Chapter 698: Back to the Imperial Capital 34
"And you...... Since you chose to give up and the other party also accepted the Han family's money, I don't think you love each other enough, what you love most is just yourself. ”
After Ai Zhiyin finished speaking, he felt that his words were too accusatory, so he quickly apologized, "I'm sorry, my words are too much, I don't mean to accuse you." ”
However, Han Ji, who was in deep thought, suddenly suddenly realized, "No, you are not wrong. On the contrary, you are so right. ”
"Huh?"
Han Ji sat up suddenly, looked at Ai Zhiyin seriously, and said, "In the past, I was very disdainful of other people's words such as love or not when they opened their mouths, how can there be so much love and love in this world. Some are just interests, and those so-called feelings and love are simply vulnerable in the face of money and interests. But seeing Han Shen like this, I began to wonder if there was something wrong with my cognition, or if the world was playing me. ”
His younger brother personally proved to him that his understanding was wrong.
But he was still at a loss.
After all, he is accustomed to turning his back on his loved ones for the sake of fame and profit.
Including himself is such a person.
It was when he was puzzled, Ai Zhiyin's words gave him the answer.
And the answer is as simple as that.
It's just not enough love.
"Firm and consistent feelings are rare, and it's normal to not see them," Ai Zhiyin said: "Most people, it is estimated that they are like us, they look at the same, they can see it, they get married, and they live a lifetime in a mess, and they don't know what kind of love is enough love." Such a marriage can go through a smooth life, thank God, who will talk about love or not. ”
Just like them.
In life, I no longer mind whether I love or not.
They tacitly understand each other's meaning to themselves, and they also tacitly choose to play their respective roles well.
For them, such a model has satisfied their respective comfort levels.
Han Ji sneered, with contempt and self-deprecation, "I finally know why I'm so uncomfortable tonight." ”
Ai Zhiyin was puzzled: "Huh? ”
Han Ji raised his eyes to look at her, "Because of jealousy." ”
Ai Zhiyin: "Jealous of what? ”
Han Ji: "I am jealous of Han Shen's deep affection, jealous that he is so happy when he is with Zhou Mo, and jealous that he has no contribution to the Han family, but there are so many people to help him." Do you know? Even Han Jue helped him report to Zhou Mo. ”
Ai Zhiyin smiled, "I'm not surprised at all. ”
Han Ji twisted his eyebrows in surprise with displeasure, "Why?" Why aren't you surprised? ”
Ai Zhiyin: "Because Dingce is originally a gentle person, but a little sensitive, when you were a child, you went out to play in the snow and stepped on the mud, Dingce will put a carpet outside the courtyard gate in advance, so that you can wipe the mud on your shoes and come back." ”
Han Ji was stunned for a moment, and his memory gradually emerged, "Wasn't the blanket put by Sister-in-law Zhang before?" ”
Ai Zhiyin explained: "The first time it was a decision to put it quietly, but later Sister-in-law Zhang found out and thought it was a good way, so it became Sister-in-law Zhang's sister-in-law." ”
Han Ji frowned, "How do you know?" Han Jue told you again? It's only been a long time since we've seen each other, so why does he talk to you about everything? ”
Ai Zhiyin was flustered for a moment, avoiding Han Ji's gaze without a trace, "No, no." Not what he said. ”
"And how do you know?" Han Ji couldn't get used to seeing Ai Zhiyin's gaze dodging, so he reached out and broke her face with his hand, making her look directly at him, "Say!" ”
The tone was stern and angry.
Ai Zhiyin was startled, it was the first time she saw Han Ji with such a serious and terrifying expression, and there seemed to be fire in her eyes.
She shook Han Ji's hand away, "Don't do this. It's okay to have something to say. ”
Han Ji realized that he was too out of shape, and even became angry with Ai Zhiyin.
He shouldn't be.
In this family, the person he shouldn't be angry with the most is Ai Zhiyin, she has always respected him, and she has always defended him everywhere, and she has not been sorry for her.
At the beginning, he was the one who pulled her into this game, not that she had to be him.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to."
Han Ji couldn't figure out what was wrong with him, just because of Han Shen's matter?
It seems that it should not be.
Even if he didn't want to see Han Shen's matter have a happy ending, he shouldn't be angry with Ai Zhiyin.
"I really...... I'm sorry," Han Ji apologized repeatedly.
He even made a move...... Although he didn't reach the level of violence, he was indeed rude to Ai Zhiyin.
"Are you overthinking?" Ai Zhiyin patiently asked: "Do you think I have an unusual relationship with Dingce?" ”
Han Ji raised his eyes, and was struck by Ai Zhiyin's concerned eyes and gentle words.
Ai Zhiyin smiled and said, "If you have to ask, I can tell you what happened." When I was a child, my grandfather and I came to your house to deliver documents, and at that time you brothers went out to play, and only the decision was there. When my grandfather and I left, we happened to be laying out the carpet, and my grandfather asked him how the carpet was spread outside the courtyard, and he said it was for you. That's what happened. ”
"My relationship with Dingce may be a little better than you think, but it's not that dirty. I know he is a gentle man, for he is the only one of your brothers who responds to my greetings. When you hear from me, you will say 'got it', 'um' or something like that, and he will say thank you, and he will also say, 'Second sister-in-law has worked hard'. Before he goes home, he will ask me if the people in my family need anything, or if there is anything that the family lacks, and he can buy it on the way. He's the only one of your brothers who can go into the kitchen to help......"
"That's enough," Han Ji lowered his eyes, distraught by his guilt.
He was afraid that if Ai Zhiyin continued to talk about it, he would feel that he couldn't even compare to Han.
Ai Zhiyin saw that he seemed to be in a worse mood, so he didn't say anything more.
She looked at the time and urged: "Go to sleep, it's not early, Han Chi is leaving tomorrow morning, and I have to send him wind." ”
Han Ji's face was ugly, but he also lay down with Ai Zhiyin.
He looked up at Ai Zhiyin, who had closed his eyes and was lying flat, he secretly gritted his teeth, and after lying on his side to her, he dragged Ai Zhiyin into his arms, turned her over, and let her lie in his arms with her back against her.
Ai Zhiyin was unexpected, and just as he wanted to ask him what he was going to do, his back pressed against his chest, and he put one hand through his neck, and the other hand tightly wrapped around his waist.
This kind of tight-knit and hugging and sleeping posture is not the posture they often have when they sleep.
A moment later, a sentence suddenly came from behind Ai Zhiyin's ears:
"You and Han Du, it's really nothing?"
"Uh-huh."
"I'm going to talk to you about something," Han Ji said suddenly.
"You say."
"You can not love me, but you can't fall in love with someone else," Han Ji raised his jaw, opened his mouth and bit the back of Ai Zhiyin's neck, his voice was threatening and warning, and the heat shook the skin on the back of Ai Zhiyin's neck hot, "You are my only pride in the Han family." ”
Of course, Ai Zhiyin understood what Han Ji meant, she smiled and said, "Don't worry, I won't love you, and I won't fall in love with anyone else." ”