today and suddenly decided to start adding it before it was put on the shelves? Because something happened today.

The editor in charge sent me a message asking when I would be on the shelves.

In fact, I read that the word count is almost up, and I am waiting to apply on Monday after the weekend. Isn't that a coincidence? After chatting a few words, he said that it was too late this week and would be on the shelves next Friday.

But then we talked a little more, and I suddenly became a little autistic.

The editor in charge said that the book did not do well, but I actually knew it. I should say that it is the bottom one of all my books.

Whether it's a collection or a recommended ticket.

But I always felt like I had it in mind before I started the book.

I was once sprayed wildly because of my fate, and I almost broke down in my heart, and I remember telling my book friends that I didn't plan to write about Korean entertainment. It's good to write a book of great destiny to practice. As a result, I was generally acceptable to the results, but in the end it was a shame for Korean entertainment. How could a person like me who wants to save face accept this.

So I had the dream of falling in love with the stars, and at that time I was known as gambling on my self-esteem.

"Uncle's Huayu", I also gambled on my cheap self-esteem. O(∩_∩)O

It's true.

Because there are always people who say that I don't have enough experience and always do things written by otaku are not real enough, and the reason why Fat Han is okay is because I am in Korea, so everyone doesn't know enough about it. But China Entertainment is in China, whether everyone knows about the entertainment industry or some social common sense.

Of course, there are many reasons for the failure of love and new dreams and recklessness.

This one is different, and I have regained the state in which I used to write about laughing while writing, moving while writing, and praising my talent while writing.

Not a boast.

Because this time I wrote down my few experiences. For example, I don't pay for the internship period, I really watch movies every Saturday, the boss comes to walk around and leaves, and I also build a team in the later stage. Moreover, the state of the group members, age, mentality, and so on.

I also worked as a screenwriter team leader, but I didn't do it for long.

Far from it.

Even the interaction between the protagonist and colleagues, with beautiful women, and with celebrities in the later stage, I have already thought about it.

also thought of a variety show, and participated as an amateur. Anyway, it is normal for amateurs to participate in variety shows now, and the later setting is for work needs and so on.

This is not a spoiler, I am still confident that I am telling you the plot, and you can't imagine it in the later stage, after so many years of mixing, there is only this bit of confidence left.

Even if you are bald, you can still kowtow to the mirror. O(∩_∩)O

Because of such self-confidence, I even thought that I would at least leave a good book for myself and everyone after Fat Han.

There is not only the perception of life here, but also the non-evasion and change of things when the loser is in the face. There are also things that everyone can see. Of course, pink and little people are indispensable for counterattacks.

Earnest.

Know what I think? I know that the data is not good, and I know that the collection is less than 2000.

Maybe even the results are not good after it is put on the shelves, and few people watch it by the end, and I have been mentally prepared. I think this book is like this. I believe that if you put it in the library and seal it for a few years and then be found, you can also look into it.

I also understand that my style doesn't fit the current trend of being funny and light-hearted.

But I've never seemed to be in the mainstream, and I've always thought that even if I can't twist my arms and thighs, it's good to have a different kind of book like mine.

Since I think so transparently, I am also so confident. Why is there such a single-chapter salvation book?

Because of the words after the editor.

"The new book did not do well...... "I know this."

"If the results on the shelves are not good, try to finish the new book early."

This...... I didn't expect that.

This is the first time that the editor-in-charge has said this to me. The great fate has not even been in love with the new dream of abandoning the monk, including reckless wearing.

Seeing this sentence, I sat there in a daze, but the conversation with the editor in charge continued, and I couldn't stay too long.

I thought of a thousand words in my heart and passed them on to my hands. I would like to explain how good the book is, how meaningful the idea is, and how it will evolve in the future. Even if it's not the end, I'm sure it's a good thing. Although it will certainly not be perfect, there will be flaws and bruises, but it must be very sincere.

But in the end, I only typed out one sentence.

"Understood, thank you. (Smiley face O(∩_∩)O)"

Here I would like to explain.

Don't say who is in charge, if I want to say the wrong thing, it won't even hurt others.

