Chapter 44: Suicide

It was already more than ten o'clock at night, Tong En was leaning on the bed and reading a book, the mobile phone rang suddenly, she hurriedly got out of bed, took out the mobile phone from her bag and saw that it was an unfamiliar number.

Who could it be at such a late hour?

The bell kept ringing, and Tong En pressed the answer button, "Hey"

A faint voice came from the phone: "Is it Tong En?" ”

"I'm Tong En, who are you?"

"Tong En, I, I'm He Xiao."

"He Xiao?" Tong En was shocked. It's so late, He Xiao called, what could it be?

"I'm sorry, Tong En, it's so late and I still bother you." He Xiao's voice was faint and a little inaudible.

Tong En asked with some concern: "He Xiao, what's wrong with you?" Are you sick? ”

"No, I'm fine. I just want to talk to someone. Tong Eun, can you listen to me? ”

Tong En was puzzled and said, "Of course you can, if you have anything to say." ”

"Since I've been with Ji Siming, I have hardly had any friends. So, I can only call you, you must be very strange, why do I have your phone number, I, I secretly copied it from Ji Siming's mobile phone. Tong En, are you listening? He Xiao's voice was very slow, very different from usual.

"I'm listening."

"Tong En, I was, once hated you very, very much, hated you for stealing Ji Siming's heart. But I don't hate it now, Tong En, I once deliberately hurt you, can you forgive me? ”

"He Xiao, there is nothing between me and Ji Siming, please believe it."

"I know, I believe in you. There is one thing that you may not know yet, Ji Siming loves you, but he hasn't realized it yet, so he doesn't dare to admit it. Now, all of this doesn't matter to me. I figured it out, he was right, he didn't love me, he never loved me. Whether he loves you now or not, he will never fall in love with me, and he will never let me be his wife. ”

He Xiao's voice became weaker and weaker, intermittently, and Tong En's heart suddenly became uneasy.

"He Xiao, are you sure you're not sick? Are you feeling unwell? ”

"I'm fine. I'm so comfortable now, I'm finally free. ”

"He Xiao, what's going on? Where are you now? Tong En raised her voice.

He Xiao's voice suddenly became higher and clearer than just now. "Don't worry, Tong En, I'm fine, I just feel a little bored in my heart and want to talk to you."

Tong En's heart relaxed.

"He Xiao, I really don't have anything to say about Ji Siming. He is not in love with me, I am not interested, because I do not love him, so ......"

"Tong En, I'm sorry to involve you, I'm really sorry. Now I understand that between me and Ji Siming, this will be the final result, and it has nothing to do with your appearance. I know, I'm very willful, very ignorant, but I've never hurt others, only you, I'm very upset, Tong En, can you forgive me? If you can forgive me, I'll be completely relieved. ”

"If you insist on it, well, I forgive you." Tong En said helplessly.

"Thank you! Thank you for listening to me say so much. He Xiao's voice suddenly lowered again.

"He Xiao, He Xiao, are you okay? He Xiao. Tong En's heart rose again, this time she was sure that something must have happened on He Xiao's side.

"I, I'm fine, I'm a little sleepy, I'm going to sleep, see you soon."

After He Xiao said these words intermittently, Tong En seemed to see her smile poignantly on the other end of the phone.

"He Xiao, He Xiao, He Xiao, what's wrong with you? You speak! Tong En shouted anxiously, and there was silence on the phone, without a sound.

"He Xiao, He Xiao, He Xiao, don't scare me, you say something!" Tong En was anxious and shouted loudly.

There was no answer, as if suddenly it had disappeared. Tong En looked at the phone in his hand in a daze, wondering if he was dreaming, everything just now had not happened at all. In an instant, she came to her senses and quickly pressed Ji Siming's phone number, and the phone only beeped, and Ji Siming's voice came.

"Hey, Tong En, is there anything wrong with this late hour?"

"Ji Siming, do you know where He Xiao is now?" Tong En didn't care to answer, and asked.

"He Xiao? How did you think of asking He Xiao? Ji Siming frowned and asked rhetorically.

"Tell me, where is she now?" Tong En said eagerly.

"She's in her own house, where can she be at such a late hour." Ji Siming was a little inexplicable.

"Are you sure?"

"Of course I'm sure, I just came out of there for dinner at her place."

