Volume 1 The Quarter Moon Chapter 45 If

"Hey." Her voice was a little weak.

"Why didn't we come when we made an appointment?" But he was as gentle as he was.

"I'm tired and don't want to go." There is a twist in the hand of the plastic bag containing the eggs.

"I'm downstairs with you, come down, I want to see you." It sounds like a command, but it's an irresistible confession.

Why didn't she want to see him, a day without seeing him was like three autumns.

"Then you wait for me."

Where is this little temper the opponent of Acacia Su Xian glanced at the egg, and after hesitating again and again, he did not take it away.

It is inevitable that people will come in and out of the dormitory, Zuo Yueyao is standing in the most conspicuous place waiting for her, although the people passing by know that this person is famous, they still can't help but take a few glances to feast their eyes.

Su Xian put his two hands in the loose cotton clothes, walked over unhurriedly, and stood at least two people away, his eyes were erratic, and he was not in a good mood.

Zuo Yueyao's doting eyes were as tender as water: "Why did you leave?" ”

"Isn't it inconvenient for you?" It's okay not to mention this, but when you mention it, why do you still have a sour feeling.

"Nothing inconvenient."

Su Xian raised his head and looked at him laughing, a little inexplicable: "What are you laughing at!" ”

"I laugh at someone for being jealous and don't know it." Zuo Yueyao took the initiative to approach and scratched the tip of her nose: "You should come over generously, and then ask me, what are you doing, maybe I will be a little happier, instead of running away alone, not saying anything, and sulking alone." ”

"I'm not that stingy." Zuo Yueyao's words made Su Xian's originally aggrieved heart instantly feel comfortable: "Who hasn't had a private space yet." ”

"There are some things that should be stingy." Zuo Yueyao took her over: "Come here, let me hug me." ”

Su Xian finally took his two hands out of his pockets, and when he saw Zuo Yueyao unzip his coat, he put his hands through the coat and reached inside, hugged him, and felt the warm current on his body surging towards her, she simply rubbed her cold ears against him.

"Is it cold or not?"

She heard his pet concern, all the negative emotions disappeared, hiding in his arms, Su Xian moved her head slightly: "It's not cold now." ”

"She came here, just ......"

"Forget it, don't say it, I won't listen." Su Xian covered his mouth.

Zuo Yueyao pulled down her little hand: "Why?" ”

"Didn't I just say it, who hasn't had a private space yet, you are classmates, and you are members of the same group, you don't see you when you look up and look down every day, if I can't accept this, then what are you going to do?"

"I can ask my professor for a swap." Zuo Yueyao replied seriously.

"No, no, no." His seriousness made her feel a little embarrassed: "This makes it seem that your girlfriend is not generous, besides, you will also be a doctor in the future, the doctors around you, nurses, and even patients, maybe they are all beautiful young ladies, if I have to care, how tired I should be living every day." ”

"Shouldn't I compliment my girlfriend on being magnanimous and understanding?"

Zuo Yueyao is always like this, no matter what time it is, what people feel is always warm and calm, for He Xinwan's liking of Zuo Yueyao, Su Xian actually doesn't feel much about it, she just feels a little sad, the direction of this relationship is really surprising, the disparity is staged in front of her every day, if there is no wave in her heart, then she is really heartless.

"It's to be boasted about."

A dragonfly-like kiss fell on her lips, so fast that she didn't even react, Su Xian was dissatisfied: "It's too insincere." ”

Zuo Yueyao smiled: "There are many people, next time." ”

Su Xian had no choice but to give up, but the hand that was leaning on his body was reluctant to let go, Zuo Yueyao freed his hand, took out the egg from his pocket, and asked her, "Why did you give my things to others?" ”

"I'm afraid you won't like it."

Compared to that box of high-end things, this egg is really dwarfed.

"The plate of eggs in Heyunling has made me think about it for a long time, and I'm worried that you won't be willing to give it." He whispered comfort.

"Willing." Looking at the gaze of others, Su Xian finally came out of his arms and muttered in a low voice: "Why are you reluctant to carry it so far away." ”

"That." Zuo Yueyao stretched out his hand: "Can you give me back my things?" ”

"Wait!"

Looking at her back as she turned around neatly and ran upstairs, Zuo Yueyao smiled like a spring breeze.

After a while, the man came down again, and stuffed the bag in his hand into his arms: "Now, give it all to you, and eat a lot of it, otherwise my old hen will despise you." ”

"Okay."

No matter what was in it for the time being, the black bag, looking at it, really didn't match the handsome and noble man in front of him, Su Xian had a sense of guilt that had tarnished this nobility, but looking at Zuo Yueyao's expression, he was indifferent, and his smile grew, which made Su Xian's mood better.

"By the way, find a time, let's go and see the luck together."

The girl doll who suffers from congenital heart disease but is always optimistic about life, since she met that day, has often come to Su Xian's mind, she likes this little girl, probably because she has some similarities with her.