And the point is, the editor is for my good, this is a certainty, you can't be a man, if it's not for your good, in today's era, everyone's time is money, and it's good for the writer to ignore you. Why bother talking to you about this.

So I really "understand" and really "thank him".

The point of view lies in the fact that the editor-in-charge must have a broader perspective than we do. We only look at one of our own books, and he will be in charge of many authors and authors' books.

He will analyze and evaluate more macro and objectively, and then give the author opinions and guidance.

From his point of view, there are not many tickets, and the collection is simply hitting the street. Fans of old books in the past have also lost confidence in you and stopped reading them. The group has dispersed, and they have long since returned to their own lives. It doesn't make sense for you to think that the book is good. No one agrees, no one pays attention, and no one even watches it.

Do you think it's ancient?

Eat bran vegetables, porridge is frozen, cut into pieces, eat several at a time, and then write out the tome?

I understand, I understand, and I thank him.

But when the conversation was over, I sat there for a long time. I now set myself a rule that I can't smoke more than one cigarette an hour, after all, I'm old.

But at that moment, I didn't even press down three pumps.

Chills, shivering.

The editor in charge is not a book friend, he just understands the market and makes judgments for the book that the market has given me.

And my mood can be imagined, I am ready to put on the shelves and the results are not good, and I will not be popular until the end.

But it turns out that the market doesn't even give me such low expectations?

It's a shame to cry.

But what is even more humiliating is that I want to cry without tears.

But the most humiliating thing is that I sat there and suddenly laughed.

Then I snuffed out my cigarette butts, went to the bathroom to brush my teeth, and took a shower.

I found a rope and hung it on the clothes pole......

Hahahaha!

Not so much, not so much!! O(∩_∩)O

I've always advertised that I don't ask for recommendations, don't ask for tips, don't ask for subscriptions, and I'm not pretending to be higher than I am. Maybe it's my generation, or maybe in my own opinion, family ugliness can't be publicized.

If you write a book, everyone will support you if you write well. You are not good at books, licking your face, and making people support against their will, this is embarrassing for others.

And no matter how depressed my life is, it's my own business, isn't it also my own enjoyment when I'm beautiful?

You can't talk to people about that.

I know that these days are all about traffic. Writing a book is also like selling goods in a live broadcast.

I want a happy atmosphere, and maybe it doesn't matter if the book itself is good or not.

However, when people reach 36, the three views are also determined, and it is because reality can't do it that they find it in the book to complete what they can't do.

So back to the topic.

It doesn't matter if I've already made a book to hit the street, because I will leave myself and my book friends a dusty and sincere work, and I have no regrets.

But now it seems that I don't even have a chance to finish writing?

The editor-in-charge does not mean mandatory, he is a suggestion, it is for my good.

But in my eyes, it's almost like a reprieve.

What is the theme?

It's not to save my uncle, my uncle doesn't need you to save me, it's not that I don't have a chance to climb up today, but the final failure is also my own reason, and I deserve to die.

But save the book.

Don't seek to be rich and expensive, the fire is a big explosion.

You can write it down smoothly and leave no regrets.

That's how I help myself, with a slow pace and few updates. I explained above, it's not that I deliberately hung everyone, it's just that I didn't expect that the reckless wear would not be over for a while. Of course, I also expected to lose a lot of book friends, and as I said, I am confident that this is a good book, and I will finish it.

When I was reckless and in love with the new dream, I was always impressed by what my book friend Sandan said to me, so do you want to eat?

If it doesn't work, pinch it.

But this time I have confidence in this new book. Even if the results are not good, I can get back to my peak form.

But today's news makes me a little scared.

It's as if the real sling loop is right in front of you.

My head was slowly sticking in.

I don't even dare to think about what would have happened if my desperate attempt to save myself had failed.

But I'm a bad mix, and if I don't join the group and don't talk to my book friends, I can't go any further and disappoint everyone. That's what I deserve.

People can talk to book friends very well, why can't you?

When people write books, they also have to devote their energy to maintaining book friends, why can't you?

People often link up with other authors to promote each other's books, why don't you accept it?

