Chapter 3 The Bright Star Hides the Crowd
And Hua Xinyu is one of the fans of Man Qingyun, from the moment Man Qingyun first released the album, Hua Xinyu was fascinated by his voice, the first time she listened to Man Qingyun's songs, she seemed to have found a treasure, and then happily collected his songs, whenever she felt nervous and stressed, she would listen to his songs, and after listening to it, she would always have a calm return to nature.
She loved his voice, his sunny smile, and his graceful gestures.
At the age of fifteen, Hua Xinyu, who is in the prime of her youth, has her own idol in her heart like an ordinary girl.
At that time, Man Qingyun really seemed to be born out of nowhere, smashing into the entertainment industry, a world where popularity is the mainstream, and she was so confused, and then such a perfect person became the prince charming in Hua Xinyu's mind for no reason, and firmly occupied her heart.
At that time, she was young and ignorant, and like most girls, she fantasized that she could find a boyfriend with a beautiful voice like Man Qingyun in the future, if she had such a boyfriend, she would often hear beautiful singing, and she felt very romantic when she thought about it.
That year, Man Qingyun was only sixteen years old when she debuted, just one year older than her, because she was almost the same age, she was the age of a young girl, and Man Qingyun's excellence almost became her standard for measuring other boys.
But it's a pity that Hua Xinyu has never met a boy with such a good voice, as she grows, she gradually matures, she knows that Manqingyun is a dream, a dream hidden deep in her heart, an untouchable dream, but if she can, she still doesn't want to wake up, she is willing to keep dreaming like this, but as she grows older, her dream slowly wakes up.
But even if she is not as fanatical as before, she will still keep an eye on Manqingyun's dynamics and collect Manqingyun's bits and pieces.
Every song he releases, she will also store them in her mobile phone, carefully store them, and take them out to listen to them when she is free, because the economic conditions of the family are not very good, so she has no money to buy any albums, so she can only download them on "Cool" and listen to data music, but, even so, she is very satisfied, after all, his voice still crosses the boundaries of time and space, through the transmission of headphones, floats into her ears, and enters her heart.
Before Man Qingyun didn't show her face, she had imagined Man Qingyun's appearance countless times, and she had searched for information about Man Qingyun countless times on the Internet, but she still didn't find a photo of Man Qingyun.
Until one day when she was eighteen years old, when she was browsing "Man Qingyun Post Bar", she saw the news of Man Qingyun's novel in it, and also heard the news that he was about to star in "There is a You Living in My Heart".
This news is tantamount to winning the lottery for her, although she doesn't like to read novels, but since it was written by her idol, how could she miss it, so she immediately searched for this novel to read.
After reading it, she fell in love with this novel, she has read it many times, every time she can be moved by the affectionate male protagonist in it, every time she reads the affectionate place, she can often be moved to tears.
She was even more fascinated by the romantic male protagonist in the book, after reading this book, she always sighed, how good it would be if he also had such a warm and spoiled boyfriend, how she envied the heroine at that time, and she hoped more than once that the heroine was her.
She didn't like to read novels before, but this novel changed her opinion, she never thought that a novel would have such a great charm, and it could fascinate her who didn't like to read novels or even hated reading novels.
After reading this novel, Hua Xinyu admired Man Qingyun even more, in her heart, Man Qingyun is really a talented man with a full score, when the big movie "There is a You Living in My Heart" was released in the cinema, Hua Xinyu was one of its audience, she was not prominent, she seemed so small in the vast sea of people, in the noisy shouting, she couldn't even hear her own shouting.
In this noisy environment, it seems that her voice has disappeared, but after everyone's voices overlap together, it seems to be amplified countless times, from the moment she saw Manqingyun's true face, she knew that she was completely obsessed with Manqingyun, because that kind of appearance may only be seen in a dream, she even pinched herself to confirm that what she saw was not a dream.
Since Man Qingyun appeared in the public eye, his poster photos have been selling rapidly, and Hua Xinyu's room has long been plastered with Man Qingyun's posters and photos.
There are all angles, in the eyes of Hua Xinyu, Man Qingyun is a perfect male god with no dead ends, 360 degrees and full scores, in her heart, Man Qingyun is already the most perfect person in the world.
In Hua Xinyu's room, the wall facing the big bed is hung on the biggest poster in her room, every day she opens her eyes, Man Qingyun will always meet her eyes, that good figure, that confident gaze, that sunny smile, as if she can crush the wall, but also her heart is intoxicated, as if the world belongs to her and Man Qingyun two people, whenever Hua Xinyu sees this poster, her heart is full of energy, get up and see beautiful people and things at first glance, Naturally, she can have a good start to every day.
