162.162 My Song Yu will not live up to the wait
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She used to only write the numbers one, two, three, four, and finally learned to write, just like an adult, which made Xiao Song Yu very excited, even more excited than when she first learned numbers, she was always like this for new things.
It's just because of the arrival of Xia Wenna and her two sons that this matter will be delayed.
But if she doesn't write now, her heart has been tickling, uncomfortable, and always thinking about it.
"I can teach you. At that time, Qi Chengzhi, she remembered that she should only be in her teens, but she was already much deeper than children of the same age.
"Really?" Xiao Song Yu's small mouth, which was still pursed, immediately opened a brilliant arc.
Qi Chengzhi nodded, but Qi Chengji next to him stopped doing it, "But I want to play!"
Qi Chengzhi took out a feather shuttlecock from his pocket and threw it to Qi Chengji, "Go to the courtyard and kick the shuttlecock." ”
Qi Chengji took the shuttlecock he threw with both hands, and he really didn't protest anymore, so he ran to the yard and played by himself.
"Where are we going to write?" Qi Chengzhi asked her.
Xiao Song Yu stretched out her white and tender little hand to him very eagerly, and pulled Qi Chengzhi to his bedroom.
Her bedroom was a little too old for her age, and to his surprise, it didn't have the pink of the imaginary child, just a warm beige, which made him feel a little more comfortable and not have to be blinded by the pink flash.
But it is still inevitable that there are dolls on the table, on the bed, everywhere.
In the middle of the place between the bed and the door, a low wooden table like a small coffee table sits on the soft carpet, and the height of the table is just right.
Qi Chengzhi sat next to Song Yu, one arm wrapped around her behind her, the other hand held her hand holding the pen, and with her soft little hand, he wrote two words full.
Jiang Yuan.
For a teenager, Qi Chengzhi's handwriting is really good-looking, even if the handwriting holding Song Yu is not so smooth, but it is also neat and powerful, and he first saw the prototype of his strong font as an adult.
"What is this?" Song Yu blinked, not recognizing these two words, "Is this my name?"
"That's my name. He still said from behind.
"But your name is three words!" Song Yu pursed his lips, "Although I am young, don't lie to me." ”
Qi Chengzhi was amused by her reaction, "I didn't lie to you, this is indeed my name." It's another name for me. ”
"You have two names?" Song Yu opened her pink little mouth in surprise, the first time she heard that a person had two names, "How can you have two names?"
"Everyone in our family has two names. Qi Chengzhi patiently replied to her, "Of course, only our family surname Qi has it." That's my other name, Jiang Yuan. ”
Qi Chengzhi taught her to read it, and after making sure that Song Yu knew these two words, he said: "This name is a secret, I am telling you a person, you don't say it, and only read it to me." ”
"Good. Song Yu nodded heavily and made her promise.
Qi Chengzhi chuckled lightly and said meaningfully: "I'll come to make sure you don't remember it in the future." ”
After speaking, he tore off the page and put it next to the notebook, "You follow this and write it again." ”
This time, it was Song Yu's white and tender little hand holding the pen to write by himself, without Qi Chengzhi's help, the writing was naturally crooked, the two dots on the ginger character flew out, and the three horizontal ones were twisted like earthworms, and the word "female" at the bottom was far away from the top, and there was a distance between the boss and the boss, which looked like two words.
And the word "yuan" is much smaller than the word "ginger", and it doesn't look like it is side by side with the word "ginger".
After she finished writing, Qi Chengzhi tore off the paper, folded it without a trace, and put it in his pocket.
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Song Yu was now pinching the yellowed paper, which was thin and fragile because of too much time, as if it would easily shatter.
Looking at the crooked word Jiang Yuan on it, the memory became clearer and clearer.
She remembered that it was Qi Chengzhi who told her personally, and this was his other name.
When Song Yu was a child, he didn't know that the people of the Eight Great Families would have a word in addition to their names.
