"The first thing you have to do now is to relax your mind," Dr. Lu said: "Now that the medical means are up, if it really doesn't work, there are assisted reproductive technologies that can be considered, and IVF can also be done." ”

IVF ......

It is indeed a final retreat.

"But ......"

She wanted to say something, but shook her head again, "Forget it, let's treat it first." ”

"I'll prescribe a prescription for you," Dr. Lu said, "You take the medicine first and try it." ”

"Well," Zhou Mo remembered something, and said, "Teacher Lu, I want to go to the pharmacy near my home to pick up medicine." ”

Dr. Lu: "No problem. ”

He wrote a prescription for Zhou Mo.

Zhou Mo took it and got up to thank him.

After leaving the hospital.

Obviously the sunny weather, Zhou Mo felt that his heart was full of dark clouds.

She couldn't figure out how she got this disease.

A little unconvinced, Zhou Mo took out her mobile phone and searched the Internet for literature related to early-onset ovarian insufficiency.

Zhou Mo himself is doing disease research.

She has dabbled in both epidemiological studies and molecular and pathway mechanism studies.

But the more I read the literature, the more upsetting it becomes.

This kind of gynecological disease related to endocrine and hormone is annoying and annoying to treat.

When I was in school, the substitute clinical teachers said that 95 percent or even 99 percent of clinical diseases are incurable.

There is only a limit to what doctors can do, and most of the time they are just relieving the symptoms.

Take the medicine prescribed by Dr. Lu, for example.

Zhou Mo has abnormal levels of several hormones, and those drugs are basically used to regulate hormone levels.

But the human hormone thing is very metaphysical.

The regulatory mechanism is complex, and the hormone level may return to normal after taking the drug for two days, and soon after stopping the drug, the hormone level will be abnormal again.

The ovaries are the most important sex hormone-producing organs in women, and their role is undoubted.

Some people say that when a woman begins to look old, it actually starts with the decline of ovarian function.

With the increase of age, the decline of ovarian function is inevitable, but Zhou Mo is now less than thirty, and the ovarian function is a precursor to decline......

Zhou Mo collected all the inspection reports and took a taxi to Century Jiayuan.

When you're sick, it's always a good idea to see a few more doctors.

What's more, Liang Xinyun is also an expert in gynecological diseases.

For some reason, when you are sick, people are always afraid to tell your family about the burden, and Zhou Mo is.

She didn't dare to tell her parents, but she didn't mind telling Liang Xinyun.

Zhou Mo knocked on the door.

Liang Xinyun opened the door with a look of surprise, "Momo, why did you come here suddenly?" ”

Zhou Mo had something unspeakable, so he reluctantly spoke, "Aunt Liang, I have something I want to ask you." ”

"What's wrong?" Liang Xinyun felt that Zhou Mo's face was wrong, and hurriedly said, "Come in and say." ”

Zhou Mo followed Liang Xinyun into the house, and Liang Xinyun went to the kitchen to pour tea, which was the three forts that Han Shen had brewed before.

She pushed the teacup in front of Zhou Mo, "Tell me, what's on your mind?" Did Han Shen make you angry again? You tell me, I'll train him. ”

"No, Auntie," Zhou Mo was embarrassed: "I...... I've got something wrong with my body, and I want you to take care of it for me. ”

"What's going on? What's wrong with the body? ”

Zhou Mo took out the slip of the inspection results from his bag, "Look." ”

Liang Xinyun hurriedly took it and read it quickly.

Zhou Mo explained: "I saw it from an old Chinese medicine doctor in the Chinese medicine hospital, and the diagnosis he gave was early-onset ovarian insufficiency, which I also checked, and it used to be called premature ovarian failure, and now it is believed that premature ovarian failure is the terminal stage of ovarian insufficiency." ”

"Most likely," Liang Xinyun said, "Your hormone levels are very bad." How many months have you been out of menopause? ”

"Didn't come last month, this month...... It hasn't come yet. ”

"It's been less than four months......," Liang Xinyun looked serious, "Did the doctor prescribe any medicine for you?" Let me see. ”

Zhou Mo showed Liang Xinyun the prescription prescribed by Dr. Lu.

"Almost, if it were me, I would also prescribe these, and I will accompany you to buy medicine in a while," Liang Xinyun put away the prescription and turned to look at Zhou Mo gently: "It's okay, this disease is just a little difficult, in fact, it has little impact on normal life." ”

"But it will affect fertility," Zhou Mo felt very uncomfortable: "I didn't think I would have to be a Dink." I don't want children because I hate them or for other reasons, I just don't want to interfere with my studies. But if you really can't get pregnant......"

She's probably going to be so sad that she wants to cry.

Having fertility and not wanting to have children and not having fertility are two completely different concepts.

You have a choice in the former, and you have a choice in the latter...... You don't have a choice.

"Don't be so pessimistic," Liang Xinyun patted Zhou Mo's back, "How long have you been married to Han Shen, and the days are long, besides, your disease is not too serious, and if you are actively treated, you don't have to be able to get pregnant." ”

Zhou Mo shook his head, "Aunt Liang, don't comfort me, I've already read the literature, this disease ...... Even if you can get pregnant, you are very likely to have a miscarriage. ”

Liang Xinyun comforted: "Seeing a doctor is not a disease, but a mentality." Most of the diseases are not good, you are still young, and you suddenly get this disease, you feel uncomfortable, it is normal. Although I am an experienced gynaecologist, I can't guarantee that your illness will be cured, but you must understand that whether you are sick or not, the love and care of the people around you will not decrease, and so will I, and even more. Thinking about the worst result, isn't it that you can't have children, then you can concentrate on your school, engage in your career, and have no children and no worries, isn't it good? I have raised a son for more than 30 years, and I don't think that having a child can be easy, but on the contrary, the burden on my body is heavier. ”

"If I had to choose again, I wouldn't necessarily choose to give birth to Han Shen," Liang Xinyun said earnestly: "There are some things that you haven't experienced, and you always feel that it's the best, and when you experience it, you feel like it's another hell." Not to mention that Han Shen was brought up by me alone, his father was not involved much in the whole process, that is, the relationship between the couple was very good, and his father also performed very well, as a man, he could never understand the suffering of women in marriage and raising children. Smooth delivery will be cut sideways, caesarean section will be stabbed on the stomach, no milk will be promoted, too much milk will swell the milk, nothing does not hurt. The child feeds every three hours and has to get up two or three times in the middle of the night, who can rest well? ”

Zhou Mo was silent.

She has never experienced the pain of childbirth and breastfeeding, and naturally she can't understand the hardships involved.

But after listening to Liang Xinyun finish talking about this series of things, Zhou Mo, a person who had not given birth to children, felt that some parts of his body began to hurt.

"You can't be too greedy, can you?" Liang Xinyun said: "Don't always think that what you can't get is the best, in fact, what God arranges is the best, let it be fate." I'm not a rigid person, I can hold my grandson if I have it, and it doesn't matter if I don't have it. ”