Chapter 12 Whoever asks for whom is not available
Wang Yinan sent me a message for the first time, he said, why didn't he take the initiative to contact me, I didn't take the initiative to contact him?
I also wanted to know why, I had so many whys in my head, and he never gave me a serious answer. Every time I asked why, he always used the fewest words, the simplest answer, and I was so choked that I couldn't speak.
He seemed to have said everything, and he didn't seem to have said anything.
Now, he asked me why I didn't reach out to him.
When you and He Keren stayed up late chatting, did she take the initiative to find you, or did you take the initiative to find her?
He said, it's not that you don't know, it's impossible for me and her.
How do I know that he and her are impossible? I think it's very likely that the two of them are very likely. Even, I think that He Kecai is what he wants from the bottom of his heart, and I am just a substitute with not excellent conditions.
Perhaps, when he said that together, he just felt that he was worthy of me.
Yes, he had a miserable childhood, and my life was depressed. In this way, it seems to be more suitable than him and He Keren.
No, he had a rich stepfather, and I didn't. I don't know if the next time we meet, will he become the kind of boy who has so much money that he has nowhere to spend. Although I subconsciously understand that Wang Yinan's stepfather is far from being rich to that extent. But I really can't even come up with a hundred dollars.
I'm starting to regret it a little. Why did you promise Wang Yinan in the first place, why did you want to be with him.
Even if I was a little more reserved at the beginning, with Wang Yinan's character, I shouldn't have the cheekiness to chase and beat me hard, I am still the girl who is as happy as Jiang Xiaoning. Maybe I can also find someone who can make me a nymphomaniac, who can make me reckless and want to fall in love vigorously, at the very least, I won't live so aggrieved and forbearant every day.
Thinking about it, I actually fell into self-emotion, and felt that a girl like me should find a domineering president in film and television dramas to spoil me and love me. This damn imagination is in stark contrast to this terrible state of life.
Wang Yinan's avatar dimmed again, and I resisted the urge to drop my phone, telling myself that if the phone fell, our family really couldn't come up with the money to buy me a mobile phone again.
I made up for Wang Yinan and He Keren to complain to each other in QQ, and I made up for how they were bound by the shackles of the world because of the disparity in family strength in the past, and they couldn't love.
If he and her are really together, I actually feel that they are a good match, at least, more suitable than me being with him.