Because the Eight Great Families originated in the Spring and Autumn Period and the Warring States Period, when Qin destroyed the Six Kingdoms, their ancestors were the nobles who escaped by luck, and with the help of the National Teachers at that time, the Seven Kingdoms
All together, incognito, with the ups and downs of the war, laid a rich foundation unimaginable for ordinary people.
Now their surnames are all because the nobles who were hiding at that time did not dare to use their real names to wander outside, so they took their own country as their surnames, hid their real surnames, and used them as their own characters, which were quietly passed down from generation to generation, just to not forget their roots.
And Jiang is the surname of the nobles of the Qi State.
Song Yu didn't know, even if he was engaged to Qi Chengji, he didn't know Qi Chengji's words.
She also never thought that the characters of the eight families would be related to the surnames of those ancestors.
Because the characters of the eight families are only told to their wives.
Now, Song Yu already knew about this tradition of the Eight Great Families, and also knew that they all had their own words, and remembered what she had forgotten, what Qi Chengzhi told her when she was a child.
Through Qi Chengzhi's words back then, it was easy for her to guess the meaning of these two words.
Song Yu couldn't help but exclaim softly, panting roughly, and the hand holding the piece of paper was shaking.
She didn't expect that Qi Chengzhi would tell her his words so early.
She was still so young at the time, many of her memories were not stable, and all she remembered were just fragments of the beginning, and many things had been forgotten.
How could he be sure that she could remember his words?
What did she forget?
At least, she had really forgotten and couldn't remember what his words were until she saw the paper, and he hadn't even asked her.
Song Yu didn't understand why he told her what he could only tell his wife when she was so young.
Fingertips trembled and rubbed against the two immature and ugly fonts before gently folding them again.
For more than 20 years, he has been keeping it.
When I put the page back in its original position, I realized that it was a diary, and the place where the page was held was the last page recorded in the diary.
Song Yu recognized that this strong but restrained font belonged to Qi Chengzhi.
The last diary reads:
Song Yu agreed to my marriage proposal, she will be my bride, finally.
is a very short sentence, but it is surprisingly in line with Qi Chengzhi's character, whether it is speaking or writing a diary, it is very short and straight to the goal.
Although it was only a short sentence, Song Yu couldn't explain the reason, that is, he saw the excitement and excitement between the lines.
Fingers stroked this short line of words, and Qi Chengzhi's handsome face jumped on the paper.
It was as if he was looking at her gently and attentively at the moment.
Song Yu turned the diary to the first page and read it from the beginning.
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Today, Song Yu went to elementary school, and for the first time put on the school uniform of Jixia School, I saw that she entered the school gate with a somewhat cautious expression.
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When I met on campus today, Song Yu seemed to have become afraid of me, and left in a hurry without saying hello with his head down.
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Song Yu is in the third grade.
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I'm going to the United States tomorrow to study, and I don't know how Song Yu will look when I come back.
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Today is the first day that I can't see Song Yu.
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Today is the second day that I can't see Song Yu.
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She kept flipping back, Qi Chengzhi didn't make any other records, just counted the days when he couldn't see her every day.
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Today is the second month and ten days since I haven't seen Song Yu.
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Today is the fifth month and seven days since I saw Song Yu, and I have established a company here called feather.
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Today is the second year, three months and three days since I saw Song Yu, and she is engaged to Chengji.
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Today is the second year, three months and four days since I saw Song Yu, I called home, and my family insisted on this marriage contract, and it would not be changed no matter what.
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Today is the second year, three months and five days since I saw Song Yu, and I decided that no matter how long it takes, how much effort it takes, even if it is unscrupulous, I will ruin the marriage contract between Song Yu and Chengji.
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I finally saw Song Yu yesterday, but she didn't know. I saw her fall into the water, and as long as I was there, I wouldn't let her have an accident. When she was in my arms, I found that my Song Yu had grown up.
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Today is the fourth year, seven months and twelve days that I can't see Song Yu, and if she knows what I did, she will hate me.
