Chapter 11: Frustration
The man was immersed in his own thoughts, not paying attention to what Xiao Qi was thinking at this time, he caressed the little woman in his arms with pity, he didn't know that his undisguised pity was like a ruthless sharp knife, stabbing the other party's already broken heart.
Zhang Xiaoqi's body became stiff and cold due to the resistance of her mind, and she lay there motionless, all the cells in her body struggling to resist the scorching hot body that clinged to her body and the big hands that kept soothing her.
The man noticed that the body in his arms was a little tight, and the breathing on the cheeks became uneven, he mistakenly thought that she was too nervous, so he loosened his body a little, supported his upper body, and gently caressed Xiaoqi's smooth and delicate shoulder blades with his broad palms, his lips gently rubbed her forehead, slowly moving along the hairline, ear porch, jaw, cheeks, the man felt that the skin under his lips was so soft, so silky, he gently kissed the sweet cheeks, swept the slightly closed eyelids, pecked and kissed the crisp bridge of the nose, the tip of the nose, Strongly feeling the temptation of the lips below that exhaled like an orchid and trembled slightly, he hesitated for a moment, and finally couldn't resist the temptation, and kissed it with a sweet breath.
"Whoa......
At the moment when the two lips just touched, Xiaoqi's face twisted to the side, and the man's lips brushed against her cheeks, stopping in the air.
The atmosphere in the room suddenly became strange.
The man was stunned in mid-air for a while, then suddenly let go of the hand that was holding Xiaoqi's shoulder, and then slowly pulled out the arm that was pressing under her, and slowly lay back to the side, his lips opened a few times, and finally did not say anything.
Quiet, panicked quiet.
Xiaoqi held his breath and lay there quietly, full of regret in his heart.
Ninety-nine steps have been taken, why didn't you hold on to the last step?
Desperate restraint, dead patience, but at the last moment, he was so ghostly and twisted without the control of his brain.
The man lay silently, feeling even more annoyed, and at the same time a little sad, not for himself, but for this girl named Zhang Xiaoqi.
You must hate yourself, right?
Suddenly dodging at the last moment, how could he not understand the resistance and disgust in it?
No matter how much I didn't want to, I ended up hurting her.
The corners of the man's mouth twitched, and a bitterness spread in his heart.
is bound to hurt the other party, and such a contract itself is a great harm. It's too hypocritical to pretend to be sympathetic and pitiful.
Suddenly I felt very sad, I was like a puppet led by a string, although unconsciously, but it really hurt this innocent girl.
No, it's not just one that hurts, right?
The shadow of another woman came to mind clearly.
once swore an oath and promised to take care of her for the rest of her life and not let her be hurt in any way, but it was himself who hurt her first.
Under the pressure of his grandfather, he finally couldn't resist his grandfather's request when his life was dying, so he gave in, and although he kept his marriage, he betrayed his wife and betrayed his promise to her.
found a thousand reasons for himself, it was just a physical betrayal, but it was because of his love for her, in order to preserve their marriage, and to be able to take care of her for the rest of her life......
But at this moment, all the reasons seem so pale and weak.
Hurt is hurt.
Betrayal is betrayal.
is like the weak girl next to her, no matter what the purpose is, no matter how high the compensation is, it will hurt after all.
Frustration hit his heart like a tidal wave, and he lay there dejected, without a trace of strength.