Volume 1 The Quarter Moon Chapter 32 Self-Knowledge

It wasn't until Lu Xiran returned to the dormitory that she saw the person hiding in the quilt, and she knew that she must be unhappy when she understood her habits. Because of her fear of heights, she didn't dare to climb up, so she could only pull Su Xian's quilt against the fence.

"Xianxian, didn't you say that there are a lot of things in the club today, will you come back later, why did you come back so early."

"I'm not going." Su Xian's voice was the same as that of a mosquito, "I'm not in the mood." ”

Lu Xiran really couldn't pull the quilt: "You show your head and talk to me, I don't dare to climb up." ”

Su Xian stretched out her head at this time, her unkempt hair split her head and covered her face, and she had never felt a sense of loss spontaneously, when she was in a bad mood, it was like having an illness, she was used to being at ease in the past, she didn't have so many emotions, she didn't understand, why she was getting more and more emotional now.

Is it just because Zuo Yueyao ignored her?

Or is it because Zuo Yueyao didn't even listen to her complete explanation?

But what did she need to explain? Explain that he and Wen He really didn't have the kind of relationship he thought? still explained that she really didn't like Wen He, just as Wen He was an ordinary friend.

But why did she have to explain it to Zuo Yueyao.

Why did she want to explain it to Wen He in front of Zuo Yueyao that day?

In the past few days, she hung up Wen He's phone call, and she didn't reply to the text message a word, Su Xian felt a little sorry for Wen He, but she didn't understand why she was sorry for Wen He?

Why? Why? Why!

These questions turned Su Xian's brain into a mess, and Su Xian suddenly found that the stupidest thing he did when he was a child was looking forward to growing up.

What's so good about growing up, it's really troublesome!

"Ranran, he ignored me."

"Who?"

"Who else."

"Senior Brother Zuo? How could it be. Senior brother will ignore you if no one ignores you, how good he is to you. ”

"Really, don't lie to you, he ignored me, he hasn't looked for me in days."

"Isn't it normal not to look for you, you don't know that my senior brother has been very busy lately." Lu Xiran comforted.

"It's different, it's different this time."

"What's the difference?" Lu Xiran was said to be confused.

"I don't know." Su Xian's dejected appearance made Lu Xiran look distressed: "Anyway, it's different." ”

"I think maybe you're thinking too much, senior brother is really busy."

Zuo Yueyao's kindness to Su Xian may not be clear to others, but as a witness who witnessed it, Lu Xiran definitely has the right to speak.

Su Xian is lively and cheerful by nature, while Zuo Yueyao is quiet and steady, it stands to reason that it is difficult for two people with diametrically opposite personalities to come together, but Su Xian and Zuo Yueyao not only came together, but also walked very harmoniously.

Lu Xiran knew that such harmony came from Zuo Yueyao's tolerance and humility.

This is probably the legend that one is making trouble and the other is laughing.

In the next few days, Su Xian was depressed, she was not happy, Lu Xiran was even more unhappy, the dormitory was a little dull because Yao Jing was there, these are good, Yao Jing's dullness has not been cured, Su Xian is guilty again.

I can't do anything, and the amount of food is a little less than usual, this kind of Su Xian, the first time Lu Xiran saw it, she was a little helpless, so she had to send a message to Ren Shang, wondering if Zuo Yueyao really ignored Su Xian.

When Ren Shang received the news, she was eating out with her current girlfriend, and halfway through the meal, Lu Xiran's text message came over, and he took a look.

"Senior brother, is it convenient for you now, I have something to look for you."

"Say." Ren Shang didn't care about the staring of the beautiful woman opposite, and went back directly.

"Did Su Xian quarrel with Senior Brother Zuo, she has been unhappy for the past two days, Su Xian said that Senior Brother Zuo ignored her."

"I don't know."

"Okay."

Lu Xiran put down his phone and no longer dared to bother more, but as soon as he put it down, Ren Shang's message came again.

"Say something nice to your grandfather, and when you are happy, you will be able to inquire about it."

Lu Xiran didn't know what it sounded like, so he replied honestly: "But I won't." ”

Then Ren Shang never replied to the message, so Lu Xiran had to find another way.

"Who are you messaging with, aren't you going behind my back to your ex? Don't forget how you promised me. The beautiful woman's delicate voice makes it difficult for men to control, but Ren Shang is not a real man, so Jiao Didi is admirable to him, but it can't shake any of his thoughts.

"Eat, I've got something to do."

Ren Shang came out of the hotel, sent the beauty to the car, and called Zuo Yueyao while walking along the side of the road.

"What's the matter?"

Sure enough, this one was not in a good mood.

"It's okay, I miss you, I'll give you a call." Ren Shang pretended not to know, the ridicule of the routine operation.

"It's okay, I'm hanging." The other end of the line seemed impatient.

