Zhong Yue:

Forgive me for saying goodbye, I know that I shouldn't have left without saying a word, but, in the face of you, I can't say goodbye. After thinking about it thousands of times, I decided to leave you. Zhong Yue, I'm sorry, I'm not as strong as I thought I was, and in the face of the world, I chose to escape.

I'm gone, and this time, won't be in your life again. I know I owe you a reason, but I can only owe it, because now I understand that there are some things that cannot be paid off. If you have to name a reason, that is, you are a giant standing on the shoulders of giants, although the starting point is high, but there is only a distance of one shoulder under your feet; And I, a grass seed floating in the air, was accidentally blown to your side by the wind, but I can't take root in you, the reason is simple, weeds can't grow on the giant's body.

Zhong Yue, you once said that there are many people in this world who cannot choose their own lives, and you are like this, and I am the same. At least, we had the best days of time, and even though it was too short, I would have put it in a sealed bottle and treasure it forever.

Goodbye, Zhong Yue. Don't look for me anymore, wherever I'm blown by the wind, I'll find my own dirt. It's just, very, very sorry, for the trouble I have brought you, for the responsibility left to you, for everything, I'm sorry, Zhong Yue. Please cherish yourself!

Tong En left a pen

Zhong Yue, I'm sorry......

In the study of Nuoda, a faint voice echoed in the empty room, Zhong Yue's body sank into the wide revolving chair, and his eyes finally closed tiredly at three o'clock in the morning after staring at the computer for a day and a night. A light figure floated up to him, slowly bent down, slender fingertips gently touched his brow, looked at him reluctantly, and whispered: "Zhong Yue, I'm sorry"

Zhong Yue's knuckles trembled slightly nervously, he didn't dare to open his eyes, for fear of startling away the shadows around him.

Zhong Yue, I'm sorry......

There was a low murmuring sound in his ears, Zhong Yue couldn't hold back any longer, reached out and grabbed the slender finger on his brow, opened his eyes to look at the beautiful eyes leaning in front of his face, "Tell me, why did you leave me?" ”

A faint sigh: "I have already written it all in the letter." ”

"I don't understand, I don't understand. Tong En, you tell me in person why you left me. ”

Shaking his head slightly, "I said, you're a giant, I'm a weed." ”

"What giants, what weeds, no, it's not a reason, I want to know the real reason."

"If that's not enough, I owe you more. I'm sorry, Zhong Yue......"

"Don't say I'm sorry, tell me Tong En, tell me, what do you want me to do? What can I do to keep me from leaving? ”

Beautiful eyes rippled slightly, "Zhong Yue, you are not just yourself, the road under your feet is too steep, you can't stretch in the wrong direction." I'm gone, don't look for me again, cherish yourself. ”

The fingers in the palm of his hand were gradually withdrawn, and Zhong Yue grabbed it tightly, "Don't go Tong En, don't go, I love you, I need you, because of you, I have sunshine in my life, don't take the sunshine away, I'm not a giant, I'm just an ordinary person, I'm also afraid of the dark." Tong En, you promised to be with me forever, don't go, don't go, don't go Tong En, Tong En......"

A shout woke Zhong Yue up, his heart was pounding, one hand was clenched tightly, and in a trance, he could still feel the delicate fingertips slowly slipping from his hand, and a weak voice still echoed in his ears: "Zhong Yue, I'm sorry ......"

There was a huge pain in his chest, and the intense pain distorted and deformed the face that had never been shocked. He struggled in great pain for a long time in the same posture as he had first woken, slowly opening his eyes and turning his gaze to the flickering computer screen, on which Tong En's letter was still silently and silently looking at him, and every word had been memorized in his mind.

Why, when I was already used to the darkness, brought the sunshine to me. I took it away again when I had just enjoyed the warmth of the sun. Tong En, you are too cruel.

…………

Zhong Yuhao sat quietly at the dining table and ate the breakfast that Aunt Chen put in front of him, and even picked up and put down the milk cup as much as possible without making too much noise, no one asked him to do this, but he saw that Aunt Chen was very careful not to make a sound even when walking, and thought it was very funny, so he also learned to be light and cautious like an adult. But after all, he couldn't bear it for too long, and after holding on for a while, he finally couldn't help but lower his voice and asked Aunt Chen: "Aunt Chen, isn't Dad going to work today?" ”

Sister Chen was hesitating to go to the study to ask Young Master Sun for breakfast at this time, and when she heard Yu Hao ask, she made up her mind, and turned back to Yu Hao and said, "Eat first, I'll call my father to come and eat with you." ”

"Hmm." Yu Hao nodded happily.

Sister Chen cautiously walked to the door of the study and listened to the movement inside, but there was still no sound at all. It's been three whole days, Zhong Yue stayed in the study and didn't take a step, and he ate something for the first two days, since yesterday, it's been a day and a night, and he hasn't eaten anything at all, and the door has been locked from the inside. She listened to it outside the door several times in a row, but there was no movement inside, like no one, if it wasn't for the driver Lao Wang to stop her, she would have called the police in a hurry.

She stood outside the door and hesitated for a while, and finally made up her mind, if she couldn't open the door again, she would call Lin Yinan, and if she didn't work, she would call the police, anyway, she couldn't wait so ignorantly. She raised her hand and resolutely knocked on the door twice, but there was no response, she gritted her teeth, raised her hand and knocked it down, "bang", followed by a voice behind her: "Sister Chen, are you looking for me?" She turned around with a frightened "ah" and saw Zhong Yue, who was neatly dressed, standing at the top of the stairs looking at her.

She stood there for a long time, not realizing what was going on. When it came to Zhong Yue, he said as if nothing had happened to him as he walked towards the restaurant: "You tell Lao Wang, today I will send Yuhao to the kindergarten and let him eat slowly, don't worry." ”

"Oh, good." Sister Chen mechanically agreed, trotted to Lao Wang, and trotted back to the restaurant, and when she entered the door, Zhong Yue was sitting opposite Yu Hao and reading the newspaper while eating breakfast, occasionally raising her head and gently urging Yu Hao to eat quickly. Dressed in a suit and with a cleanly shaved face, Zhong Yue looked no different from before, but from his sharpened jaw and the blue marks on the bottom of his eyes, he could still see how painful the past three days had been for him.

"Have you finished eating? Let's go when you're done. ”

Zhong Yue stood up and walked towards the living room and called Yu Hao. Yu Hao jumped off the chair happily because his father was going to send him to kindergarten, and ran to the living room with a jump, and asked loudly while putting on his shoes: "Dad, I called Aunt Tong En twice and didn't find her, why doesn't she turn on her mobile phone?" ”

Zhong Yue's footsteps slammed suddenly, and his body shook obviously, but he only paused for a moment and walked quickly to the entrance, changing his shoes and saying calmly: "But the phone is out of battery, right?" ”

"Then remember to tell her to charge her phone today, I still have something to tell her."

"Okay." Zhong Yue agreed expressionlessly, reached out to take the briefcase handed over by Sister Chen, turned around and walked out.

"Quick, keep up."

Sister Chen hurriedly put the schoolbag on Yuhao's back, and watched him overtake Zhong Yue like a gust of wind and run towards the car parked in the yard.