If you can't do it, you'll have to suffer the consequences, and you deserve it.

But my books can't do it.

I've been in the online literature circle for ten years, and I actually got involved in my books?

I really didn't expect that I could be like this, and I always feel that I have achieved a little bit of success, so I have no regrets even if I hit the street in the future. If you can let me write a book.

After a short period of confusion, I returned to myself.

It doesn't matter if it's a person or a book, but now it's not even a foothold?

In fact, I haven't wanted to communicate with you more because of today's environment, who doesn't want to be happy but listen to you talk about these negative emotions? Including joining the group, everyone helps you find faults and find a way, which is also to add to everyone's blockage.

I'm still grateful to the editor-in-charge, who may be telling me the reality I've been running away from.

It's just that this is the first time in the ten years that I've written a book, and the editor in charge has told me that my grades are not good, so I should finish it early and start a new book. Or is it a book that I have to write well and am confident that I can write well.

What's so good about this book?

I'm also facing reality at the moment.

You yourself know it's useless, it's all in your heart, who knows what you think?

Recently, Mang wore a sentence in the creation camp 2020, in which Chen Zhuoxuan said, whether I can do it or not, but I agree with it.

It's an era where you can say what you want.

What do you think, you have to tell people about the times.

I wrote hi myself, which is of course a good thing. If you are unhappy writing yourself, how can you make your book friends like it?

(Including at this moment, the cigarettes are lit one by one, and the wine is dried one by one...... ）

(Well, I don't drink.) -_-||）

I'm still confident that this book is good, not blind.

Real events can resonate, and a lot of what I write is what I have personally experienced. It doesn't matter if you think it's ridiculous, I know in my heart that it happened to me. By the way, including that project, it's not called Shaoxiang Ganluo, I avoid reality.

The real project is called the prodigy Xiang Lu. Of course I wrote, but then resigned. It doesn't have my name on it either. It's a pity. Almost on TV. O(╥﹏╥)o

Including Yang Tian, who is only 13 years old and 14 years old in 2021, also interacted. I feel like I'm perverted and naked. Rattle.

Including the interaction with the top stream, but I learned the previous lesson, everyone doesn't like domestic entertainment stars. That's why this book is called the self-desecration of a mid-life crisis old man in the skin of entertainment...... No, the road to redemption. career, Bai Fumei's colleagues around him, and including the right.

That beautiful producer is also real.

It's just that I can't find the photos, after all, it's been six or seven years. It's really beautiful, although I seem to have just taken a look, at that time, it was the time when Fat Han was on fire, and I was arrogant and pretended to think that the screenwriter was a pen in the hands of others, so I refused without autonomy.

Penguin updated the computer earlier, and the photo was not found. Of course, the report is true. It wasn't reported by Long Chen. (I'm sorry to Long Chen here, the plot needs it.) O(∩_∩)O）

and the variety show I'm good at, I already have an idea.

The plot in it, including the pink funny, found the feeling of being a running man.

So other books are okay, including reckless wear or new dreams of love and war, at that time, the editor in charge told me that my grades were not good, and I wouldn't have collapsed if I finished early.

However, I had so much anticipation and confidence in this book, and even regained the feeling of the past, and it turned out to be the opposite.

I was not reconciled and afraid.

I thought about why.

The new dream of love and war still has the support of old fans, and there is a lot less recklessness, but I decided to change my mentality of being so homely and inactive, and took the initiative to return to the group to get some rewards and attention.

So on the contrary, the score data is better than this new book.

And when this new book opened, the group was gone, and I didn't contact my book friends myself.

Because I was disappointed in my first two books, I didn't read or pay attention to them, and the data was naturally not good.

The point is that in this case, I decided to finish it well, so that the new book only lasted for a long time, and the pace was slow, and everyone had no patience to chase it.

What the hell am I going to say?

Why is it a bit of a cool style?

That's right. Business.

Starting tomorrow, there will be nine changes every day before it is put on the shelves.

The pace will be faster, there will be more updates, and this is my self-help in my dying struggle.

Answer questions from book friends.

Q: Why isn't it ten more than 100 more?

