Chapter 867: New Year's 20
Instead of being afraid that Ai Zhiyin would not dare to answer, it would be better to say that he did not dare to listen to Ai Zhiyin's answer.
People are like this, they obviously care about their lives, but they are afraid of death.
"Are you suspicious of me and Han Jue?" Ai Zhiyin understood Han Ji's silence.
"No," Han Ji didn't know how to explain, "I just ...... Lose sleep over something. I can't say either, you didn't ask me. ”
"You've already asked, why haven't I asked?" Ai Zhiyin smiled and laughed angrily, "Han Ji, you always take others for fools, don't you?" What you have done, you want me to ask you when you haven't done it, let me ask you when you haven't asked. What do you think of me as a fool and let you play tricks like this? ”
"No, I didn't mean that," Han Ji panicked, flustered at a loss, "Bosom friend, I never meant to fool you, I just ...... I just want to beg you to forgive me so much. I know that I am not qualified to talk to you like this, so I don't dare to shout with you, I dare not say very serious things to you, and I dare not talk to you in a questioning tone, I ...... I don't know what's wrong with me, I'm just, I care too much about every word you say, too much about your mood. I don't have any control over what I'm saying right now. ”
It's too messy, Han Ji has never been like this, he doesn't speak through his brain, and he doesn't have any logic.
Embarrassed and humble, melancholy and flustered.
This is Ai Zhiyin's direct feeling about Han Ji now.
She just looked at him like that, recalling the past in her mind, especially when he left home, he smiled and said that he had something to do.
At that time, he was full of confidence when he lied, and he looked much more charming than he is now.
"Do you know why I didn't think you were dirty?" Ai Zhiyin asked suddenly.
Han Ji was stunned, "W-What do you mean......
Ai Zhiyin walked to the bookcase behind Han Ji, bent down to open the cabinet door below, and took out a heavy blue file box from inside.
She opened the file box and pushed it in front of Han Ji.
"All your physical examination records," Ai Zhiyin said, "I will only have sex with you every time your medical examination list comes out, I am afraid of getting sick." You should be glad that your results are normal every time. ”
"You ......" Han Ji looked at the thick stack of physical examination lists, and then he understood why Ai Zhiyin always gave him such frequent physical examinations, "In your eyes, I am so hungry to eat?" ”
"Or else?" Ai Zhiyin pointed to the physical examination list and said: "Being healthy and not infected is already the maximum I can tolerate, what do you want me to do?" You've been hiding it in the dark and being a fool? Or are you waiting for a woman to come to the door and mess with me one day? ”
"......" Han Ji couldn't refute it.
He did what was wrong, and whatever he said, it had no explanatory value.
What can he say, that he doesn't go up when he sees a woman? Or is he also picky, and will look for high-level peripherals with a high security level, which is not as limitless as she imagined?
But he's done this kind of thing, and he still talks about the lower limit?
He himself knew it was untenable.
What's more, Ai Zhiyin is right, he wants to keep these things hidden, and it is best to hide them for a lifetime.
Later, Kan Tong came to the door and suddenly realized the emergence of the crisis.
He was afraid for no reason, afraid that Kan Tong would say something to Ai Zhiyin, afraid of being exposed.
"From the moment you do these things and let me know, you can't have the upper hand with me," Ai Zhiyin said with a wry smile: "I can tell you very clearly, if you are hard-mouthed, angry, and don't admit that you are wrong, the result will be even worse than now." You have damaged my reputation as the eldest lady of the Ai family, and I will definitely not let you have a good time. Do you need me to go on? ”
"So...... You mean, it's good to get together and disperse? Han Ji raised his eyes, his eyes full of sadness.
"It's so easy to talk to smart people," Ai Zhiyin said, "I still like this." ”
Han laughed at himself coldly, "After being married for so many years, I will leave you this favorite point, heh." ”
"It's better than not having a good impression at all."
"It's better to have nothing," at least he doesn't feel like he's smart now.
"Finished talking?" Ai Zhiyin asked.
"No," Han Ji said, "but I don't know what to continue." ”
"It's okay, Haoxuan is asleep, I still have time, you can wait, you think slowly."
Han Ji's eyelids lifted tiredly, and his gaze fell on her, "You are really kind and indifferent, how did you do it?" ”
It was obviously a thoughtful word, but through her, it was so cold and biting.
"Kindness is because we are still in the same boat, this boat cannot be capsized, indifference is my weapon to protect myself, I don't want to be like those women who feel sorry for themselves after being cheated, I want to die or live."
Han Ji smiled bitterly: "You are a bit similar to the fifth aunt. Even more fierce than her. ”
Ai Zhiyin: "I'm like the fifth aunt, but you can't compare to the fifth uncle." Although the fifth uncle has no relationship with the fifth aunt, he at least respects the fifth aunt and never messes around outside. On the thirtieth day, he came back, and asked why the fifth aunt and Han Shen didn't come back, and spoke for Han Shen and Miss Zhou in front of his grandfather. The fifth uncle also doesn't believe in love, but he has always put responsibility first. Even if there is no conjugal affection, he does what a husband should do. ”
Han Ji pulled the corners of his lips helplessly.
Ai Zhiyin's words, of course he understood.
It was he who was irresponsible in the first place, and now it is in vain to say anything, and don't use the lack of feelings with Ai Zhiyin as an excuse, because Han Zhi is the most slapping him in the face.
No love, no love between husband and wife, does not mean that you can cheat with confidence.
Since the marriage contract is signed, since it is the closest choice to the interests of both parties, even if there is no so-called affection, they should take on the responsibility of the family.
If Ai Zhiyin also uses no feelings as an excuse, he doesn't have to have a husband and wife relationship with him at all, and even gives birth to Han Haoxuan.
From the very beginning, she rushed to this emotionless marriage with a sense of conviction and responsibility, and did not leave herself any way back.
It not only hurt Ai Zhiyin, but also hurt himself.
"There's something I just remembered and forgot to tell you," Ai said.
"What?" Han Ji was in a trance.
"Kan Tong is coming over today to pay New Year's greetings," Ai Zhiyin said, "I said it was okay yesterday." ”
The implication is that she didn't deliberately let her come.
However, Han Ji was even more shocked and cold when he heard it, at this time, Ai Zhiyin was still so calm and calm, and even wanted to explain that this was not her deliberate design.
He was the one who should have explained all this.
"I'll go and tell her to make up whatever reason she wants, today, no, not in the future."
Ai Zhiyin chuckled, "You still want to contact her?" Are you really afraid of deeper misunderstandings? ”