Late at night, Lin Yinan hurriedly walked into the ninth bar tonight, under the dim light, he saw at a glance the anxious figure in the corner that made him find, and the hanging heart finally fell back to its original position, Zhong Yue didn't turn on his mobile phone all night, plus his crazy speed at the time, Lin Yinan was really worried that something would happen to him.

He did not rush over, but stood at the door and watched him from afar.

Zhong Yue sat alone in the dark shadow in the corner of the bar, with an empty wine bottle on the table in front of him, he smoked silently, and from time to time he picked up the wine glass in front of him to drink. Because he had his back to the door, Lin Yinan couldn't see his expression, and only felt that there was an indescribable depression and loneliness in that back.

There were very few people in the bar, the dim neon lights changed colors silently, and a song by an unknown female singer was playing on the invisible speakers, and the song was low and graceful in the bar, as if it was pouring out in everyone's ears, and it seemed to flow out of everyone's heart.

Hey: I really miss you

Now it's raining outside the window again

My eyes are dry and I feel like crying

I don't know where exactly you are right now

Hey: I really miss you

Too much emotion without proper expression

What I want to say most (shall) where to start

Are you thinking about you as much as I do?

If there is no past, there is no past

I won't be sad

But there is still love for you if there is

If it weren't for you, where would I be

What's the pity?

Anyway, it's too late, anyway, there's no self

Hey: I really miss you

I don't know where exactly you are right now

The singing was like endless tears, singing back repeatedly, Lin Yinan felt depressed in his heart, he walked to the bar and patted the bartender who was lying on the counter in a daze, "Dude, can you change the tune?" Listen to a song for a long time, and you're not afraid of calluses in your ears? ”

The bartender grinned, and said with a sad look in his eyes: "I've been listening to it all night, and now I even have the heart to commit suicide." ”

"Why don't you change it?"

The bartender shook his head helplessly, "Don't let me change, that guest over there bought out tonight, I really regret why I chose this song?" When the gentleman heard this, he wouldn't let him change. You are the first guest who has an opinion, I will discuss with him and discuss that we can change the song? ”

"No need."

Lin Yinan waved his hand and walked towards Zhong Yue with a complicated mood.

Zhong Yue raised his eyes and looked at Lin Yinan, who was sitting opposite him, and said with an indifferent expression, "Why are you here?" "The voice was low but clear, and there was no sign of drunkenness.

Lin Yinan knew that Zhong Yue's alcohol was very good, but he still couldn't believe it when he looked at the empty wine bottles on the table. He felt that Zhong Yue in front of him looked a little strange, Lin Yinan met Zhong Yue when he was two years older than Yu Hao, Brother Zhong in his memory has always been kind and gentle, no matter how big things are, his face does not change, and he is calm and relaxed. But tonight, the indifference and emptiness in his eyes made Lin Yinan feel like another person.

He didn't answer, just looked at Zhong Yue silently, he didn't know what to say. Growing up, Zhong Yue was like a monument, he admired him and worshipped him, but he didn't know him very well. He looked at this man who was once his brother-in-law, sad and painful for another woman, and he couldn't even tell what it was like in his heart.

Zhong Yue didn't seem to care whether he answered or not, and continued to smoke and drink silently. Zhong Yue felt that his heart was empty, all the thoughts and sorrows in it were pumped out with the low singing, this kind of emptiness felt good, he didn't want to put anything in it, just like now, empty, neither could hear the sound of Yin Yin's blood, nor could he hear the heartbeat that symbolized life, it was good, it was really good.

The two of them sat silently, and Zhong Yue kept drinking, as if he didn't realize that there was a person sitting opposite. It wasn't until Lin Yinan felt that he was really going to become a fossil if he sat down any longer, so he reached out and took the wine glass on the table and said, "Brother Zhong, it's too late, let's go home?" ”

Zhong Yue didn't insist, paused for a moment, stretched out his hand to extinguish the cigarette in his hand, got up and walked out.

Lin Yinan drove the car carefully, and Zhong Yue beside him leaned on the back of the chair like a stone sculpture, still silent.

Lin Yinan was completely confused tonight, he no longer knew which one was the real Zhong Yue, the previous Zhong Yue or tonight's Zhong Yue, this kind of Zhong Yue made him too strange. He couldn't figure out whether Zhong Yue was drunk or not, seeing that he walked out of the bar and got into the car directly and sat in the passenger seat, he didn't seem to be drunk, judging from the empty bottle, it was almost impossible not to get drunk. He wasn't going to figure it out anymore, he just wanted to send Zhong Yue home quickly and safely.

Thinking of the situation at home, Lin Yinan had an even more headache. Today is Yuhao's birthday, and the family has already prepared a birthday dinner, so they waited for Zhong Yue and Lin Yinan to start celebrating Yuhao's birthday as soon as they went back, but they only waited for one Lin Yinan. Needless to say, Yuhao's disappointment, seeing Uncle Qiang, who came from his hometown every year to celebrate Yuhao's birthday, Lin Yinan really didn't know what to say, so he had to panic and say that Zhong Yue couldn't get out of the body temporarily and would come back later. waited until nine o'clock, Zhong Yue didn't come back, and the mobile phone was turned off all the time, seeing Uncle Qiang becoming more and more restless, Lin Yinan persuaded them to eat first and ran out to find Zhong Yue by himself.