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Today is the fourth year, seven months and twenty-five days since I saw Song Yu, and I don't regret making a move on the Song family. Otherwise, she will become someone else's bride.
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Tomorrow I will return to China and see Song Yu.
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The family asked me to come in, and I chose to be the principal of Jixia Academy, because I could see Song Yu every day.
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Today I saw Song Yu wearing a sportswear to physical education class from the window of the office, which was very beautiful.
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Today, I saw Song Yu going to the restaurant from the window.
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I saw Song Yu coming to school today.
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Chengji had an accident, the marriage contract was destroyed, and the bankruptcy of the Song family was exposed, I wanted to remedy it, but it was too late.
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Song Yu is working outside, and I hate myself for making her suffer.
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Song Yu went to B University, and I waited for her to graduate.
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Song Yuxuan's architecture major, I began to pay attention to real estate matters.
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Song Yu has entered the city, I will be transferred to Qilin Real Estate, we will meet.
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I met Song Yu today, I was finally able to see her face to face again, at that moment I felt that I was finally alive again, my heart began to beat, my blood was warm, I felt like a person again.
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I kissed Song Yu, but I could only pretend to dream about other women, she was very angry and beautiful. But she didn't know that it was my first kiss, and there was no other woman in my life except her.
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She was confessing to me to other men, and at that moment I felt my heart stopping, very uncomfortable, and distressed.
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Song Yu likes other men, but that man is not worth it.
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I was right in front of her, and she couldn't see it.
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My Song Yu, she is my Song Yu.
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I'm afraid that she will know the truth about the bankruptcy of the Song family, and I'm afraid that she will leave me.
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As long as she can not hate me and continue to stay by my side, as long as she is willing to be my wife, I am willing to overturn the entire Qi family and return her to the Song family.
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What I care about has never been the Qi family or the Song family, I just want Song Yu, take my surname, and become my wife, in this life, forever.
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I want to propose to her, my Song Yu will not live up to the wait.
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Song Yu almost ran out of breath, looking at the vigorous font on the page, but his chest was blocked like a stone, his eyes were filled with sore heat, and finally tears hit the page one by one.
There were very few words in each of his diaries, only a sentence or two, but every day, every page was her.
He said that he had never had a woman, and he had been waiting for her, even the first kiss was left to her.
The taciturn man doesn't even have many words in his diary, but the vigorous font reveals indescribable feelings.
Song Yu held the diary in a daze, shocked by the words in his diary.
She couldn't help but think about what Qi Chengzhi looked like, what mood, and what expression when he wrote his diary.
He recorded the days when he couldn't see her day by day, and every day he didn't say anything else, just the number of days when he couldn't see her.
is such a simple sentence, but it makes her heart feel distressed. It seems that the focus of his daily life is to remember how long he hasn't seen her and when he will be able to return to China to see her.
His words made her feel as if she were his whole world.
Without her, he is nothing.
This love is too heavy, and she thought that she loved him enough to repay his love, but now she knows that she is still a lot worse.
She didn't even know that he had been watching her silently for so long.
She didn't know that there could be such a clean man in this world, clean from the inside out, and only left her cleanest self.
The first time she met him, she saw that clean temperament from him, it turned out that it was not just appearance.
Didn't he think about it, if she had a boyfriend before, or was married, or ...... What if you have already given yourself to someone else?
Isn't that unfair to him?
Her fingertips rubbed back and forth over his strong handwriting, and she couldn't imagine how he had done it, waiting for her for so long, so patiently.
He was desperate like that, laying out the net, just for her.
Song Yu closed his eyes, and his clean and clean face appeared in his mind again.
At this moment, I miss him very much.
Her chest ached, and she carefully closed the diary, pressing it against her chest and against her heart.
"Fool, fool. She whispered, unable to suppress her choked voice, "It's really a pity that I wasn't with you at that time, and it's a pity that I got engaged to Qi Chengji first." ”
If it weren't for that, he wouldn't have been forced, and he would even marry her if he ruined the Song family.
She should be angry with him, but now she just loves him more.
