Chapter 241: No If

"Brother Nanxing, I knew that I would not live to be thirty years old when I was a child, and I thought that I could accept death peacefully, but fate made me meet you."

"Brother Nanxing, am I going to die, I'm really unwilling, if I can, Ah Luo really wants to be with you all the time, always with you......

"I heard that the real death is forgotten by everyone, Brother Nanxing, will you remember Aluo?" …

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The night was deep, the moonlight was swaying in the courtyard, Yan Nanxing sat up straight from the bed, breathing heavily.

Recently, the frequency of dreaming about hidden luo has become more and more serious, and Yan Nanxing vaguely feels that what day is coming.

Yan Nanxing couldn't help but think about it, and then suddenly remembered that there are three more days, which is the death day of Zangluo.

He hadn't returned to the merman clan for many years, and naturally he hadn't paid a good tribute to her.

He had promised Zangluo that he would never forget her.

Forget, in Yan Nanxing's heart, it is equivalent to betrayal.

Since you can't go back, let's pay a good tribute in three days.

It's good to let her know that he has never forgotten her, and he has never compromised with the thug who indirectly killed her.

Somehow, Yan Nanxing remembered the empress's question, and a sneer crept up to his lips.

It is indeed embarrassing that the empress can have today's achievements.

His past was like fog, wind, and rain.

Perhaps, she has been subjected to inhuman treatment in the past. Perhaps, someone really bullied her wantonly and trampled her self-esteem on the soles of her feet.

But none of this was caused by him, it took decades, thinking about his life after meeting Xiao Ji, it was really a mess.

He was originally the leader of the merman clan, the general who guarded the South China Sea, and he also had a talent for studying medicine, and he was rejuvenated by everyone, and everyone respected him, saying that he was unparalleled in the world.

He was born with a good appearance that has surpassed most women in the world. Although his fiancée Zang Luo is not in good health, she has a gentle temperament, and he is also willing to take care of her.

As a result, Xiao Ji appeared in the South China Sea and wanted to grab the treasures of the South China Sea.

As a general of the South China Sea, he naturally can't give it up.

The two fought, he didn't expect Xiao Ji to be so powerful, he missed for a while, and he and Xiao Ji were both defeated.

Seeing the unconscious beside him, scarred, like a girl with a very good story, he softened.

The merman clan has always been kind-hearted, and his original intention was just to expel the princess, and he had no intention of hurting anyone.

So, he saved her with medicine.

While healing himself and helping her recover, he couldn't have imagined that it was precisely because of his temporary soft-heartedness that he buried a great disaster.

Later, Xiao Ji poured out his love to him, and he did not give Xiao Ji any promises, but he was pestered by Xiao Ji again and again, so that it finally affected Zangluo.

It was because of his negligence that Xiao Ji indirectly killed Zang Luo.

Because of this, he dislikes Xiao Ji, and he no longer blames himself all the time, blames himself for being indecisive, and blames himself for repeatedly tolerating him.

If he had known today, he should have been more resolute at the beginning.

But then again, Xiao Ji was seriously injured at that time, and no one could help her, if Yan Nanxing hadn't saved Xiao Ji because of a moment of soft-heartedness, she would only die because of this, and there would be no current Empress of the Apocalypse.

It's strange, why does the empress take revenge.

Thinking of these past events, Yan Nanxing's thoughts surged, and he couldn't sleep anymore.

By the moonlight that sprinkled into the hall, Yan Nanxing touched a jar of wine from the cupboard, walked out of the courtyard, and put his feet on the trunk of the tree, causing the cloud cherry tree at the door to tremble.

After a few back and forth, Yan Nanxing crossed to the roof.

Looking at the bright silver-white moonlight, Yan Nanxing couldn't help but count how many years it had been since Zang Luo's death.

Just as he was patiently thinking about it, Hua Luo instantly appeared in front of Yan Nanxing.

She was wearing a light nightdress and sat next to Yan Nanxing, and the pure white skirt spread out like a flower.

This nightdress style is conservative, that is, the quality is relatively light, and Hua Luo is not worried about running out, so she can move around at will.

"Father, why are you drunk?"

"You still haven't slept so late?" Yan Nanxing noticed that Hua Luo's clothes were stained with night dew, and she had been suffering from insomnia for a long time.

"If I'm not mistaken, you're going to court tomorrow."

"But I've been lying in bed for half an hour, and I really can't sleep before I come out, I wanted to wander around, but I felt your aura, so I came to take a look." The sweet and crisp voice of the flower is as clear and pure as the night dew on the tip of the grass.

"If you can't sleep, you have to sleep, go back quickly." Yan Nanxing's tone was unquestionable.

Hua Luo played with the wine jar, and she didn't mean to leave at all, "Daddy~ Why don't you talk to me for a while, maybe you will come to talk and be sleepy."

"You want to say something." Yan Nanxing put his hand on his knee.

