Shen Pan hugged Zhou Mo, pillowed on her lap, and sobbed lowly.

Zhou Mo gently stroked her back, which was a silent comfort.

"How did Lu Zhishu provoke you again? It can't be just because you're on a business trip and not by your side, right? ”

Zhou Mo doesn't think that Shen Pan is a person who will be unreasonable, she can be wronged to live in such a remote place, which shows that she has made some psychological preparations.

Shen Pan: "I'm so tired. ”

Zhou Mo: "How do you say it?" ”

Shen Pan: "I'm tired. ”

Zhou Mo: "Because of Lu Zhishu? ”

Shen Pan: "It's not all, life, feelings, work...... A lot. ”

Zhou Mo sighed, "I feel similar. ”

This life seems to eat people, obviously every day they are greeting with the fullest spirit, but when looking back and reflecting, I always feel that why there are so many unsatisfactory and unsatisfactory things in life.

There is no hope in life.

The lover is out of sight.

Shen Pan reached out and pulled out the paper on the bedside table, wiped his tears briefly, continued to lie on Zhou Mo's lap, and reopened the topic.

"Aren't you and Han Shen going well?"

"It didn't go well either."

"You are childhood sweethearts, your first love, you know each other well, and it shouldn't be difficult to get along."

Zhou Mo shook his head, "He wants to know what kind of relationship I need, and we won't break up in the first place." ”

Shen Pan was curious, his tears hadn't dried yet, and he looked up at Zhou Mo, "So why did you dump him in the first place?" ”

"He wants to leave Dongjiang, I want to stay in Dongjiang, a different place, there can be no future."

"It's too absolute, it's not impossible to overcome the different places, aren't you all in the Dongjiang River again now?"

Zhou Mo was speechless.

"Being away from home is certainly not the most fundamental reason for your breakup." Shen Pan said.

"That's the most fundamental reason," Ms. Zhou said.

If so, it means that you still don't love each other enough. It's not yin and yang, no matter how different it is, there is also an opportunity to meet, as long as there is a heart, there will always be a solution. ”

"What if one party doesn't have the heart?" Zhou Mo asked rhetorically.

Shen Pan got up, "I'll just say, there must be other reasons, you said 'one party has no heart', you mean Han Shen, right?" ”

Zhou Mo turned his head, "I don't know." ”

"You don't have to hide it," Shen Pan lowered his head, "I understand this feeling, because that's how I feel now...... Honest fear, gain and loss. ”

"Yes, this feeling is very bad," Zhou Mo is greedy for the sweetness of being in love, but he also hates the trembling when he doesn't have the other party, "I want to have a good relationship, but I don't want to lose myself because of a relationship." ”

"Love is like this, no one is not wronged," Shen Pan was a little discouraged, "I sometimes feel that I am very hypocritical like this, and I am afraid of being called hypocritical." ”

"What's there, no one wants to be hypocritical, but if you really want to suffer yourself, I'm afraid I'll only cry louder secretly."

The more Zhou Mo said, the more Shen Pan felt empathy.

She raised her eyes to look at Zhou Mo's expression, and she didn't seem to have any energy, "You and Han Shen also had an awkward quarrel?" ”

Zhou Mo was quite calm, "Isn't it normal to be awkward?" Who doesn't have a temper and no emotions? ”

Shen Pan: "Which thunder point did he step on you again?" ”

Zhou Mo looked at Shen Pan again and said seriously: "Sure enough, you know me best." Shen Pan, if you are a man, I will definitely find you to be your boyfriend. ”

Shen Pan immediately retreated and looked at Zhou Mo vigilantly: "I'm a straight daughter." ”

Zhou Mo glared at her: "Can't you bend it once in a while?" ”

Shen Pan crossed his arms and made a cross: "Da Mai." ”

Zhou Mo looked at her, "Bai took care of you." ”

Shen Pan: "I still have Lu Zhishu, we can't cheat, right?" ”

Zhou Mo: "Do you think of him again now?" Didn't you cry before before the pear blossoms brought rain? ”

Shen Pan sighed, "What can I do?" I just like him. ”

Zhou Mo: "I just like him, I can't forgive him so quickly." There is not so much empathy between people, especially men, who are not emotional animals. Career, money, power, and more things are more important than feelings, and feelings are just the spice of their lives, the icing on the cake. ”

Shen Pan looked at Zhou Mo in a daze: "You're right, you're so right." Lu Zhishu is that he regards work too seriously. I sometimes think that if he is in a relationship with his job, why should he look for me. Looking back, work could not solve his physical needs. Thinking about it like this, I feel like I'm selling, or the kind of white piao, it's not worth it. ”

Zhou Mo: "So, before the relationship is unstable, don't hand yourself over too early." ”

Shen Panhu looked at her suspiciously: "So, you and Han Shen have both received certificates, or are you just a nominal couple?" ”

Zhou Mo: "...... Why do you mention this all of a sudden? ”

Shen Pan: "You said it yourself, your relationship is not stable, and you can't hand yourself over in advance." ”

Zhou Mo: "......"

Shen Pan: "It's good that you are so cautious, unlike me, you plunge into it headlong, and the gains outweigh the losses." ”

Zhou Mo: "Have you ever thought about leaving or taking the path you want to take?" ”

Shen Pan: "What road?" ”

Zhou Mo: "Find a stable job and move closer to work." ”

Shen Pan bit his lip, "What about Lu Zhishu?" ”

Zhou Mo: "He has hands and feet, and he can't live without you." If he really cares about you, he will think about the practical issues that matter to you for you, not turn a blind eye. ”

Shen Pan hesitated.

"Shen Pan, you used to be determined to make a fortune, we all said well, making money is the first, and the others are second. Are you willing to get two thousand dollars a month like this? ”

"Of course not."

"I take the liberty of asking, Miss Shen Pan, how much money will your Mr. Lu give you every month?"

Shen Pan said timidly: "He paid the rent, why am I embarrassed to ask for his money?" ”

Zhou Mo: "What is the meaning of your stay here?" ”

"Clean up the house, clean the house, I want to make the house a little more cozy, he will feel at home when he comes back."

"Thinking too much."

"Huh?" Shen Pan was puzzled.

"Dongjiang is not where Lu Zhishu grew up, this place will always be a foreign land for him. The house is not rented and bought, and it is impossible to feel at home. ”

Shen Pan's heart was poured with a basin of cold water, and all illusions and passions were extinguished.

"No matter how well you clean up here, his company is so busy that he doesn't even have time to come back, who are you doing so hard?"

Shen Pan was discouraged, "Then what should I do?" He is a person who wants to fight for his career and become a big boss, so I want to be a little transparent, make my own money and spend it myself, and make myself comfortable. ”

"I think the same as you, so I don't really want to find someone who is too ambitious," Zhou Mo looked at Shen Pan, "As for your situation, the problem is not unsolvable." ”

"What's the solution?"

"Be yourself."

"How do you do it?"

"You can do what you want to do yourself," Zhou Mo asked, "What do you want to do most now?" ”

Shen Pan thought for a while, "Get better soon." ”

"And after that?"

"Earn money."

"Then recuperate first, and then earn money."

Zhou Mo pulled the quilt open, Shen Pan lay in, and she covered Shen Pan.

"Do you have a job search app on your phone?"

"Yes."

"Find a job now."