Because I have experienced it before, Glory's Huayu has not been put on the shelves, so it can only seem to be ten more shifts a day, and if there are more, the backstage will be closed, and it is very troublesome to find the editor in charge to solve it. Not to mention a hundred watches.

Q: Why isn't it on the shelves?

It's not free to attract people to see, and a thousand more on the shelves is not worth one more.

Q: Since there is a deposit, why do you update it every day? Rushing now?

As explained above, I didn't expect that the reckless wearing couldn't end it right away. And I have accepted the result of hitting the street, just because I am confident that it is a good book, even if it is over, I will hit the street, and at least leave a good book. But now that I'm dying, I'm too passive, and I'm going to be a book. The book is my everything, and when it's gone, I'm gone! Now it's not to save the uncle, it's to save the book.

Q: Why don't you create a group and communicate with book friends?

Since the two books hit the streets, in fact, that period of time was my mid-life crisis. It's a bit confusing, so it's a bit messy. Try everything. Then every day in the group, a group of book friends helped me find problems and find reasons. Later, I didn't go to the group, not only because I actually knew the problems they said, but also because the atmosphere was very sad. I don't care about myself, but in this atmosphere, everyone seems to be unable to find a time when they happily chatted with books every day because of fat Han or rubbing gods.

There's no denying that I'm still living in the past.

My failure was doomed, but I didn't really care. Because those of me who write entertainment articles will understand that I am not a star. If a star doesn't have a work, he can still rely on his appearance, rely on variety shows, and rely on advertisements to maintain his popularity and eat mixed rice. But when you're older, you'll get out of breath. And I'm writing books, so we don't know how old I am and what I look like, and we don't need to know.

As long as I still have the ability to write good books.

Including at the moment, I am still confident, I can one day become popular because of the book.

Even if I can't, I have the ability to eat.

I'm not reconciled that if my book is not good, it will be finished early, but the happy and hopeful book that I have written so hard and hard should not be cut off because of reasons other than bad books.

Having said all this, I don't know if you understand what I mean.

On the surface, you may feel that you are finally anxious because you can't bear it because of your bad grades, and you start to market?

No, I had to do it earlier.

But I guess I still think so, because I don't seem to have explained it myself.

But it doesn't matter, you should think about it.

Q: Don't have a group?

Build. I've always been a group of books, but the results of the last two books are average, and I don't bubble and I don't build them. I saw a lot of people joining the group a few days ago, but then they quit. I thought maybe it was because of the new book, but the old group withdrew without anyone reading or discussing it. So I'm going to put it on the shelf and build a new group. It's time to get ahead of schedule.

Since this book is a book that I am confident in, even if there will be flaws and soft and hard flaws.

But I'm more sure that I won't be mourned, it will be better.

In fact, I remember that I used to be in the era of great fate and love war, although it was a long time ago. At that time, the data was far worse than the new books. There are only more than 6,000 collections after writing, and the recommended votes may not be more than 10,000. Of course, it was also because there was not as much traffic as it is now. The growth of the collection in the later period is also due to the fact that book lovers read new books and look for old books to read.

I've come here here, are you afraid of anything else?

It's because this book will be affected by me...... No way!!

Cool words!! Am I mentally ill?! O(∩_∩)O

Do not say.

Tomorrow will start the ninth watch and continue until it is on the shelves. After that, save up the manuscript and change it again.

Then a new group was immediately built.

If the book is not good, I am usually embarrassed to bubble and interact with everyone.

Since the book is good, I also want to return to the atmosphere of the past. Although I also know that there are not too many people, the most important thing is to be a person and do things.

I always remember the worst of myself, but also the warmest and happiest time.

I believe it will be the same now.

While I was saving myself, everyone also supported me a lot.

Not for the uncle, for the book!! O(∩_∩)O

New group: 897698102.

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(PS: Thanks again to the editor.) I have never known how to communicate with the editor-in-charge in the penguin chat dialogue, and I can say as little as I can. If you don't bother, you won't be troublesome. But here I want to say, thank you for the suggestion, but I want to save myself and try again. ）