Chapter 60, Ye Xin's life experience
Although Zhang Long is very improper, he has never fallen behind in terms of cultivation, and has answered many questions that puzzled me along the way.
Time passed much faster than we thought, and the direction of the compass did not change until noon.
This shows that there is still some distance between us and our destination, and such a long distance cannot be as fast as it can be except for running away overnight.
This also just shows that the chief of the Ruchen Dao has indeed seriously injured it, so that it does not dare to stay in Zhuhai City at this moment.
We were already out of the city, and the direction the pointer pointed to, and the map showed a village, and we were going to borrow it tonight.
The whistling of cars lingers in our heads.
I couldn't help but complain: "I don't think this broken car is good, the minimum speed limit is ninety, we can only drive to ninety, all the cars are faster than us, and I am afraid that this car will stop us on the road if we are not careful." ”
Lin Qiwei was a little embarrassed and said: "The organization has encountered some troubles recently, and I can't come up with the money for the time being, so I can only settle it." ”
Ye Xin looked out the window for a while, as if she had something on her mind.
According to Lin Qiwei, this girl's background is very large, and the forces behind her can make the headquarters of the supernatural investigation team dare not provoke, but she stays with us with peace of mind, because she can't go home, and once she returns home, she will be confined, because her identity is very special, it is said that there is a lot of cause and effect involved, and she also used many methods to escape, because the supernatural investigation team is very hidden, so her family can't find her, but if she is exposed to the outside world, she will definitely be arrested.
Even if she follows us, life and death are unpredictable, she is willing to persevere, she just doesn't want to go back to that cold home.
I don't know how to comfort her, to be precise, it's hard for me to empathize, my family is very loose with me, since I was a child, I grew up in this relaxed environment, I have not been constrained, let alone confinement, so Ye Xin has expressed her envy for me more than once, she very much hopes to be able to live in an environment without any constraints, and she can do whatever she wants.
Freedom is something that everyone wants to have, but who says they are free? In the end, constraints are needed, but the difference is the degree of tightness of the constraints.
"You say, if one day, I disappear, will you come to me?"
Xia Qing and Zhang Long around were asleep, and she sat next to me with an indescribable sadness.
I don't know what she meant, but I can probably guess why.
He asked, "Are you worried about the people in your family?" ”
The air conditioner is on in the car, and it will be a little cold after a long time.
She leaned in on me with her feet on the stool, her hands clasped around the knees of her legs, curled up, as if feeling a little cold.
Her eyes are bright, she knows a lot of things, but she doesn't understand a lot of things, in the process of getting along with her these days.
I found her to be a simple girl with very little hope and a very ordinary life.
Even though she eats noodles day after day in the paranormal investigation team and doesn't have much money on her, she is the happiest among us.
It is impossible to imagine such a girl facing the icy darkness alone, curled up in the darkness, desperate, crying.
She was a little disappointed with my answer because I didn't answer her question explicitly.
"Nope."
The feeling of disappointment fermented in his tone, and I couldn't help but feel that I was a villain.
I smiled wryly and said, "Yes, definitely, as long as you wish." ”
In this life, I am destined to be a bad person and help others, knowing that such a thing cannot be easily agreed, and once I agree, I can't go back.
But I was still stupid, and I couldn't stand her disappointed eyes.
Hearing my sincere answer, her tense face finally softened.
His face was full of memories again, as if he was thinking about the past.
"Since I was very young, my parents have not come to see me, my mother said that she is very busy, every day to help my father solve a lot of things, I remember when I was a child, my mother is very beautiful, very young, but under the super labor, she gradually became not as beautiful as before, for my attitude, but also more of a coping, my father said that he is busier, every day to face all kinds of meals, I still remember when he was a child to hold me around to play, but all this only stayed far away.
I didn't read, I didn't even know that my children needed to go to school, the knowledge I needed was taught to me by my housekeeper grandfather, I had no friends, I didn't have peers around, the whole big house, empty only me and the housekeeper and some servants, what I was facing was the coldness of my father and mother, I was confined to the house, I couldn't leave, it was like a cage, boring and painful. ”
Her hands trembled slightly, and I knew it was a look of fear.
"I've shed tears in countless dark nights, and every morning I wake up longing for a little change around me, not to be so dead."
At this point, her eyes were moist and her eyes were red.
"I don't have any friends in my life, Qiwei counts as one, you count as one, and Lao Huang counts as one."
"I still remember the last time you stood in front of me, I was very touched........."
I listened to her words like this, silently, this is her life, and it is also her unknown past.
Willing to tell me, it means that I must be very important in her heart, so in the face of this relationship worthy of relying on and trusting, I chose to accept it silently.
There are some feelings that cannot be lived up to in this life, when a person falls into the endless abyss, how much he hopes that a hand can pull him up.
I've also been in a state of confusion and despair, so I know what it's like.
Sometimes a lot of effort may only be exchanged for a small return, but if you don't give, you may not even get a return.
Not only can I feel this feeling of despair suffocating, but I hope that one day when I fall into despair, someone will come to my rescue.
Gradually, we all fell asleep until the car stopped.
We arrived at the village at nine o'clock in the evening, and it was already dark, but there were still many houses in the village with their lights on, and we entered the village, and there were a few aunts outside the village who were discussing some things, and we approached and listened to the general situation.
Aunt in a pink apron: "It's a coincidence that you said it was a coincidence, there were three fewer people last night!" All of a sudden, there were three less, and now even the bones could not be found. ”
The aunt pinching the rape: "Is it possible that the monsters in the mountains are doing something?" ”
"Where did the monster come from, we have the protection of the mountain god in the mountain, what monster dares to come here to spread wild?"
The two aunts talked a lot, but there was really information in the words that would help us.
Three people died last night, and I guess it's likely that the mountain spirit was bumped into when he fled here, so he simply killed people.
And it's also a guy who sucks human flesh and blood, and it's seriously injured at the moment, and it's normal to eat people to recover its body.
I took out some red tickets, about three, and all of them I saved by making money.
When the aunts saw our strange faces, they all showed jealous and puzzled looks.
I said hello to these aunts kindly, and then took out three red tickets, saying that I wanted to spend the night tonight.
These aunts are all money fans, not to mention how happy they are to see that they have money to make, and the aunt in the pink apron is quick-eyed.
took the money and stuffed it into his pocket, and looked at the other aunts with a proud face.
As if he was showing off his skills.