On the mountain, in front of the team that was marching forward, Xu Ruifeng and Lao Ma walked together.

Lao Chu didn't come this time because he was waiting in the old crow's nest to receive important information.

They walked out of the mountains little by little in the thick voice of Sibaozi to tell the story of the rivers and lakes.

"Let me tell you, the butcher of Beiman belonged to Yiba at that time, who would dare to provoke him?"

Xu Ruifeng listened to the straight music next to him, but Lao Ma never fell into the story, looked at Lao Xu's smile and asked: "You seem, not too annoyed." ”

"Annoyed by what?"

Xu Ruifeng also thought about it, this person has to find a place to put his soul. Anyway, it is impossible for me to go to Beiman and Nanjing, and my daughter-in-law is in the rear, why can't it be a red party? At the very least, he did not resist becoming a Red Party.

"It's warmer."

"What?"

Lao Ma explained: "When I first read your information, I felt that this person was cold-blooded. In such an environment, the Japanese people turn a deaf ear and ignore the suffering of the people, and the ice is as cold as ice that has just been shaved out of the Songhua River in the winter, and no one is meaningful to you except those around you. ”

"But after you came, it didn't seem to be like that."

"You can laugh, make trouble, and don't take the initiative to cause trouble, and you don't want to be the boss of the independent mountain. Old Xu, it seems that you are no longer the cold killer. ”

Along with Lao Ma's description, Xu Ruifeng also asked himself so, but no one answered in his heart.

He seems to have forgotten what his old self was like......

What is it like?

Not to mention that if you meet someone, at least if a stranger wants to walk to him, he will have to prove himself in a few years.

It's not just about getting into the heart.

And now?

He didn't care if Lao Ma had the intention to dig a pit after drinking too much, and every day from opening his eyes to closing his eyes, it seemed that what was in front of him was the happiness of the four treasures and the little soldiers.

The most important thing is that the burden on Xu Ruifeng's shoulders has disappeared.

He didn't feel that he was half a head shorter than Wen Wan, and it seemed that he no longer wanted to pursue the meaning of existence......

It's magical.

It was as if it was slowly wrapped in the warm current created by the Red Party, melting it little by little.

"And what should I be?"

Lao Ma said two words that were not answers: "Goal." At present, you are two words away from us, once you find your goal, we are the same kind of people. ”

"Target?"

He remembered the other two words Wen Wan had said to himself under the streetlight: "You mean faith? ”

"No~ Yes." The old horse dragged a long voice: "What I'm saying is that you have to know what you want." ”

This time, without waiting for Xu Ruifeng to speak, he explained: "Do you know what Lao Chu wants? ”

Xu Ruifeng leaned on the tree and followed the old horse around and said, "I don't know." ”

"Lao Chu also has a son, he is eleven this year, he is from Fengtian."

"When Mukden was occupied by the Japanese, Lao Chu's son was going to school, and the Japanese not only implemented Japanese language teaching in schools, but also gave some special treatment to the children of Japanese overseas Chinese in China.

The old horse sighed and told a little helplessly.

"Lao Chu was poor at that time, he was picking a sledgehammer in the factory, and once he was at work, so he asked the school to call him, saying that his son lied and let people catch him."

"Lao Chu ran to the school in a hurry, and as soon as he entered the school, he saw a Japanese teacher stretching out his hand to slap his son, and this fool rushed over."

Xu Ruifeng asked, "Did he do it with the Japanese?" ”

"Nope. It's just that he is desperately protecting the child behind him, and asks timidly, 'Why are you beating our children'. ”

"But you know what the Japanese say?"

"The Japanese said that his son used the Japanese he learned in school to pretend to be a Japanese child and go to the cafeteria in the Japanese overseas Chinese area to eat."

"The child is small, how can he be so thoughtful, I feel that I replied two sentences in Japanese, and I saw fish and meat in the children's cafeteria in the Japanese overseas Chinese area, so I passed."

"But can two groups of children wear the same clothes? When you get there, you'll be caught. ”

"As a result, the child was expelled."

Xu Ruifeng didn't think there was anything strange about this, wasn't it just that the child was pretending to be Japanese for a bite to eat, and he even felt that the child was very smart: "What does this have to do with Lao Chu's goal?" ”

"When Lao Chu told me about this, I also asked the same, and I felt that his son was quite decent."

"Guess what Lao Chu said?"

Lao Chu said that what he cares about most is not whether his child is cheating on the food in the Japanese canteen at all, but the whole thing. At that time, the Japanese teacher taught him how a child behaved when he pretended to be a Japanese child, and he shouted "I am Japanese" with his neck and chest and back straight. But when he saw his son, he bent his back and lowered his head. ”

"His son, for a bite to eat, even said that he was Japanese......"

When Lao Ma looked back at Xu Ruifeng, his eyes showed pity, but what Lao Xu could imagine was the sadness flowing in Lao Chu's eyes at that time.

"And, after leaving the campus, his son asked Lao Chu a passage."

"The boy asked Lao Chu, 'Dad, why can't we afford to eat the rock sugar gourd we made, but the Japanese children are very happy to eat it?' Dad, why do Japanese children wear leather shoes, and I want to wear straw sandals that you knit casually? ’； 'Dad, what is the difference between me and the Japanese, they can eat meat, but I have to eat sticky cakes and wild vegetable porridge'......"

"Dad, I don't want to be a Chinese anymore, I also want to be Japanese."

Xu Ruifeng stopped at once and stood in place looking at the old horse.

Sibaozi was silent, and the little warriors around him didn't make trouble, like Lao Ma's words, just like Sun Monkey performed a fixation method on the fairies in the peach orchard.

It's just a child, he doesn't know what patriotism is, what he can see is that Japanese children eat better and use better than themselves, and it's normal to be envious. In this case, the division of nationality is nothing more than a division into the ranks of inferior people, and the child's mind will naturally feel that becoming a Japanese talent is a kind of progress.

However, this country is inherited by batch after batch of such children!

If all the children think so, once they become successors, will there be this country?

Isn't that the purpose of those Japanese students teaching Japanese in schools and not allowing children to speak Chinese in class?

Isn't that how the sticks and treasure island people in their troops came about?

Lao Ma's voice trembled a little and said: "Lao Chu told me that his goal with us is to hope that one day his son can also eat meat and wear leather shoes. ”

Is this a matter of being able to eat meat and wear leather shoes?

What Lao Chu said is that he hopes that his son can one day be proud to be a Chinese!

But, when will this day come?

When!!

Why is there no one on the Nonghuang calendar!!

Lao Ma held Xu Ruifeng's shoulders and said softly: "Go find that goal, find a goal that can make you forget all the rules, forget all beliefs, forget all the rules and regulations, and strive for." ”

"Then, with your body that already has temperature, gritted your teeth and fought to the last breath."

He turned around and walked out, continuing to lead the way in the mountains and forests, Xu Ruifeng and the follow-up soldiers stood in place, until they couldn't see the figure of the old horse, and still couldn't take a step.