"Okay."

Zuo Yueyao agreed very happily.

Su Xian beckoned to him: "That...... See you tomorrow? ”

"See you tomorrow."

Su Xian walked a few steps, retreated, and grinned: "Coffee, is it delicious?" ”

......

In Zuo Yueyao's helplessness, she ran and jumped away, and her mood was no longer as depressed as when she came.

When they saw Laiyun again, more than a month had passed since their appointment that day, mainly because Zuo Yueyao was too busy, switching between classes, hospitals, and laboratories, and completing academic papers, he was only a sophomore, but he was busier than his junior brothers and sisters, for which Su Xian was both distressed and admired.

The more outstanding the person, the more time often can't help himself, for this reason, Su Xian not only did not make trouble unreasonably, but turned into a "sad" force, she wanted to chase the pace of Zuo Yueyao, but she was often unable to do so.

On the way, Zuo Yueyao bought a lot of food for Laiyun and other children, took a taxi, and stuffed the trunk full.

When Laiyun saw the two of them, he ran over with his calves jumping.

"Daddy, Mommy."

For such a title, Su Xian is actually quite embarrassed, this kind of emotion that is not related by blood is strange and unfamiliar, but in order not to make Laiyun feel lost, Su Xian tries her best to play the role of a good mother.

He hugged Fortune, and Laiyun's little chubby hand took the opportunity to hug Zuo Yueyao's head and coquettishly: "Dad, you are getting better and better-looking, and my future boyfriend will be as good-looking as Dad." ”

Su Xian nodded her little forehead: "I'm thinking about finding a boyfriend at such a young age." ”

Laiyun opened his hand: "Mom hug." ”

Su Xian was about to stretch out his hand, but Zuo Yueyao said, "Don't you want your father to hug you?" ”

Laiyun tilted his head and thought about it: "Then it's better to hug Dad." ”

Zuo Yueyao tilted her body and whispered to Su Xian: "If you don't eat fat, how will you hold the child in the future." ”

Su Xian didn't react for a while, she thought that Zuo Yueyao was talking about luck, and just as she was about to open her mouth to refute, she realized what he meant, and accused Zuo Yueyao without shame: "Shouldn't that kind of physical work be done by men!" ”

Zuo Yueyao smiled crookedly.

Su Xian sighed, this man, after all, can't escape the lust.

The dean was also very happy to see them, put down what he was doing and chatted with them for a while, during the chat, they learned that not long ago, there was a family with a good family who liked Laiyun at first sight, and originally wanted to adopt, but after learning about Laiyun's physical condition, he gave up this plan, for them, liking is one thing, but if you want to live in worry all day long, it is better not to adopt.

Su Xian can understand this idea very well, although there is no blood relationship, but after getting along for a long time, the relationship will naturally be established, and the loss on the basis of feelings is a kind of torture for anyone.

Later, when the adopter reluctantly said goodbye to Laiyun, Laiyun took the dean's hand, held his proud little head high, and announced loudly: "I have my parents, and my parents are very beautiful." ”

Su Xian couldn't hear the tears, and only came out of the welfare home after playing with Laiyun for a while, the door of the welfare home slowly closed, Su Xian turned around, and saw Laiyun shaking his arm vigorously at her, the smile on his face seemed so pure, but so desolate.

"What are you thinking?" For her silence all the way, Zuo Yueyao had already noticed it.

"I'm thinking." Suddenly I wanted to find a place to lean on, so I snuggled up to his shoulder: "It would be great if I had a lot of money, so that I could take Laiyun back to raise, find her a good doctor, give her a good living environment, and let her grow up carefree, even if it is ......"

It's hard to imagine what the bad ending will be: "Even if there is really a day of separation, at least let her know that the beauty of this world lets her know that she is also a little princess who is loved, not there no one cares." ”

"She's not unwanted." can understand her sourness: "She has a dean, there are so many kind-hearted people, with you and me, we will go to see her when we have time in the future." ”

"I thought my life was miserable, but compared to them, I was nothing at all, and I could accept what I suffered, but what I couldn't accept was the feeling of being powerless to witness all these misfortunes."

She has always been immersed in her own world, and for this reason, Zuo Yueyao pulled the person who seemed to have no soul.

"Girl." He lifted her chin and forced her to look at herself: "Look at me and listen to me." ”

"In this world, there are countless people of all kinds, everyone, more or less suffering from injustice, or suffering, these things may happen is a fact that cannot be changed, so we need to face it, and our face, we can sympathize, we can empathize, but not self-pity, we can do our best to make things better, and even achieve our own idealization, but the important thing is that we must have the courage to face the cruel ending."

His words hit Su Xian's heart word by word, and as time passed, finally, her smile gradually rippled.

"You're really fit to be a doctor."

Do your best, but you can face it calmly.

Zuo Yueyao is such a person.