Chapter 861: New Year's Day 14

This woman made him, who boasted of being romantic, have no debts, and his heart was full of guilt and reluctance.

Ai Zhiyin's sanity and calmness made him inexplicably weak and inexplicably ashamed.

Especially her ignorance, which aroused all the self-blame in his heart.

It was an unprecedented wave of emotion, and his self-reproach was about to drown him.

In the past, he never felt that he was sorry for Ai Zhiyin, or that he never cared about it, and he never wanted to be happy.

Everything in the Han family was won by himself, not only worried about Han Chi's return, but also worried about what would happen if the other brothers were better than him one day.

There is not a day that can make him relax, even if in the eyes of outsiders, he is very leisurely, he doesn't even go home much, and he spends all day outside.

But only he knows how tired he is and how unfree his heart is.

So much so that he felt that the family formed with Ai Zhiyin was also not free.

From the beginning, he ostracized the family.

Even if he and Ai Zhiyin had Han Haoxuan later.

Working at a university seems to be an easy idle job, but it is actually a shackle for him.

Compared with Han Chi, Han Pei, and Han Jue, who hold important positions and hold real power, the identity of a university teacher is nothing.

So he can only use other time to socialize, to get through relationships, and worry about his future all day long, because he is not willing to be a teacher for the rest of his life.

It was hard to wait for the opportunity to enter the discipline inspection, and he had to grasp it even more.

The period before he left school and officially entered his new position was the easiest time for him to work after marriage.

Because the future is promising, because he has finally gotten rid of the shackles of school.

The career is open, and even the eyes of looking at things have become relaxed.

He suddenly discovered that he also had a pair of eyes that found beauty, and his wife, who had been ignored by him, was so gentle, kind, and understanding.

This inevitably reminded him of all the things he had spent with her before, and it seemed that with her, in addition to maintaining a superficial respect, it was not really impossible to get along comfortably and naturally.

Ai Zhiyin has done everything that a daughter-in-law of the Han family has done, and it can even be said to be the most outstanding.

At that time, he seemed to be devastated.

He is also asking himself, his current self, such a self, whether he can still be worthy of such a beautiful Ai Zhiyin.

He tentatively touched her, but also took a slight toughness to observe her reaction.

He wants her to accept his intimacy, he doesn't want her to refuse, and even if he refuses, he will use force to suppress and force her to agree.

But if she continued to resist, he would be intimidated.

He was afraid that he would do too much and disgust her.

He rarely accommodates women in a certain matter, Ai Zhiyin is different, he is her wife, and he deserves his respect.

And Ai Zhiyin has always been very cooperative, and it is the kind of cooperation that makes people comfortable and comfortable.

Her relaxation gave him the illusion that she needed him very much, and made him fascinated and delusional.

However, when he was sober, Ai Zhiyin's reason and restraint kept him away thousands of miles away.

In the capricious feeling given by Ai Zhiyin, he became less and less like his original self.

"Bosom friend...... Han Ji's voice was a little dry and a little shaky, "We...... You're not going to divorce me, are you? ”

"Now is not the time to talk about this," Ai said, but didn't look back.

"Bosom friend, I'...... Not in the future, I promise...... Kan Tong and I ......" Han Ji never thought that he would need to explain or defend anything with Ai Zhiyin.

He is like a helpless child, he is powerless to say anything, and it is useless to say anything.

What is done is what is done, and it cannot be changed.

It was he who hurt Ai Zhiyin and also hurt their family.

Even if he and Ai Zhiyin got along well during this period of time, no matter how good he was to her, he couldn't hide the fact that he betrayed his marriage and betrayed Ai Zhiyin.

Now no matter what he says, even if he mentions the word "Kan Tong", it is another injury to Ai Zhiyin.

"I'm not as fragile as you think," Ai Zhiyin said, "I can stay calm, thanks to my good upbringing, and the education I received since I was a child did not allow me to quarrel with you during the Chinese New Year." Downstairs, grandpa, uncles and aunts are here, and your brother is also there, it's not good for anyone to make a big fuss. ”

"I'd rather make a big fuss, I'd rather you quarrel with me......" Han Ji looked at Ai Zhiyin's back, feeling familiar and unfamiliar.

He wanted to come forward and hug her, but he couldn't get the courage.

"There have been a lot of worries at home recently, and I don't want grandpa and them to worry about our affairs anymore," Ai Zhiyin said with advice in his tone, "Haojie's affairs, Han Shen's affairs, each of them is enough to make grandpa feel bad." We've always been grandpa's most worry-free family, so ...... We can't have an accident. ”

"So what? Do you want to wronged yourself and swallow your anger? Han Ji was annoyed, he couldn't understand why Ai Zhiyin could always be so calm, and even face everything indifferently, even if he made such a serious mistake.

"Han Ji, you're not qualified to ask me this kind of question," Ai Zhiyin turned back suddenly, "You have to figure it out, you poked it out, I have already figured out how to deal with it in the shortest possible time, you are not qualified to talk to me in a questioning tone, let alone accuse me of anything!" ”

"Ai Zhiyin, do you, do you have a heart?" Han Ji became more and more angry, and he was inexplicably angry, and even he couldn't figure out why he was so angry.

"I said, I don't want to quarrel, and we can't quarrel either, please put away your emotions and control the tone of your speech."

"It's been to this point, your focus is still on my emotions and the tone of my voice, heh, is this the demeanor of the eldest lady of the Ai family who is famous in the capital?"

Ai Zhiyin clenched her fists, raised her eyebrows slightly, and tried her best to maintain restraint, she almost gritted her teeth and said, "Yes." You're right, no matter what happens, I'm the daughter of the Ai family, so I can't lose the face of the Ai family. Even if...... What you're doing couldn't be more ridiculous. ”

"You ......" Han Ji was speechless.

It's all come to this point, Ai Zhiyin is still maintaining her ladylike demeanor, what else can he say?

Praise her for being a generous and good wife, or praise her for being sensible?

But no matter how he thought about it, Han Ji felt that Ai Zhiyin's reaction was not at all the reaction that a normal wife should have.

A normal woman should be ranting and hysterical when she hears that her husband has betrayed her marriage.

Or slap him a few times, and then make trouble at home or at work like a crazy woman, and then everyone knows it.

In the end, the fish died and the net was broken.

He was dismissed, and she lost her dignity.

Ai Zhiyin is different.

It seems that for the sake of her dignity and pride, she no longer cares about anything, including him.

Even, in front of her dignity and pride, he is not worth mentioning at all.