Chapter 208: Pity the hearts of parents in the world
So, the empress took a risk and decided to replace Huaxi as a "container" by herself, and planted the Emperor Gu into her body to help the master Hua Luo defeat the Luo Sheng Gu.
The empress who has experienced the battle for the heir and became the ultimate winner has very tenacious willpower, and she can tame the emperor Gu seed in her body with her amazing willpower.
But the reason why the Emperor Gu Seed stayed in the bodies of those princes and princesses would not have an impact was because they were planted into the Gu Seed in less than a month.
The symbiosis that the Emperor Gu had already reached with them, the Empress was different, she was not a baby less than a year old, the Emperor Gu would be very restless in her body, making waves, and always restless, bringing endless torture to the Empress.
But the empress has no choice, Hua Luo is her only biological child, what if she doesn't save her.
There will always be a time when she dies, such a big Apocalypse Country, Hua Luo is gone, who will she hand over to in the future.
In fact, this is also one of the important reasons why the empress tolerated Hua Luo's rebellion and even disrespect in front of her.
She has no other children except Hua Luo, so she can only hand over the future of the Apocalypse Kingdom to Hua Luo and let Hua Luo be the prince.
But if the empress has biological children other than Hua Luo, maybe the empress can't stand Hua Luo's rebellion and depose her.
It is precisely because there is no other choice that the empress is very afraid, afraid that Hua Luo is not capable enough to be the next empress, and she does not dare to be a loving mother in front of her only child since she was a child, but is very strict with Hua Luo, even to the point of harshness.
For the sake of Hua Luo, she paid too much price, and Hua Luo must not let her down.
She suppressed and belittled Hua Luo, but she was also afraid that she would be complacent and stop working hard.
Not only did her hard work not be understood, but it made Hua Luo hate her more and more.
This made the empress wonder, is it really worth it for herself to do this?
Sometimes, the empress herself wondered if this was too cruel to Hua Luo.
From childhood to adulthood, not only did she not feel the slightest maternal love, but she became a harsh mother in her eyes.
There is no turning back when you open the bow, it's already like this, what can you do if you regret it, it's better to go all the way to the dark.
The empress's biological mother died when she was a child, and her father was like an ornament, treating her like air, she has always fought alone, walking the road of the king of God step by step.
She never pinned her hopes on anyone, and she never trusted anyone.
In her heart, only herself is the most reliable and credible.
Although the outside world has always had a good opinion of Hua Luo, and Hua Luo, the prince, can hardly find fault with it, she still can't put her mind at ease and can't fully trust Hua Luo to manage the country well.
This is also the purpose of her repeated pressure on Hua Luo, she is really afraid that Hua Luo will one day stop working hard and bury the country she worked so hard to build in Hua Luo's generation.
She couldn't fully trust Hua Luo in her heart, and she had to pin her hopes on Hua Luo.
In this kind of thinking, she also knew that her attitude towards Hua Luo was a little worse, and she had never cared for her children like a mother in an ordinary family.
Even since she was a child, she spoke to Hua Luo in a fierce manner, with a cold and emotionless tone, without half a soft word.
In this case, it is actually expected that the child is not close to her.
She knew this, but she inevitably remembered in her heart, after all, she had sacrificed so much, and in the end, Hua Luo stood in front of her and was a rebellious child, who liked to raise the bar with her, and was full of backbones.
In addition to verbally calling her a mother, he didn't treat and respect her as his own mother at all.
The empress fainted, and Lady Guo only asked the doctor to declare to the public that the empress was angry for a while, and she couldn't get up in one breath, and she fainted when her blood was surging.
In fact, the real reason is that Lady Guo knew that if it wasn't for planting the Emperor Gu Seed for herself, the Empress wouldn't be so weak.
Hua Luo always thought that she had been in the Luo Sheng Gu for so long and could be safe because of the grass that Xiahou Qiancai had picked, but in fact, it was not.
Even though the grass played a certain role, but the flowers
The reason why Luo has been hit by the Luo Sheng Gu for so long and can be fine is mainly because the empress has been secretly using the Emperor Gu to suppress the Gu poison for Hua Luo.
Because the empress had not been planting the Emperor Gu for herself for a short time, the Gu seed was not mature enough to suppress the Gu Sheng, in order to suppress the Gu poison for Hua Luo, the empress even did not hesitate to use drugs to urge the Gu, and did not take her life seriously at all.
From Hua Luo, the empress suppressed the Gu poison for Hua Luo twice, and the Gu was well controlled, and it was almost in a sleeping state in Hua Luo's body, so she didn't even have a Gu pattern, but the empress was tortured enough by the Emperor Gu in her body.
Thinking that it was the empress's Emperor Gu who began to be restless again, Female Official Guo waved away the others, and hurriedly asked her cronies to call a doctor prepared in advance to suppress the Emperor Gu for the empress.
Lady Guo looked at the empress who was groggy and seemed to be awake with tears in her eyes, although the matter was a foregone conclusion, she couldn't help but say a word.
"Your Majesty, the slave maid said before that the slave maid can be the container of the Emperor Gu for you, why do you have to raise the Gu with your body, this Emperor Gu can only live with the baby if it is concentrated in the body of a full-term baby, and it is very likely that planting it in an adult will kill this person."
"Your Majesty really doesn't care about your own life for the sake of His Royal Highness the Crown Prince."
Emperor Gu would flare up every once in a while in an adult's body, even if he tried his best to suppress it. It will also cause great damage to the person's body, and the person must be tortured to death.
Previously, the empress was able to hold on, but as the frequency of Emperor Gu attacks became higher and higher, the empress was already in a weakened state.
The empress heard Lady Guo's words: "Emperor Gu is not something that ordinary people can control, I have never seen any winds and waves in my life, my willpower has long been exercised, Lady Guo, your willpower is not enough, planting Gu seeds will harm your life."
The empress looked at Female Official Guo, in fact, at a certain moment, she also envied Female Official Guo.
Born in an ordinary family, although not very wealthy, but since childhood, his father loves his mother, his husband is considerate, his husband and wife are harmonious, he respects each other like guests, and his mother is filial to his son.
And she has nothing, despite standing at the pinnacle of power, she is still alone.
The empress's words echoed in her mind.
"What mother in this world would be so cruel as to leave her daughter eight years old in a strange place and ignore it?"
"There is an old saying that a mother is kind to her son, and you must first be filial to your son, and you still expect me to be filial to you if you are not kind?"
"To tell you the truth, Queen Mother, I hate you so much!"
If you can rely on something, someone is distressed and loved, who wants to be a strong woman who is in charge? Standing at the pinnacle of power all his life, holding a cold sticky pimple, he has never been able to get what he wants, and he doesn't even understand his own children who are treated with his heart and lungs.
If she could, she would also like to be a loving mother.
It's a pity that there was no if.