Lin Yinan parked the car smoothly in the courtyard of the Zhong family's old house, and only the living room on the first floor of the building at night was still lit. Lin Yinan turned his head to look at Zhong Yue, wanting to open his mouth to remind him, but saw that Zhong Yue had opened his eyes and pushed open the car door.

Zhong Yue didn't feel drunk when he was in the bar, he always drank a lot, he sat in the bar alone and drank slowly, and he drank red wine, the strength of the wine was slow, although he drank a lot, he was not too drunk. But as soon as he got out of the door of the bar, the night breeze blew, coupled with the shaking of the car, the strength of the wine gradually came up, and when Lin Yinan parked the car in the yard, Zhong Yue already felt that the building in front of him was shaking slightly, he blinked, and then he saw the door of the building clearly. He waved his arm, broke free of Lin Yinan's support, walked to the door with fluttering steps, and was just about to reach out to pull the door, when the door opened, and a slightly old face appeared inside the door.

Zhong Yue looked at it fixedly, and smiled: "Uncle Qiang, why did you come suddenly?" Don't call me so I can send a car to pick you up. ”

Uncle Qiang looked at Lin Yinan behind Zhong Yue, and Lin Yinan shrugged helplessly. The old man sighed and stretched out his hand to hug Zhong Yue, but Zhong Yue's body flashed back and dodged his hand.

Zhong Yue staggered to the living room, turned to look at the two people behind him and Sister Chen, who was full of worry, and said with a frown, "What are you always looking at me for?" I just went for some drinks, and I wasn't drunk. Sister Chen, clean up the room for Uncle Qiang, and let the old man rest early. With that, he turned around and walked towards the study.

"Young Master Sun." Uncle Qiang blurted out.

Zhong Yue stopped, turned around abruptly, and made everything in front of him shake.

"Have you forgotten what day it is?" Uncle Qiang asked in a restrained voice.

Zhong Yue slowly turned around and looked at Uncle Qiang with empty eyes, "Yes, I forgot, you tell me, what day is today?" ”

"Today is Yuhao's birthday, when the lord was alive, he told me that as long as I am alive, every year when Yuhao celebrates his birthday, I will come for him to celebrate Yuhao's birthday, such an important day, how can you forget?" The old man's voice trembled a little.

"So, you came to celebrate Yuhao's birthday for your grandfather today. Yuhao, is he very happy? Grandpa comes to celebrate his birthday every year, he should be happy, right? I'm ashamed, today is my son's birthday, but I forgot, I'm ashamed of my son, I'm ashamed of him. I am also ashamed of my grandfather, I have failed his old man's teachings. That's what you want to say to me, right? Uncle Qiang, do you want to say that I forgot the most important day of the Zhong family for the sake of a woman, and if my grandfather is alive, it will be very sad, right? Zhong Yue's voice grew higher and higher, and finally he burst out laughing.

"Young Master Sun, what's wrong with you? You've never been like this? Uncle Qiang opened his mouth wide in horror.

Zhong Yue stopped laughing, looking at Uncle Qiang's surprised face in front of him, gradually, this face turned into his grandfather's wrinkled face, he chuckled and said, "I'm sorry, grandpa, I'm sorry, I disappointed you." But I can't control myself today, tonight, just tonight, let me be myself, just tonight, tonight, don't control my thoughts, don't tell me what I should do. As he spoke, he stepped back until he reached the door of the study, turned and pushed the door in, and the thick door slammed shut behind him.

Uncle Qiang looked at the door where Zhong Yue disappeared in a daze, and the pain in Zhong Yue's laughter surprised and hurt him.

"Uncle Qiang, Brother Zhong, he drank a little too much today, don't care. You're tired from the trip, so why don't you rest early? Lin Yinan was also shocked by Zhong Yue's abnormal behavior that he had never seen today, and he persuaded Uncle Qiang with a dizzy mind, and he couldn't wait to fall into bed.

"Yes, you better rest early, in case you are tired and your body is broken, Young Master Sun should blame us for not taking care of you." Sister Chen was also playing a round on the side, no matter what, Zhong Yue came back safely, and she was relieved.

"Okay, I'll go and rest, you guys should rest quickly." Uncle Qiang agreed, he knew that they were afraid that he would care about Zhong Yue's attitude just now. In fact, they knew there, how could he care about Zhong Yue's attitude? Zhong Yue, a child, grew up under his nose, he has been sensible and well-behaved since he was a child, sometimes sensible people are distressed, and he is even more diligent and self-disciplined when he grows up. But just now, Uncle Qiang suddenly realized that even when the master was alive, he rarely thought of Zhong Yue if he was happy? There are too many responsibilities and burdens waiting for him to carry, and I can't wait to mold him into a powerful superman in one morning, and all of them ignore his mood and his needs. He is living in a very painful life now, this should not be what the master wants to see, right?