For Tang Yuchen, he never thought that he would plant a big heel on the road of feelings, and he never thought that he would become extremely irritable because a girl ignored him or even blocked his WeChat.

Even when I was in class, it was much colder than usual.

"Isn't the professor in a bad mood these days, I feel that his whole body is surrounded by low air pressure, and I haven't understood several physics questions...... I didn't dare to look for him. ”

"yes, I feel it too. He was in class like we owe him a lot of money. ”

The classmates talked a lot, and I don't know who said, "Huh? Why didn't the girl named Song Zhiyi come to listen to the professor's class last time? ”

"Oh yes, I haven't seen her for a long time," a girl poked Zhou Feifei, who was playing with her mobile phone, and asked, "Why didn't that friend of yours come?" ”

Zhou Feifei simply replied: "She won't come in the future." ”

At this time, the melon-eating crowd on the side reacted and made a very bold guess-

Could it be that the professor had a falling out with that girl, so he is sad about falling out of love these days?

In this class, the students present didn't dare to take a breath, so they could only take notes seriously. In the last class, because a person accidentally got distracted in class, he was named by Tang Yuchen and did not answer the question correctly, so Professor Tang asked him to write a thousand-word review.

After class, Zhou Feifei was called to the office by Tang Yuchen.

Tang Yuchen sat at the huge desk, looked at Zhou Feifei who was nervous standing in front of him, and tried to calm his mood: "How is she doing?" ”

Zhou Feifei reacted at this time, it turned out that the professor was asking her about Song Zhiyi's situation, not reprimanding her because she didn't do her homework well this time.

Zhou Feifei pursed her lips, on the one hand, she was her best friend, and on the other hand, she was Professor Tang, who knew whether she had failed the course, and she was a little entangled, not knowing who to help.

"Song Zhiyi, she ......" Zhou Feifei hesitated, "She's fine." ”

"And what has she been doing lately?"

Zhou Feifei frowned and thought for a while: "She seems to be going to see an art exhibition with her friends recently, and I don't know what it is, anyway, that's what she told me that day." ”

Zhou Feifei only vaguely said a rough idea, after all, she can be wet with rain and dew in this way. In fact, Song Zhiyi told her that the junior brother asked her to go to Hailubao to see the art exhibition, and went out to relax by the way.

"Well, let's go," Tang Yuchen lowered his eyes and waved his hand, "Thank you." ”

Tang Yuchen frowned and leaned on the office chair, his eyes closed, all that came to his mind was Song Zhiyi's appearance, and his thoughts were gradually drawn back to the night when he drank with Gu Liyan.

These days, he has always gone to bed early and got up early, but there is not a day when he does not have insomnia, and every night he has insomnia, he will stand on the balcony of the living room, smoking cigarettes one after another.

Gu Liyan could naturally see that something was wrong with Tang Yuchen, he had been a brother for so many years, and he and Zhou Feifei had been worrying about Song Zhiyi and Tang Yuchen's affairs these days, and he naturally knew what Tang Yuchen was worried about.

So late one night, Gu Liyan specially bought a case of beer from outside and moved it to the balcony. He sat directly opposite Tang Yuchen, opened the box, took out a can of beer from it and handed it to Tang Yuchen.

"I said you," Gu Liyan opened the can, took a sip, and cut directly to the topic without much nonsense, "Obviously you know that people like you, and you yourself like people, and you still don't admit it." ”

Tang Yuchen held the can in his hand, raised his head and drank all the wine, his eyes were dim: "I don't know what I think." ”

Gu Liyan smiled faintly, and drank the wine in his hand: "How could you not know?" You like her, you can see it. ”

Without waiting for Tang Yuchen to speak, Gu Liyan directly interrupted Tang Yuchen, as if complaining about Tang Yuchen's bewildered behavior: "I don't understand it either, the little girl confessed to you, you like others and refuse others, this kind of thing is really the first time I've seen it." ”

"I didn't want to refuse her," Tang Yuchen took out a can of beer from the box at his feet and opened it, "It's just that she was drunk at that time......

He was afraid that she would wake up and not admit it.

He was also afraid that she would run away.

But he didn't expect Song Zhiyi to think that he was rejecting her.

Gu Liyan shook his head, looked at Tang Yuchen in front of him who was distressed by love, and sighed: "If you didn't answer her at the time, the little girl must have thought that you were avoiding the topic, and escaping is refusal." ”

But now it seems that the person who is running away is himself.

Tang Yuchen's fingertips rubbed the mouth of the can, and his tone was full of helplessness: "But...... I had a lot to think about at that time. ”

is also a person in the business circle, Gu Liyan doesn't need Tang Yuchen to say anything more to understand what he is thinking.

But these considerations were completely unnecessary in Gu Liyan's eyes.

Gu Liyan looked at Tang Yuchen: "I know what you're thinking about, it's nothing more than that you've not known each other for a long time, and the most important thing is that she only knows you with one identity." ”

Tang Yuchen looked at Gu Liyan, and after a long time, he said in a low voice: "You're right, I'm afraid she won't be able to accept me as another person." She may like 'Professor Tang Yuchen' instead of 'Little Mr. Tang'. ”

Tang Yuchen lit another cigarette, and he didn't know how many cigarettes he smoked tonight. He slowly stood up, looked at the endless dark night outside, and his tone was full of helplessness: "I have to return to the company sooner or later, and I can't get rid of this identity, but you also know that the business district is very chaotic." ”

He was really afraid that he would not be able to protect Song Zhiyi when the time came.