Hua Luo held her cheeks in her hand and stared at Yan Nanxing intently, "Father, I heard that when you used to guard the South China Sea, you had a nickname called the Jade-Faced God of War. Is this true? Or are they misrepresenting it for the sake of adapting the play?"

As Yan Nanxing's daughter, Hua Luo is not very clear, so she is eager to verify with me.

"Yes." These are just false names for Yan Nanxing, but after hearing too much, he still has a memory.

The past, except for the impressive ones, many of them have been blurred, and Yan Nanxing really felt the degradation of his memory.

Although he doesn't look old, he is already a real old man inside, and it is normal that he can't remember many things clearly.

"Then tell me about your past guarding the South China Sea, since the nickname can be called the jade-faced god of war, it means that you must have been very powerful before."

"Okay." Yan Nanxing picked what he was more impressed and remembered.

Because it is a personal experience, Yan Nanxing also talks more immersively, allowing people to substitute for it.

In Hua Luo's ears, it is more exciting than the drama book in the teahouse tavern.

"Daddy, it turns out that you have so many glorious deeds before, and suddenly I feel that as your daughter, I am so honored." There was a little starlight in Hua Luo's eyes, which was a light similar to admiration.

At this moment, she is really lucky.

She turned out to be the daughter of such an excellent jade-faced god of war!

"It's all in the past, and I don't remember the details very clearly, but I remember a few points that are roughly impressive." Yan Nanxing took a sip of wine, but he really remembered a little bit back then.

If he hadn't been entangled with Xiao Ji, what would his life have been?

Even if Zang Luo really can't bear it, he will die early, he will not marry again, as for the matter of future generations, he does not have too strong the idea of continuing his bloodline, if he doesn't have it, forget it, fight and kill for a lifetime.

However, there are no ifs in the world.

Seeing that Yan Nanxing was very good at talking today, and he would answer all questions, Hua Luo began to ask Yan Nanxing some questions he wanted to ask, and suddenly asked his name.

"Father, I heard that you gave me my name?"

"Yes, you were already very old at that time, and your mother didn't name you, others only called you Your Royal Highness, and I named you." Yan Nanxing replied.

Hua Luo played the wine jar with her hand, listening to the crisp bell sound of the altar, Yan Nanxing took the wine jar over and did not allow her to play it again.

Blossom muttered, "But why did you name me after Rose, does this word have any special meaning?"

Even if Luo is profoundly explained, it is at most just a plant, and if it is used to name girls, it is actually not common before her.

It was only later that her name was announced, and there were gradually girls in the Apocalypse country who followed suit and called what Luo was.

Before Yan Nanxing could answer, Hua Luo seemed to think of something.

"That's right! I suddenly remembered that you told me earlier that you had a deceased wife named Zangluo, and you gave me this name in honor of her, right?"

"Don't talk nonsense!" Yan Nanxing denied in a deep voice, "You are you, it has nothing to do with others, don't think nonsense."

Sure enough, Hua Luo didn't continue on the topic, "Father

What kind of person am I in your eyes?"

Yan Nanxing turned his head to look at Hua Luo, "Why do you want to ask if you have these or not?"

"Just tell me, or I'll keep thinking about it." Hua Luo's boring voice was a little tired, and her tone was a little lower.

"You're good, don't be cranky." Yan Nanxing didn't understand. Hua Luo was thinking about something all day long, and suddenly asked him what kind of person he thought she was.

"Do you think I'm doing a good job?"

Yan Nanxing said in a serious tone: "You want to do everything well, and often you can't do anything well."

With a snort, Hua Luo seemed to think of something, "Father, do you know that Shu Jun said something similar not long ago."

"Lady Tsuki, do you mean that there is no defect?" Yan Nanxing wondered in his heart, when did Yan Wuqian still have this alias, it was weird, which one is Yi, and which one is Shu.

"It's the scientific name, when I didn't see others before, the first thing I saw was his name, just because of his exam papers, I also fought with the officials below for three hundred rounds, making him a 10,000-year-old second, I was used to calling this name in private, and after seeing him himself, I didn't bother to change my words."

"It's because it makes some sense to you."

It may be cruel to say, Yan Nanxing's tone changed, "Luo'er, to be honest, how do you feel inflicted?"

Yan Wujian can also be regarded as the husband he personally chose for Hua Luo, but he didn't expect that the empress would smoothly choose Yan Wujian to be Hua Luo's fiancé.

Come to think of it, he has always felt that the empress is arbitrary, and she has always been a word, but in fact, sometimes the empress is not as arbitrary as he thinks.

For example, the name, he named Hua Luo at that time, and the empress did not object, but acquiesced.

He liked Yan Wujian to be Hua Luo's fiancé, but when he mentioned it, the empress also directly chose Yan Wujian.

At important moments in her daughter's life, the empress will also involve him.

Or, she didn't really care about Hua Luo's name, and she didn't care who Hua Luo's other half was, so she let Yan Nanxing make the decision?

"yes, that's good." Hua Luo replied casually, and reached out to yawn, physiological tears welled up, and her eyes became as wet as a fawn.