"I've been wondering if this incident wouldn't have happened if I hadn't gone to the east gate but to the west gate that day, and the boy wouldn't have been charged with being a 'murderer'."

"Don't think like that," Shen Pan firmly hugged Lu Zhishu's waist, "It's not you who are at fault, it's the people who didn't solve the problem before the incident worsened, including the people who bullied you, the school, the teachers, and the parents...... No matter how capable you are, you were just a child at the time, and it was impossible to solve such a complex contradiction on your own. ”

"Yes, but everyone is blaming me......" The wound in Lu Zhishu's heart was lifted again, and he found that what he had forgotten was still so painful.

"Because they are adults and have a say in society, you are just a child, and if you push all the problems on you, you will not resist, or your resistance will not have any effect on them, and they can continue their lives with more peace of mind."

"That's right," Lu Zhishu said: "That period was probably the bleakest time in my whole life, when I was in junior high school, and my parents said since I was a child that I must enter civil aviation in the future and inherit the family's career, but after this incident, I couldn't even go to school normally." My parents felt that I should not be able to be their successor. So I have been focusing on training my own brother, and they were afraid that he would experience the same thing as me, so they sent him to a school abroad. ”

Lu Zhishu chuckled, seemingly with disdain, "They shouldn't have thought that sending Lu Zhinan abroad was such a stupid decision." They think that the school bullying they encounter at home will not be encountered abroad, heh, ridiculous. Lu Zhinan pulled out the person's hair and sewed the wig on the man's scalp, he should have been imprisoned, but my parents felt that foreign affairs would not have any impact in China, and later spent money to settle it. Lu Zhinan was not punished in any way, and they didn't even say anything like 'causing trouble'. Because Lu Zhinan was their last straw, they had to take care of him. ”

Shen Pan never expected that Lu Zhishu's younger brother, who had always hated pain, would be such a cruel person.

"No wonder you and your brother can't get along at all," Shen Pan remembered that he had been in the imperial capital before, accompanied Lu Zhishu back to his house, and met Lu Zhinan a few times.

To be honest, if it weren't for Lu Zhishu saying what Lu Zhinan did, Shen Pan really couldn't imagine that Lu Zhinan would be so ruthless and inhumane.

Lu Zhinan greeted everyone with a smile when he met, as the saying goes, don't hit a smiling person, Shen Pan saw Lu Zhinan for the first time, and he really didn't hate him.

It's just that Lu Zhishu always deliberately ignores Lu Zhinan, and doesn't even say a word to Lu Zhinan, Shen Panjue Lu Zhishu's attitude is worth pondering.

"And then? How did you get out? Shen Pan asked.

"When I wasn't in school, I locked myself up, but I was always lying alone, and it didn't help, so I learned programming, math, read a lot of books, and taught myself all the courses. I have to say that reading books is really useful, and many questions that I can't figure out can be answered more or less in books. ”

"You really walked out of that dark moment completely on your own," Shen Pan admired Lu Zhishu even more.

I can't complain about Lu Zhishu's troubles, his mentality is always very good, not slow, unlike her, when she encounters something difficult, she will feel that the sky is about to fall.

"I used to beg for the love of my parents, hoping to get support and strength from them, but later I found out that even though I was 'terminally ill', they didn't do anything to me, and they only thought about how to maintain the family business, as if the children were the tools they used to pass on the lineage, whether it was me or Lu Zhinan, it was the same."

"So they don't love you, and you don't love them anymore?"

"Maybe they don't love me, it's just that they love me too utilitarianly, treat me as a business, and pay for me, so they naturally expect me to bring them profits, if they can't make a profit, there is naturally no need to have too much emotional investment in me."

Shen Pan thought for a moment, "To some extent, we seem to have experienced something similar. ”

The difference is probably that Lu Zhishu's parents are biological parents, while her parents are adoptive parents.

"Didn't you later serve as the general manager of BJA? Your parents are still not satisfied with your grades? Shen Pan asked.

"That's what makes them terrible," Lu Zhishu said, "I came out of the shadows on my own, was admitted to university on my own, and fought all the way to the position of general manager of Beijing Airlines after graduation. In addition, during that time, Lu Zhinan always caused trouble abroad, my parents dealt with a lot of messes for him, and the balance of their love tilted a lot towards me, but I have long been indifferent to them. Maybe they can't stand this feeling of a hot face sticking to a cold ass, they prefer Lu Zhinan's ability to speak and make them happy. ”

"They...... It's like gambling," Shen Pan said, "like a bet, jumping back and forth between you and your brother." ”

Don't treat children as children, but as bets, and the pressure is which child can become a talent.

"More than that," Lu Zhishu said: "People will become, when they were in the prime of life in the past, they only thought about making the family business bigger and stronger, and then finding a successor." Now that I am getting older, I want to live a happy and harmonious family life, and I begin to pray for the warmth of my family. I can't give them what they want, they can only put their emotional sustenance on Lu Zhinan. Otherwise, he wouldn't have helped Lu Zhinan clean up such a big disaster that broke out in Beijing Airlines, it was a human life. ”

Shen Pan hugged Lu Zhishu.

The fact that he has been able to remain gentle and polite now shows that he has done his best.

Such a brave boy needs to be cherished.

The years kissed me with pain, but I reciprocated with a song, which is probably the best explanation to describe Lu Zhishu.

"The worker who died in an accident...... Did it remind you of your former classmate, so you resigned? Shen Pan thought, the death of the worker is not another tragedy of "I don't kill Boren, but Boren died because of me"? After all, Lu Zhinan was arranged by Lu Zhishu into the company.

Lu Zhishu has been depressed for a long time because of that friend, and this worker ...... It's no wonder that he left the imperial capital and left that home.

"There is a saying that 'if you can't kill me, you will eventually make me strong', I survived before, and now I can, I didn't leave to escape, I just wanted to start over," Lu Zhishu hugged Shen Pan fiercely: "Can you always accompany me?" You're the only one left with me now. ”

"Of course," Shen Pan said, "Don't forget, I have accompanied you in the past few years, and I will definitely accompany you in the future." ”