Simply, she succeeded, she became the first empress of the Hua clan to rule for tens of thousands of years, and trampled all the people who had bullied her and looked down on him.

But there are gains and losses, and she has paid a lot for it.

In fact, she rarely had happy times, except for the time when she went to the South China Sea to curry favor with the Yannan Star War and both lived in the fishing village after the battle.

She had never seen such a masculine and clear teenager, Yan Nanxing was as bright and warm as the sun, and a light leaked into her dark and indifferent heart.

I don't know who said that every ill-fated person will eventually encounter his own light and embark on the road of salvation.

She thought he was her salvation and a warm home, but she didn't expect it to be another abyss.

She thought that they were going both ways, but Yan Nanxing gave her a slap in the face when she had the strongest affection for him.

When she fantasized about leaving everything behind to spend the rest of her life with him, Yan Nanxing swore to her that he had a fiancée, and it was impossible to break the marriage contract and be with her.

She couldn't accept this fact, so she made a series of drastic moves.

After the impulse, she had a child, no matter what happened to her and Yan Nanxing, when she learned that she had a child, she was still sincerely happy.

If she can't get the love of a man, she still has children, and God has finally opened a window for her.

So, she thought it was the most appropriate way to keep the child, and when she learned that the child was born with amblyopia, and it would get worse and worse with age, and eventually she was likely to become blind, she did not hesitate to change the child's eyes.

She poured her whole heart and soul into this child.

As the child grew older, the empress discovered that she had two personalities living in her body: one an angel and the other a demon.

The angel told her that this was her child, the fruit of her and the person she loved the most, and that she should be a good mother and give the best to her child. Plan for her, pave the way back, and let her live a comfortable life.

The demon told her that she was not balanced inside.

She was indomitable, worked hard, and didn't know how much blood and tears she shed to reach the high position, so that the world recognized women as emperors, and even though she gained a lot along the way, she also sacrificed a lot.

She was originally a lowly billet in other people's mouths, from having nothing to sitting on the whole world, and only she knew the hardships she had paid.

But this little cub has everything as soon as she falls to the ground, and she can inherit the country she has worked hard for most of her life without much effort.

Although she has won a good reputation and has a history that cannot be written with great achievements, it is not difficult to imagine that she will be able to live forever in the future, but she is already dying, and the most precious green years are gone.

Her favorite man, Yan Nanxing, has never really loved her like her, but this little cub named Hua Luo is different, she is still so young, not only can she sit on everything without much effort, inherit her life's hard work, but also have a face that most men in the world will be moved by.

What kind of peerless life is a woman who has a young life, a huge amount of wealth, supreme beauty, and supreme power?

Her daughter Hua Luo is His Royal Highness the Crown Prince who is above 10,000 people under one person, she wants to have rights and rights, she wants status and status, she wants to have status, she wants wealth and wealth, and she wants to have appearances, and the benefits of the world are about to be taken up by her.

As for feelings, with such proud conditions, no matter which man you fall in love with, isn't it always at your fingertips?

Oh my god is unfair.

The empress always felt that this daughter's life was inevitably too good, and she couldn't let this little cub take advantage of all the advantages in the world.

Therefore, her bitterness and indifference are not because she doesn't love this child, but because she more or less wants to find a little balance.

The empress herself has grown up in the adversity that is worse and cannot be worse, so in her concept, the pampered flowers in the greenhouse cannot withstand the wind and rain, and they will break when they are broken, so that people can thrive in adversity.

If you don't experience a setback, how can you become a qualified monarch of a country?

Therefore, she used the most ruthless and vicious method to the child on the tip of her heart, and showed that she was just a stumbling block when she knew that Hua Luo was eavesdropping, which made her suffer psychological torture and panic.

Demoting her to Yanzhou, where the environment is the worst, regardless of her life or death, even after she returns to Kyoto, she still causes trouble for her from time to time, if the coping strategy is different from what she imagined in her mind, she can take the opportunity to sneer at Hua Luo with a lofty attitude.

It's just that the little girl who would only stare at her with a longing face, hoping to be affirmed by her, has completely disappeared.

After returning from Kyoto, she was no longer as docile and well-behaved as before, but like a thorny flower covered with thorns, which often pierced her heart.

Everyone thinks she is a great empress, but in her heart, she is a failed wife and mother.

Even though she used forceful means to keep Yan Nanxing by her side for decades, Yan Nanxing's heart never moved closer to her, and he didn't have her in his eyes at all, even when they first met in a small fishing village.

Even though she gave Hua Luo everything she could, in Hua Luo's heart, she was still a mean and useless mother.

It is said that the daughter and the mother are the closest, but Hua Luo has never been close to her, but has such a close relationship with Yan Nanxing, who is rare to see all year round.

The empress has rarely experienced the warmth of affection since she was a child, and her aunt, who takes care of her, is a cold-hearted person, and although she has never treated her harshly, she has never shown much love to her.

After her aunt died, no one loved her from the bottom of her heart, and every care she received was based on the premise of conditions and bargaining chips, if there were no means, she would be nothing.