Because she saw that sentence and was willing to overturn the entire Qi family and return her to the Song family, she couldn't get angry about anything.
She knew that he was serious, and as long as she could not hate him, he would do anything, even if she wanted the whole world, he would not hesitate to do it.
She never knew that a person could love him to such an extent.
Song Yu gently put the diary back into the drawer, closed the drawer, hesitated, and opened the cabinet door under the drawer.
There was a safe inside, and she somehow knew that what she was looking for was inside.
Song Yu got up and squatted in front of the safe, his fingers lightly touching the combination lock.
The fingertips shook slightly, and after a while, they were retracted.
Forget it, it's all written so clearly in his diary, why should she bother to open this safe again.
Song Yu stood up again and grabbed the file bag that had been placed on the table earlier.
Her eyes were glued to the file bag unblinking, as if she was making the next important decision.
Suddenly, her hands tightened, and she left the study with the document bag in her hand, and she was relieved that she didn't see Aunt Yang, otherwise she came out of Qi Chengzhi's study with the document bag in her hand, which was really misleading.
She quickly went up to the second floor and turned to the cloakroom.
Walked to the side of the special ornament and opened the drawer, which was full of Qi Chengzhi's lighters.
Even if he doesn't smoke now, it's only temporary, and the lighters are still there, either rare or limited.
Song Yu didn't recognize these, so he just took one casually and turned back to the bedroom.
She opened the bathroom door and entered, and closed it very carefully, and locked it, and then stretched out the crumpled file bag she had crumpled, and the folds on it were so deep that they could not be flattened.
She lit the fire, and without hesitation, she burned the file bag, and the green and yellow flames began to spread rapidly from the corner of the file bag, burning along with the documents inside, leaving black ashes at the edges.
It wasn't until the flames were about to burn to the corner of his fingers that Song Yu threw the document bag with only a small corner left into the toilet, and in the process of falling, the flames had completely swallowed up the remaining corner.
The fragile ashes fell into the toilet bowl and spread on the water, and Song Yu did not hesitate to flush them down.
She breathed a sigh of relief, and after making this decision, her whole person was relaxed, as if she had unloaded all the weight in her body.
She returned to the living room, and Aunt Yang had already begun to prepare for dinner.
Song Yu remembered that she came back in a hurry, and she hadn't told Qi Chengzhi yet,
If he didn't know, he would still go to the gate of the city at night and wait for her.
called Qi Chengzhi and said that she had gone home.
"Hmm. Unexpectedly, Qi Chengzhi just responded lightly, and hung up the phone without even asking her why she came back early.
Song Yu looked at his phone in a daze, knowing that Qi Chengzhi's attitude was unusual.
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This is really a warm article, don't question whether it is abused or not, I'm tired, I've been saying that I won't abuse, how come there is not even this basic trust between people, hum!
Come on, come to the monthly pass, bitten very tightly by the back, and pulled away by the front, I can't love anymore, ask for a monthly pass~~
In addition, as for someone asking why Qi Chengzhi didn't help after the Song family went bankrupt, this has already been explained in the previous part of the article, and it is not deliberately emphasized repeatedly, but it is manifested in the details, if you pay careful attention to the small details when you look at it, and you will know it if you weigh and think about it a lot, I will no longer explain it deliberately~This kind of thing that has been described in the details of the article, I always don't like to take it out and explain it again, I always feel too deliberate, and it wastes my thoughts, after all, I really have a lot of brains about how to describe it, and I hope to meet more and more children's shoes that are more understanding and more careful.
The previous article was because I was afraid that a lot of people would not read the article carefully, and there were many omissions in the rough reading, and some things could not help but be repeatedly emphasized, carefully explained, and then said that it was procrastinated, so I corrected this article, but I can't have both fish and bear's paws, so it is inevitable that there will be pro-misses, or I will not take the initiative to contact the general environment to think about what is going on. But I still prefer the current way of writing~
Ye is really getting more and more stubborn, looking up to the sky and clenching his fists~~
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