"I'm fine." Ren Shang said deliberately: "It seems that it is your little cousin who has something." ”

"What's wrong with her?"

Ren Shang sighed fakely: "I don't know about this, Lu Xiran told me that she has been depressed recently and doesn't eat, I'm afraid I'm hungry at this time, otherwise that girl wouldn't have called me for help." ”

A cold snort suddenly came out on the other end of the phone: "If you want to say that she is sullen, I may believe it, you say that she doesn't eat, do you believe it yourself." ”

Ren Shang cursed himself in annoyance, he forgot that Su Xian and Lu Xiran's girl had to fight, and they were both two goods who would not be starving ghosts until they died.

Ren Shang sneered: "Okay, I admit that I made up the phrase not eating, but the previous sentence is indeed true." ”

"So what?"

"It's not like you, brother, you don't care about it?"

"Someone will care about him, but it's not my turn."

Ren Shang, as a veteran of the love field, immediately understood it based on the other party's words, and probably guessed the entanglement here.

feelings, this is someone who is jealous.

"Yes, anyway, I passed it on to you, as for what to do, you can do it yourself, I can't control it." Anyway, no one is in front of him, Ren Shang doesn't worry about being beaten if he says a few more words: "But let me remind you, this little girl, is not harder than our man's heart, she has never been in love, this cold person is pursuing, and the little girl is the first time, even if she doesn't agree at first, this time is a little longer, and her heart is soft, so she agrees." ”

Regardless of whether the face on the other side was red or black, Ren Shang only said happily: "Once this is agreed, it is her first love, this person, there is a little first love complex, especially the little girl, the complex is even heavier, once it is penetrated, it will be difficult to pull it out, and even if it is pulled out in the future, I am afraid that I will not forget it in this life." ”

"Isn't there a saying that first love is the most unforgettable, hey, hey....... Damn, hang up the phone! ”

Ren Shang whistled, in a good mood.

In the office, the professor looked at the surgical report handed in by Zuo Yueyao, and nodded with satisfaction with this very detailed report.

And today's Zuo Yueyao seems to be a little absent-minded.

The professor tapped on the table, "What do you think of my proposal?" ”

Zuo Yueyao came back to his senses: "What? ”

The professor took off his glasses, "I mean, after you graduate from your bachelor's degree, I can introduce you to a foreign country, and there are a few universities abroad that are still very good." ”

"I think it's good in China."

Zuo Yueyao's rejection surprised the professor: "Don't you kid know that you are a piece of gold?" ”

"You say I'm a piece of gold." Zuo Yueyao showed a far-fetched smile: "Since it is a piece of gold, it can shine anywhere." ”

"Okay, okay, I can't talk about you, your mouth, it's getting more and more powerful now, and I don't know who to learn from." The professor smiled dotingly.

Who did you learn from...... Zuo Yueyao's mind naturally appeared with a humanoid answer.

"Professor, what does it feel like to be in love for the first time?" Because he is also a teacher and a friend, Zuo Yueyao wants to find the answer to the long-confused person from this person who has come over.

The absent-minded professor of the students didn't notice it, so he put the information one by one, and then pushed it aside, folded his hands, and looked at Zuo Yueyao softly: "This first love, some people say it's sweet, some people say it's bitter, and some people say it's like a dream, but I think this first love is like a newborn baby coming to this world, his brain is blank, he is full of curiosity and fantasy about everything in this world, he wants to touch everything, he wants to try everything, all kinds of tastes." ”

"First love is precious, its preciousness lies in its simplicity, beauty, and of course, regret is also a valuable part."

"What does it mean to like?" Zuo Yueyao asked again, even though he was academically superb, but in some ways he was really inferior to Ren Shang, of course, Zuo Yueyao would not be stupid enough to ask Ren Shang this kind of question, what came out of his mouth was generally not a good thing.

The professor also answered the non-academic questions asked by the students he was proud of.

"Like this thing, it's not an abstract concept that can't be traced, everyone's likes are common, for example, they will take the initiative to approach, shorten the distance between you, each other's every move will affect your emotions, and even the state of being with each other is different from the usual state, if the other party is very close to a certain opposite sex, they will be sad and angry; If the other party is in need, he will spare no effort to help, no matter when, he will unconsciously think of such a person in his mind. ”

The professor smiled like an old urchin: "You kid, do you have someone you like?" ”

"Probably." Ren Shang has asked similar questions more than once, but he has never admitted it, because Zuo Yueyao himself has not figured out what is going on.

Now, he probably figured it out, and he also knew why he was so angry that day, why he heard her say that when he was a relative, he would touch his heartstrings so much, and he was silent for a few days, just to make himself think clearly, whether he was sympathetic to her, pity, or ......

Perhaps, such emotions have been planted a long time ago.

Like, without knowing it, there are always some people who make such mistakes.