CHAPTER XLV

Liao Gushi's words seemed to be ridiculous, but his tone became colder and colder, and there was no entertainment at all, and when he said this, he had a little more painful taste: "If you didn't have this deception today, would he tell you about Ling Wanyi's old relationship so easily, I'm afraid that if you question him face to face, he will only say that children don't think nonsense,"

These words were like a basin of cold water pulled out of a well with ice ballast, and poured it straight into the spiritual cover of Jing Ling Rainy Day, so cold that her marrow was penetrating and her eyes were covered with severe frost.

Jing Wenzhong hurriedly took half a step forward: "Xiaoyu, don't listen to his nonsense,"

Jing Lingyu stretched out his palms to stop him, his eyebrows twisted, he took a few steps back, and distanced himself from him: "Cousin is right, I have been your daughter for so many years, when have you ever been honest with me, now that I think about it, you and your mother always quarrel, isn't it because there are others in your heart, if you break your mind, why don't you avoid suspicion, and always go to your aunt to talk,"

Jing Wenzhong was stunned by her question, his heart was like numbness, and he didn't know which sentence to answer for a while, Lin secretly Liao Gushi smiled, as if he was quite pleased: "Well said, Xiaoyu, you have lived so big, today you are finally willing to use your brain, it's really rare," Jing Lingyu wiped away his tears, shook his sleeves, and said loudly: "If I am also used to using weakness as a weapon, what is the difference between it and other women in the world, I am no longer a child, from today on, I will also be like my mother, be a woman who is not bullied,"

"Hmph,"

A muffled nasal voice came from the forest, and Liao Gushi said: "It's easy to be independent, it's difficult not to be bullied, people are very weird, even if strangers come to talk with kindness, you will still be unconsciously wary, but even if your relatives and friends around you deceive you, you still won't wake up, let yourself fall again and again, even I am no exception, but now that I think about it, I don't feel ashamed, don't forget, what place we have been in since childhood, the Hundred Swords League is full of old rivers and lakes, they, It's not like you and I can have fun,"

Jing Wenzhong listened to the two of them talking, his eyes turned from anger to sadness, he couldn't help shaking his head, and finally laughed,

Jing Lingyu said: "Jing Wenzhong, what are you laughing at," she called her father's name, and drank out, and her heart was faintly painful.

Jing asked: "I'm laughing at myself, I've been busy for half my life, I really don't have anything left, even my nephews who are close to my flesh and blood, they all call me an old Jianghu and treat me as an old fox, Xiaoyu, don't you really plan to recognize me as a father?"

Jing Lingyu avoided his gaze, as if he had already taken care of it, but he was reluctant to say it, with a complicated expression in his eyes,

Jing Wenzhong took a deep breath, forcibly pulled out his gaze, threw himself at Lin You, and said loudly: "Xiaoshi, I still remember that when you were in the league, you were often alone, what others thought of you, you never took it to heart, Zi'an lost the candy doll when he was a child, and liked to rely on you, but you never justified and explained for yourself, let others reprimand you, and when the elders came to talk about you, you ignored it and walked away, at that time I felt that your temperament would suffer a big loss sooner or later, but today I finally understood, it turned out that there were some things, I really can't explain it, just don't explain it, it's the most worry-free and effortless way,"

There was a cold snort from the forest, quite disapproving, as if that meant to say, your Jing Wen's non-explanation, in fact, is the abandonment after being undeniable, and my need not to explain is not the same thing at all, although I know this, but I don't bother to talk nonsense with you,

Jing Wenchong understood the meaning behind this hum, and was no longer reluctant, sighed lightly, and turned his eyes to his daughter: "Xiaoyu, you said that I was not honest enough with you, in fact, which of the elders in this world can tell their children everything, in our eyes, how old you are are also children, seeing you is like seeing your own childhood, and in the adult world, there will always be things you don't understand and we don't want you to understand,"

He seemed to be recalling something, and his eyes became painful: "I quarreled with your mother, there are many reasons, you boil it all down to one, and I can't defend myself, thinking back to the beginning, there were many fights, in fact, we can not quarrel, but at that time, I didn't understand, as for your aunt...... Alas, what you said is right, the fault is all mine, for so many years, I have been busy in the league, and there are always times when my heart is troubled and unbearable, but as long as I see her soft and faint smile, I will feel at ease," Speaking of this, a slight smile appeared on his face, as if the familiar face was emerging in front of him, after a while, he lowered his head and laughed at himself: "Hey, what to say is worthy of Guangcheng, worthy of your mother, it's all fake, when it comes to the end, it's not that I can't let go of her in my heart, if I say that I deceive people, it's really wronged, Actually, what I've been doing is just self-deception,"

He raised his face again, his eyes became much softer, full of love and pity: "Child, do you believe it or not, hate me and hate me, Dad has nothing to say, I know that you like your cousin, but Dad has been silently opposed in his heart, thinking that you are still young and don't know feelings at all, and I am afraid that his temperament is too lonely and will hurt you, but now, Dad only hopes that the tragedy of our generation will not happen to you again, Xiaoyu, you go, go away with your cousin, find a place with beautiful mountains and rivers, and live a good life......"

He searched from his arms, took out a stack of silver tickets, and some scattered silver taels, leaned down and put them in Jing Lingyu's warm hat, and slowly straightened up, "That's all there is to Dad, it's inconvenient to go back to the League to get it, these scattered silver coins are only used as parting gifts, you have the right to accept it, you have grown up, people are also smart, you know how to take care of yourself, food and clothing, Dad is not worried," he suppressed his heart, raised his head and said to Lin Zhong: "Xiaoshi, you have been used to knowing that I have sinned against me since you were a child, and you can see how many grievances you have suffered, This is our elders, we didn't take care of you, but have you ever thought about it, this is also due to your temperament, the rivers and lakes are deep, there are no fish when they are clear, and people who seek truth do not see the bottom, but they often drown themselves first, and a person's road is always lonely and can't go too far,"

After waiting for a while, Lin Zhong did not respond at all, his expression was a little helpless and lost, his tone became softer, and he sighed: "Okay, you can't listen to me, I won't say more, Jianghu martial arts is like this, too much darkness, very little light, far from suitable for you, you take her away, stay away from this place that seems dirty and unrighteous to you, be able to have a lover to accompany you, don't bother trouble, and quietly practice sword for a lifetime, it is the happiest thing for a martial artist, Xiaoyu I handed it over to you, you have to treat her well,"

He glanced deeply at his daughter, resisted the urge to approach and hug her, his eyes were painful, and he turned around and walked towards the outside of the forest.

Jing Lingyu's heart was like a knife, he took half a step forward, his hand stretched out, frozen in the air, but he never shouted the slightest sound, watching his father's not tall figure gradually drift away, lonely, only to feel a chill coming, through the bones and cold, suddenly the wind rose fiercely, a water blue shot on the side, the warm hat jumped, was twisted by blue light in the air, brushed into pieces, and the paper fur was scattered in all directions,

The blue light is closed, wrapped around a person's waist,