"Tang Yuchen," Gu Liyan walked to Tang Yuchen's side and looked at him sideways, "When did you become so cowardly?" ”

Cowardly?

Tang Yuchen frowned and turned his head to look at Gu Liyan, he didn't quite accept this kind of word being used on him.

Gu Liyan looked at Tang Yuchen with some doubts, and patted him on the shoulder: "You are not the Tang Yuchen I know, what was Tang Yuchen afraid of before?" At that time, you could do whatever you wanted, without any reason at all, and no matter what you did, you could break through. Why do you think you can't do it well? How did you become an emotional weakling? ”

Tang Yuchen just smoked silently and quietly listened to the "Friends of Women" Gu Liyan talk endlessly. He does seem to be starting to become cowardly, cautious, and without the energy that he had at the beginning to do everything and just try to do well.

Gu Liyan continued: "You have to know, people may not think about it so much, they just like you, not the so-called Professor Tang or Xiao Tang, what she likes is Tang Yuchen who just appears in front of her. ”

"Whether you are Professor Tang or Xiao Tang, in the final analysis, it is you Tang Yuchen."

"Tang Yuchen, if you like it, why do you care so much? Why should you be afraid? Why are you so sure you can't protect her? Have you lost your self-confidence? Or are you scared? ”

Gu Liyan's series of question marks made Tang Yuchen lower his eyes, as if he was thinking about the question he raised.

But no matter how much he thought, he couldn't think of an answer.

He didn't have the answers to answer these questions.

"Or do you want to watch the girl you like follow someone else?"

Speaking of this, Tang Yuchen's heart twitched uncontrollably, and when he thought of Lu Xiwen saying that he liked Song Zhiyi in front of him that day, his mood was indescribably irritable.

He couldn't imagine how sad or painful he would be when he watched Song Zhiyi be with someone other than him.

"Actually, you haven't lost your self-confidence at all, so why are you afraid? Tang Yuchen, I have only one answer to these questions, that is, you have been numbing yourself with various reasons, and you have been weighing the pros and cons. ”

"But, Tang Yuchen, do you know that there is no need to weigh the pros and cons of such a thing as feelings."

That night, Tang Yuchen and Gu Liyan chatted a lot on the balcony, and a box of wine was quickly drunk.

It was on that night that Tang Yuchen completely figured out that no matter what his identity was, maybe this might not be very important to Song Zhiyi.

Gu Liyan is right, feelings do not need to weigh the pros and cons.

If you like it, you can get her if you like it, instead of constantly paralyzing yourself with various reasons to escape from your heart like now.

Tang Yuchen opened his eyes violently, his right hand gently stroked the bracelet on his left arm, and stared directly at the kulomi watch he put in front of the pile of books on the table, not knowing what he was thinking.

......

"Senior sister, I'm really busy these days, I don't have much time to look at my phone," Lu Xiwen sat in the waiting room and explained to Song Zhiyi, "I just saw this exhibition the day before yesterday, so I wanted to ask Senior Sister to come along." ”

Song Zhiyi looked at his mobile phone and replied to Li's message, and nodded: "I'm also quite interested in this art exhibition, so I'll come out to relax by the way." ”

Interestedness in art exhibitions is fake, but distraction is real.

Lu Xiwen was very happy to hear Song Zhiyi's answer: "Really? It seems that I still have a good relationship with my senior sister. ”

Lu Xiwen looked at Song Zhiyi's wrist, looked at the white crystal bracelet, and said, "Senior sister, I found that your bracelet looks like the one on Professor Tang's hand." ”

Song Zhiyi's hand in replying to the message paused, looked at the bracelet on his hand and remembered that night when he was drunk and confessed to being rejected, licked the corners of his mouth a little uncomfortably, and pulled out a smile at Lu Xiwen in embarrassment: "Huh? Is it? That's a coincidence. ”

Didn't you think that the string in your Professor Tang's hand was also given by her?

"I also want to buy a string," Lu Xiwen said thoughtfully, "When I had supper that day, I also asked Professor Tang where he bought this bracelet. ”

Song Zhiyi still couldn't help asking, "Then what did he say?" ”

Lu Xiwen said truthfully: "Professor Tang said that it was sent by someone. I guess it was given by someone who was very important to him, otherwise he wouldn't have worn it during his experiments. ”

Someone who was very important to him sent ......

He still wears that bracelet with him when he is experimenting......

Is she important to him?

But if he was important to him, why would he reject her?

Could it be ...... Does he like men?

Song Zhiyi bit her lip, so that she couldn't keep thinking about Tang Yuchen because of such a thing, she had to learn to forget him.

"By the way, Senior Sister, when the time comes, we can go to taste the lobster of Hailu Fort first and then go to the art exhibition?"

Song Zhiyi smiled and nodded: "I can do it, it's up to you." ”

In the afternoon, the sunlight shone quietly through the transparent glass of the waiting room on Song Zhiyi, who was looking at his mobile phone, and Lu Xiwen hooked the corners of his mouth.

In his opinion, although Song Zhiyi doesn't talk much or talk to him much, more often he is looking for various topics, but Lu Xiwen will still be moved by her inadvertent every move, and he will still be as moved as he was when he first met her at Z University.