Why was it that I was not afraid of having nothing before, but now I am afraid?

A torture that hits the soul.

Yes, it was so difficult before, why was he not afraid of anything, but now he is so scared.

Lu Zhishu let go of Shen Pan's hand and turned around to lie on the hospital bed.

He was still on a drip on one hand, Shen Pan was afraid that his movement would be too large and the needle would come out, so he took a careful look and found that it was okay, she looked at Lu Zhishu again.

At this moment, he has his other hand, the back of which covers his eyes, and the upper half of his face is completely invisible.

"I don't understand," Lu Zhishu said, "Maybe this is the closest I've come to success, and I don't want to be knocked down at this kind of critical moment." ”

"Will you be defeated?" Shen Pan asked.

"It's hard to say," Lu Zhishu still covered his eyes.

"You have never been such a person who gives up so easily," Shen Pan said: "How many times, no matter how difficult the customer, you have gnawed down, how come you have reached such a critical juncture, but you are not confident?" ”

"It's not that I'm not confident, it's that I'm powerless," Lu Zhishu let out a long sigh.

Shen Pan leaned over and took his hand off his eyes.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

Shen Pan sat on the edge of the bed, "Do your best, know the destiny of heaven." Even if the end result is to sit still, at least you have to sit up, don't you? I know, tonight, you will definitely not be able to sleep, it doesn't matter, I will accompany you. Tomorrow morning, whether you get up early to find Liang Dongyan or go to the company, you can do it. It's better to get yourself moving than to lie here and be uneasy. ”

Lu Zhishu looked at Shen Pan and was very engrossed.

She is well-behaved, sensible and understanding, and always gives him the deepest comfort.

"Shen Pan, will you always be with me?"

Shen Pan was stunned for a moment, "Why do you say this?" She looked away, not knowing where to go.

"You said you'd be with me tonight."

"Yes tonight, you're hospitalized, there's no way I'm going to leave you here alone."

Lu Zhishu was speechless, raised his hand and held Shen Pan's hand again.

Shen Pan was held by him a little painfully, and she tried to pull it out, but failed.

"Uh...... Lu Zhishu," Shen Pan pointed to his holding hand, "We've already broken up, so you still don't want to be like this, it's not appropriate." And, it hurts. ”

Lu Zhishu didn't let go, "Haven't you been waiting for me to reply?" ”

Shen Pan was stunned, "Zhou Mo told you?" ”

Lu Zhishu turned his head and didn't dare to look at Shen Pan.

"You don't have to hide, she told me, you called her, she thought you came to me," Shen Pan looked at Lu Zhishu's familiar handsome face, and looked lonely: "But you didn't." ”

"I went."

Shen Pan raised his eyes, full of surprise.

"I'm looking for you," Lu Zhishu said, "I waited downstairs for a while, and I wanted to knock on the door, but ...... Kan Tong knew that Bo Jian had an accident, and she said that there was a way to help me solve it, so she ......"

"So you're looking for her."

"Hmm."

Shen Pan's heart was a little cold, but he couldn't blame anything.

Compared to Bojan, she was always so insignificant.

Although she didn't want to compare either, the jealousy factor that was crazy in her heart couldn't be suppressed at all.

"Do you like Kan Tong?" Shen Pan asked.

Lu Zhishu was stunned, he didn't expect Shen Pan to ask such a question.

"I don't like it." He replied.

Shen Pan nodded, "So dating her and eating with her just because she can help you solve Bo Jian's troubles?" ”

Lu Zhishu didn't feel that there was anything wrong with him contacting Kan Tong, his reason was very simple, everything was for Bo Jian.

But after being said so bluntly and nakedly by Shen Pan, he felt embarrassed.

"I think I've done a good job, and at the right time, I broke up," Shen Pan lowered his head, "Think about it, if you are not single now, if you are in contact with Kan Tong, do you still feel guilty because of betraying me?" How good it is now, you are single, she is also single, whether you two have a one-night relationship, a relationship, an unmarried man and a woman are unmarried, there is no need to have a burden at all. ”

"Shen Pan ......"

Obviously, Shen Pan's tone was very calm, and his words were very logical, but when he entered Lu Zhishu's ears, it was like a thorn, how to listen to it, how it hurt.

"Am I not doing the right analysis?" Shen Pan smiled, "We have known each other for so long, although the object has not been talking for a few months, but we are familiar with each other." I know what you care about, I can't fight, choose to quit with dignity, and everyone will fulfill each other. ”

The words were very calm, but Shen Pan could feel that his heart was not as calm as he had shown.

If she refused, she didn't say a word, and she and Lu Zhishu were even further apart.

"Fight? Fight for what? Lu Zhishu was puzzled.

"Compete with your career, your ambitions," Shen Pan said: "In the past, you were still in the initial stage of entrepreneurship, the scale of the company was not large, it can be said that you started from scratch, even if I am a waste, I can help you some." At least as you write on the A4 paper, be a company watcher. Bo Jian is getting bigger and better now, my value is not reflected, I choose to quit and make way for more capable people. I've also thought about stepping back behind you and silently supporting you, but ...... I found that I was too lonely, I didn't need a man with great ability and ambition, I just wanted to find a husband who could accompany me and keep me from being lonely. Do you understand that? ”

"Can't you just wait for me?" Lu Zhishu suddenly became excited, "When Bo Jian's financing is over, we will buy a house and then get married." ”

Shen Pan looked at him, the smile in his eyes was disappointed and helpless.

"I know what kind of person you are, and there will be two or three rounds after one round of financing...... You don't just want to stop at the angel wheel, you just want to pursue the ultimate success, just like ......" Shen Pan thought for a while and said: "A friend recommended me to watch the story of a person named Qi Yilin. I think you are very similar to him, you are also brainy, ambitious, and want to grasp everything, career, and love. But not everyone's purpose of existence revolves around people like you. We are now pursuing differences, people on two tracks, and there can be no future. ”

She wants a plain and real marriage, Lu Zhishu just wants to appease her and allow her an ethereal and dispensable marriage.

There is an essential difference between the two.

Lu Zhishu also discovered for the first time that Shen Pan was so eloquent, and her arguments made him powerless to refute.

Because that's what she said.

There was no way he could give up on Bojan.

Buying a house or getting married is just a stopgap measure.

"Can you give me your answer now? What is your opinion on the breakup I proposed? Shen Pan asked patiently.

Lu Zhishu lowered his eyes and nodded slightly.

"Can you not delete the contact information?" Lu Zhishu suddenly said: "If you need my help in the future, just look for me." ”

Shen Pan smiled, "Okay." We can also break up peacefully, we can't be lovers, but we can still be friends. ”