Before she met Yan Nanxing, she had always walked alone.

Without relatives, she will work hard without scruples; Without a backer, she can only rely on herself; If there are no conditions, she creates them.

She took Yan Nanxing's little insignificance, and in his own opinion, it was just out of humanitarianism, and she took it very seriously, just because it was precious, without adding any bargaining chips and without any conditions.

After all, she and Yan Nanxing were just enemies who didn't know each other at that time, Yan Nanxing shouldn't have cared about her life or death, but he saved her and took care of her.

No one had ever said those things to her before, and no one had ever done that to her.

It's such a simple reason, she fell, and tried her best to keep this relationship, but the result was just the moon in the water and the flower in the mirror.

It may be that she has never been loved well, and she doesn't know how to love others well.

Her original intention was to love her husband and children as much as possible and be good to them wholeheartedly, but in the end, she pushed them further and further away.

In fact, she has also reflected on whether she is really wrong.

But after sobering up, the empress's authority made her completely extinguish this idea.

Anyone can be wrong, but she can't be wrong.

Even if there is really a mistake, it is someone else who is wrong, she is the empress of a country, how can it be that she is wrong?

It was the same feeling again, just when Blossom was trapped in this memory and very uncomfortable, only to feel a solid force pushing her out of these pains.

Just like a drowning person is thrashing and struggling in the water, his limbs gradually weakening and he is about to give up in despair, there is an unknown but reassuring solid force underneath that pushes the person out of the water.

Hua Luo opened her eyes and found herself lying in the empress's bedroom, and the empress was sitting in front of her.

Thinking of those memories, Hua Luo had just woken up again, and she called softly without momentum: "Queen Mother......"

When the empress looked at her in a slightly surprised manner, Hua Luo instantly regained the demeanor and tone she had when she quarreled with the empress: "What's wrong with me, how can I be here." ”

The empress, who had heard Hua Luo's weak "Queen Mother", was soft-hearted when she saw that Hua Luo still had the same tone and attitude that she didn't recognize her six relatives, and she unconsciously hardened, and used her usual indifferent tone to say to Mai Mang: "I have approved you to go to Minglu Forest to cure Gu poison, don't blame me for Gu poison when the time comes." ”

Listening to the empress's words, Hua Luo understood that she was poisoning again.

I really didn't expect that the Gu poison that hadn't happened for so long would make a comeback.

Hehe, she has a poisonous attack, the empress still has this indifferent attitude, sneering, it is estimated that she will die in front of the empress on the spot, and the empress will not be moved.

Hua Luo thought of this, and Lisuo, who was angry, turned over and got out of bed: "Thank you to the queen mother for rescuing, it is Erchen's fault that he can't control the attack of Gu poison in front of his mother, and Erchen won't make trouble for his mother and make his mother angry, and Erchen will leave first." ”

After speaking, regardless of the fact that his head was still a little dizzy, he turned around and left.

Lady Guo looked at it from the sidelines and shook her head and sighed, when will the knot between Your Majesty and His Royal Highness the Crown Prince be untied, why can't they take a step back from each other, and have to come up with an attitude that no one is convinced?

She is also a person with a daughter, and she really can't imagine how much enmity there can be between this mother and daughter, and she has to make trouble to the point of not dying.

Back in the East Palace, Zhan Xing and Zhao Yue found that Hua Luo's face was extremely pale, and asked with some concern: "Ah Luo, what's wrong with you, your face is so pale." ”

"Didn't you go to His Majesty to settle accounts, are you two still fighting?"

Although Hua Luo and the empress often quarrel, but never moved, if there is a big fight in the palace, I am afraid the impact is not very good, if this is spread, it will become a topic of conversation after tea and dinner for the people of the whole day.

"Don't overthink it." Hua Luo looked at Zhanxing Zhaoyue and said tiredly, "Zhanxing, Zhaoyue, I'm so tired." ”

"Tired? If you're tired, get some sleep. ”

Zhan Xing still looked at Hua Luo very worriedly: "You go to bed early today, tomorrow is the Qixi Festival, and then Xiaoyan Gongzi will have to look for you, do you think about how many times you originally planned to see him a week, but how many times have you met, how long have you not seen each other, and tomorrow you have not to accompany others well to appease and appease people's feelings?" ”

"I appease him? Who can appease me. ”

Hua Luo breathed a sigh of relief, and she really wanted to be rotten, any national event, any fiancé, all of them should be destroyed.

Zhan Xing stopped talking for a while, if she could explain anything else, the matter between the empress and Hua Luo was a bunch of messes that couldn't be explained.

As the saying goes, it is difficult for a clean official to cut off family affairs, not to mention that she is not a clean official.

Zhan Xing could only pat Hua Luo's shoulder: "If you want to open a little, it's hard for people to dismantle Ah Luo, parents are like this, don't worry about it, you won't be angry." ”

"If you really think you're unlucky, why do you have such a mother, then think about me and Zhaoyue, Zhaoyue and I don't even know what our mother looks like, at least you can quarrel with your own mother, this is called less than the top, more than the bottom."