Chapter 85: Let go

Wen He turned around and touched her forehead: "You just had a little fever, do you feel more comfortable now?"

Sitting up with his body propped up, leaning against the head of the bed: "I've gone to see Zuo Yueyao." She didn't want to hide it from Wen He, this was the least respect for him.

Wen He didn't show anything unusual, he just smiled calmly: "You said to try it, but you didn't tell me when to start trying, before you start, you can meet anyone, you don't have to tell me."

His calmness surprised her, deliberately causing him another topic that would make him uncomfortable: "And what if I see him again after the start?"

Probably didn't expect her to ask like this, Wen He was stunned for a moment before saying, "Then I may be jealous, of course, if you just get along as a friend, it's not impossible."

Su Xian's mood was a little better, and he smiled helplessly: "These two people who used to treat each other sincerely can still be friends, how generous do you have to be, I am a cautious person, even if you are willing, I am not willing."

"Fool." scolded lightly, but it made Wen He smile very shyly.

Zuo Yueyao closed his eyes tightly, lying on the unfamiliar bed, he could clearly hear the movements around him, but he was reluctant to open his eyes, until He Xinwan's conversation with his mother gradually dispersed, he slowly opened his eyes, looked at the unfamiliar room, took out a cigarette from his pocket, and slowly smoked it.

He had drunk a lot, never so much, and he always felt that something was struggling from the deepest part of his heart, and then it passed slowly, and he wanted to grasp it, but he couldn't.

They all thought he was drunk, but in fact, he was always awake, and he just wanted to hear what the woman would say and do.

But the result disappointed him.

The woman who had made him clinging to him for so long gave him up to someone else, and he was taken home by He Xinwan, lying on her soft bed, with a faint fragrance on the futon, but it made him feel cold and sick to his stomach.

His life has always been decided by himself, but his original insistence and decision, is it right or wrong?

He Xinwan returned to the room, saw the person leaning on the head of the bed and smoking, walked to the side of the bed and opened the window a little: "Auntie asked me to take good care of you, you can sleep here tonight, anyway, there are many rooms, I just sleep in the guest room."

"Thank you." He really didn't have the strength to toss, and he wanted to get a good night's sleep, maybe he would wake up tomorrow, and everything that happened today would be unimportant.

"Yueyao." He Xinwan stood beside him, and there was distress and confusion in her soft voice: "Are you really so unable to let go of her? You can see that she doesn't really want to be with you, so why are you insisting so much?"

A cigarette quickly bottomed out, and Zuo Yueyao took out another one.

He Xinwan sighed deeply: "I can't judge whether the emotional matter is right or wrong, but today, you should also be sober, feelings are each other's stay, it shouldn't be just your persistence, when do you want to be like this?" I heard that you were absent from the academic exchange meeting held by the hospital a few days ago, Yueyao, this is really not like you, you know that the person surnamed Ni has always been dissatisfied with you, why did you give him this opportunity for academic exchange? If you are upset, can't you wait for the exchange meeting to end?"

He remained silent, his frowning brow full of sorrow and sadness.

He Xinwan saw for the first time how lethal love was, she thought that what she insisted on was love, and only at this moment did she understand that what she insisted on was just her wishful thinking, Zuo Yueyao's boundaries for her were always limited to the relationship between friends, and his feelings for Su Xian were true love.

"Auntie...... It's trying to bring us together." He told the truth, and suddenly had no desire to persevere, "I know that colleagues in the hospital will also compare me with her in private, saying that I am more suitable to be your girlfriend, when I hear this, I am actually quite happy, but I know better than anyone that in your heart, I am far inferior to her."

"I'm sorry." What else could he say to her?

"I should apologize to you." He Xinwan smiled bitterly: "For the trouble I brought you." It was like grasping the last straw, as if with a fluke mentality: "Yueyao, I just ask you seriously today, is it really impossible for us to be at all?"

"Nope."

He replied without hesitation, the last life-saving straw was torn off in an instant, and his heart fell to the bottom, "Why? I don't think I'm any worse than her."

"You're not worse than her, even better than her in many ways, but that's not a condition I'd like." Finally realizing that the successive smokes were really inappropriate in the boudoir, he snuffed out the cigarette butts with his fingers, and did not feel the burning heat caused by the high temperature at all: "I always thought that I liked her, because I liked her simple loveliness, sensible and tolerant, and that indomitable effort, after meeting her again, she changed, became more complicated, more indifferent, and even sometimes willful and domineering, but I found that I still like her, it turns out that what I like is her person, no matter what she becomes, I still like the person."

This sudden explanation, which was equivalent to a confession, made He Xinwan both envious and a little sad.

"You're right." After a moment of silence, Zuo Yueyao slowly spoke again, "She doesn't seem to want to be with me."