It turned out that this was the case, and Tong En affirmed his judgment even more.

"You go back now, she just called me, I think there's something wrong with her, you go back and see, don't have anything."

"I just came out of her, she's fine, what can happen? Besides, why did she call you if she had something? Wouldn't it be okay to just call me? ”

"Ji Siming, you bastard!" Tong En blurted out, the anger in his heart rushing straight to his head.

"You go back now, whether it's okay or not, go back right away, and it'll be too late when something really happens." Tong En shouted hoarsely.

"Okay, I'll go back right away." Ji Siming suddenly sobered up, and He Xiao's seemingly abnormal smile appeared in front of him.

"Give me her address." Tong En's voice became calm on the phone.

"Mingyuan Community, Building 306." Ji Siming began to turn around while answering, he threw down his mobile phone, held the steering wheel with both hands, slammed the handlebar to turn the front of the car, stepped on the accelerator, and the car drove back like a fly.

………………

Tong En sat on a chair outside the hospital's emergency room and looked at Ji Siming, who was standing like a stake. Since He Xiao was pushed into the emergency room, he has been standing facing the window without saying a word. His face was as pale as the walls of a hospital, and his eyes stared out the window hollowly, like a wounded wolf.

Tong En intuitively felt that He Xiao's suicide touched a certain sore spot in Ji Siming's heart, she didn't bother him, and she didn't know how to persuade him.

As the minutes passed, the door of the emergency room remained tightly closed, and Tong En got up from her chair, she really couldn't sit still. He Xiao's face that had lost too much blood shook in front of her eyes like a shadow.

She hung up the phone to Ji Siming, didn't delay for a minute, hurriedly changed her clothes, grabbed her bag and ran out of the house, and took a taxi straight to the Mingyuan community. When she arrived at the door of Building 306, before she got out of the car, she saw Ji Siming holding He Xiao with both hands and running out of the house like crazy.

He Xiao's face was unusually pale in the moonlight, her eyes were closed, and there were bright red blood stains on her white pants, which was shocking.

On the way to the hospital, Ji Siming drove frantically, so fast that Tong En had to hug He Xiao tightly with one hand and grab the handle next to him with the other. He Xiao remained in a coma until he was pushed into the emergency room, and he did not open his eyes once.

Tong En looked at the tightly closed door of the emergency room, praying in his heart that He Xiao would be safe.

Suddenly, the door creaked open, and a doctor in a green surgical gown stepped out of it. Tong En was in good spirits and hurriedly greeted him. Ji Siming, who had been standing silently, also turned around and stared at the doctor with his eyes tight.

"Doctor, how's it going?" Tong En asked eagerly.

"It was delivered in time, and there is no danger to life." The doctor takes off the mask on his face.

Tong En's heart suddenly relaxed, and Ji Siming closed his eyes tightly.

"But, I'm very sorry, the child couldn't be saved." The doctor said with some regret.

Tong En's eyes widened suddenly.

"Kid?" Ji Siming's eyes widened, and his voice was dry and hoarse.

"What? You don't know? The patient has been pregnant for almost three months, but unfortunately, because of the large amount of sleeping pills swallowed before the wrist cut, although most of them were vomited, it still had an impact on the fetus, coupled with the patient's excessive blood loss, the child was not saved in the end, but we have tried our best. ”

Tong En turned his head to look at Ji Siming in shock.

Ji Siming's face turned even paler, and he nodded to the doctor with a dull expression: "Thank you, can I go in to see her now?" ”

"Not yet. She's out of danger, but she's not fully awake, and after a while she's more stable, we'll send her to the intensive care unit where you can see her. ”

The doctor is gone. In the empty corridor, only Tong En and Ji Siming were left.

"She's been pregnant for more than two months and hasn't told me anything." Ji Siming said to himself.

"If she told you, would you let her give birth to the baby?" Tong En asked angrily.

"No, it won't."

"Why?"

"Do you think a child who is born without a complete family will be happy?" Ji Siming turned his head to look at Tong En.

"You can marry her, even for the sake of the children."

"If there is no love in a marriage, children will still not be happy."

Tong En looked at Ji Siming's cold and pale face, and said almost meanly: "Then today's result, are you satisfied?" ”

Ji Siming's blood-red eyeballs sank deep into his eye sockets, the muscles on his face jumped and jumped, he opened his mouth and did not speak.