When Hua Xinyu was nineteen years old, it was the year when "There is a You Who Live in My Heart" was broadcast, and it was also the year of her college entrance examination, at that time, she failed the college entrance examination, her mood plummeted, she didn't want to repeat it anymore, because she didn't want her parents to spend money for her anymore, she wanted to make money on her own, like most people who failed in the college entrance examination, after a year off, she began to look for a job and began a wandering life.
She thought about finding a boyfriend, but she didn't want to live like this, she didn't want to compromise, she didn't want to live on her boyfriend's money or the money her boyfriend worked so hard to earn, and she was married and taught children at home, which was not the life she wanted now, so she rejected a boy, a very good boy, of course, it could be because the boy was too good and she didn't dare to be with him.
That boy's name is Lin Chen, one meter eight tall, very handsome, looks similar to Man Qingyun and seven points, there are always people who mistake him for Man Qingyun, in the class, there are many girls who will revolve around him, and even many girls in other classes will come to look at him secretly, it is a veritable school grass, but he only likes Hua Xinyu, even if Hua Xinyu's academic performance is very bad.
Lin Chen is a veritable scholar, even Hua Xinyu doesn't know why Lin Chen likes her so much as a scumbag, she always feels that there is a difference between Lin Chen's gaze at her and the gaze of others.
She still remembered that on the first day she met Lin Chen, Lin Chen showed a surprised look at her, and she didn't know why Lin Chen was surprised, from then on, Lin Chen would always look at her intentionally or unintentionally, and take the initiative to help her a lot.
She felt that maybe Lin Chen should really like her, but she never understood the surprised look in Lin Chen's eyes when she saw her for the first time, she asked Lin Chen, but as soon as she asked about this, Lin Chen was concerned, and then she didn't ask anymore, but it was also because of this that she didn't have that feeling of liking Lin Chen in love, even if Lin Chen and Man Qingyun looked alike.
After the college entrance examination, Lin Chen was admitted to a top university, but she fell off the list, but Lin Chen did not give up Hua Xinyu, after the college entrance examination, he confessed to Hua Xinyu without hesitation, but Hua Xinyu still rejected him, she couldn't say why she refused, in fact, she didn't dislike Lin Chen, after all, Lin Chen and his idol look so similar, and it is also the type she likes, logically speaking, she will not refuse, now think about it, maybe she was young at that time, shy, or scared, and didn't dare to agree.
In fact, Lin Chen is a very amiable boy, handsome, good-tempered, rich in the family, good at studying, what girl would not like it?
It's just that Lin Chen is too good, his family background is good, his grades are good, his excellence is like a clear cloud, it may be a dream, maybe when touched, it will be broken, so she doesn't dare to accept this love that countless people envy, she is afraid that she can't afford it, and the surprise when Lin Chen saw her for the first time, as if Lin Chen knew her before, so she always felt a little inexplicable, comprehensive total, so she chose to refuse, so Lin Chen can only be regarded as a passerby in her life, Lin Chen went to a top university, And she went out into society.
A year later, Hua Xinyu finally tasted the cruelty of society, without a college diploma, she ran into walls everywhere, she has been looking for a year of work, but she has not found a suitable job, at this time she is still wandering, her former friends went to college and went to college, and now she has no real friends, she can only wander alone in this strange city, trying to find a job that can make her food and clothing, she is like a lonely boat in the vast sea, lonely and confused, Maybe a little wind could make her tremble, maybe a small wave could knock her over, and at that time, she was twenty-one years old.
Man Qingyun, who can often give her strength, has never appeared again since he filmed "There is a You Living in My Heart", let alone a song, and the novel has not been published again, I heard that he seems to have resigned from all his jobs and never appeared in the public eye again, as if he disappeared out of thin air.
At that time, Manqingyun's withdrawal from the entertainment industry caused an uproar, and all the discussions on the Internet were about Manqingyun's withdrawal from the circle, and the search volume of Manqingyun's withdrawal from the circle on the Internet had reached the first.
It can be said that the star is hiding from everyone!
No one knows why Man Qingyun disappeared, how could a star who is so famous and so popular retire after making such a popular movie, many fans are difficult to accept, and they have asked Man Qingyun's agent to give an explanation.
And Manqingyun's agent Chen Huo was forced by the pressure of Manqingyun's fans, so he publicly said some words, but they were just some polite words that were not nutritious, such as:
"He wants to take a break"
"He's on a trip"
……
These things like that.
And there is a sentence that makes fans care a lot, that is, when fans ask him if he will make movies in the future, Chen Huo's answer is: "If he still can't make movies, I can't make up my mind"
After the agent Chen Huo said this, he also seemed to sigh a little.
Soon, the video of Manqingyun's agent Chen Huo speaking publicly was frantically forwarded on the Internet, and it was forwarded hundreds of millions of times in a short period of time, and many fans were studying this sentence said by Manqingyun's agent Chen Huo, and there were many discussions on the Internet.