He Xinwan was shocked to realize that the smile on the corner of his mouth was so desperate and lonely, if she hadn't seen it with her own eyes, how could she believe that Zuo Yueyao would be able to do this for Su Xian's sake?

Even if he was unwilling in his heart, he had slowly let go of his sobriety, He Xinwan sat down and looked at him: "In college, every time I saw you walking hand in hand, I hated it very much, I hated why you didn't choose me, and I hated why she could get your heart so easily, because of hate, I even did whatever it took to ......."

"Don't mention the past." Zuo Yueyao intercepted her words, her black eyes contained infinite wisdom, but she was emotionally tricky: "People always make mistakes, and I am the same, if I think about it seriously, maybe I can think of a better way to solve it, and I won't let a girl leave NTU with guilt and shame."

He knows? He actually knew that she had done it......

I have to admit that there are still some things in common between him and Su Xian.

Like the two people who have abandoned their previous suspicions, the mustard in their hearts is gone, if they are destined to have no chance in this life, then it is actually not bad to be friends with him, she still admits his excellence and excellence, as well as his unmatched appearance and dedication in her heart.

"There's something I think you should know."

Before this, He Xinwan didn't want to say it, but now, she felt that she should say that since the twisted melon is not sweet, it can be regarded as making up for her own mistakes by fulfilling others.

Zuo Yueyao rubbed his temples, the effects of alcohol and annoyance made his brain hurt terribly, "Hmm."

"When you broke up, she didn't seem to have any cheating partners." At the beginning, she was just curious, curious about what kind of person she would abandon Zuo Yueyao for, so she went to investigate this matter, and after she inquired, she found that there was no so-called third party at all, but at that time, because of her dead heart, she did not debunk this matter.

"I know."

......

He knows everything...... He Xinwan suddenly laughed: "I thought that people who fell in love were easy to ignore many things, but I forgot, you are Zuo Yueyao."

"If you know, why do you ......?"

"The lies she made up, those vexatious troubles, just to break up with me, we were both young at that time, I can't think of any reason for her to let her abandon everything we have experienced over the years mercilessly, and when I knew that she didn't empathize with other love, I began to wonder why she broke up with me, maybe it was because of her youth, I thought that breaking up was just a very common thing, just divide it, but I didn't expect it......

I didn't expect to be able to miss the same person for so many years after the breakup.

"The professor later introduced me to one, whose personality is somewhat similar to that girl, and I also tried to get along with her, but every time she wanted to hold my hand, I would avoid it, I knew that I didn't let go, in fact, I was also waiting for myself to let go, but when I saw her again, I knew that it would be more difficult for me to let go again, from beginning to end, all I wanted was her."

"Isn't it too much for you to say this to my face?" Just didn't want to see him so sad, He Xinwan pretended to be angry and joked.

Realizing that there were indeed a lot of words today, Zuo Yueyao tried hard to hide his emotions, facing each other, the complex of many years was unraveled, and the two smiled knowingly.

"And what are you going to do?" It's just out of concern among friends.

"Since she doesn't want me, let's not hold on."

It really sounded like an abandoned resentful husband, He Xinwan couldn't help but laugh: "Are you willing?"

"Is there a place to go out next month?" There seems to be such a thing in his impression, but lately his mind has not been on it, and he is not sure about the authenticity of this matter.

He Xinwan couldn't cry or laugh: "Didn't you give me this place?"

"Can you give me this spot again?" He knew it wasn't right, but it was time for him to get out and see the outside world.

"Absolutely." He Xinwan agreed without hesitation: "But you have to think about it, this time it will be at least three months, and at most half a year."

"No problem."

Su Xian was really sick, and he was not lightly ill, he continued to have a high fever, and finally his consciousness began to blur, Wen He proposed to take her to the hospital several times, but she refused, there was no way, he could only find a doctor he knew, went to the pharmacy to buy medicine according to his instructions, and took care of her with his clothes, so that Su Xian's body slowly improved.

When I woke up, there were a bunch of people around the bed, in addition to Wen He, there were also Chen Biyu, Lu Xiran, Huang Kaifeng and Xiao Yunshu also came.

The body was still very weak, but their appearance made Su Xian feel warmer than ever.

Xiao Yunshu pouted her ass and lay on Su Xian's bed, and when she woke up, she rubbed her forehead against her: "Aunt Su, when I had a fever before, my father rubbed me like this, just rub it, and I'll rub it for you."

Su Xian pulled away Xiao Yunshu: "Stay away from Auntie, it will infect you."

Huang Kaifeng said: "I'm afraid that I won't get better soon, I can't see you in the company these days, and I'm quite worried that I'm panicking, I'm afraid that you will not be looking for death and life at home alone."

Chen Biyu answered: "If there is such a big thing, you don't call us, you should be this sister's white place, in case you have three long and two short, we can't even see the last one, wouldn't we regret it for the rest of our lives."

...... There is really a similarity between the two of them......

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