The lights were blazing overhead, and Jian Yi stood in the small compartment in the bathroom, looking at the two red lines on the early pregnancy test strip in his hand, and his head was dizzy. She never imagined that she would be pregnant, and although she had made some mental preparations, she was still panicked at this moment.

She was cold, her hands trembled uncontrollably, and she didn't even know who to turn to or talk to at this moment. The noon bathroom was unusually quiet, she stood in the cramped lattice in despair, her brain was like a mess, the nausea in her stomach came up again, she covered her mouth tightly, forcing herself not to make a sound.

I don't know how long she stood there, but the sound of footsteps and talking outside gradually approached, she forced herself to calm down, reached out and rubbed her pale face vigorously, and walked out of the bathroom.

She was in a trance, and she had to speak to her several times before she could hear her. When she was about to get off work, she finally made a decision, took out her mobile phone and hid in the pantry to text Zhou Qi, asking if he was free tonight, and she wanted to talk to him about something.

But just a few words, she edited it many times over and over again before sending it. But until the end of the day, the text message was like a stone in the sea, and there was no reply.

Jian Yi lost her soul and stayed in the company for a long time after work, until it was dark, she seemed to suddenly come back to her senses, packed up her things and left like a walking corpse.

In the evening, the colleagues in the office building had almost left, and when she left the company, she mustered up her courage again, took out her mobile phone and dialed Zhou Qi's number.

The phone was not picked up for a long time, and it was not until the last second that Zhou Qi's voice came from the other end, "What's the matter?" The voice was cold and indifferent.

Jian Yi stood downstairs, the horns of the vehicles in front of her mingled with all kinds of noisy sounds, as if they were about to drown her out.

She was silent on the phone, and after a minute or two, she mustered up the courage to speak, "Are you free now?" I want to ......"

Before she could finish her words, she was interrupted by Zhou Qi, and he said coldly: "We have already broken up, what else is there to talk about?" I have nothing to talk to you about. ”

After saying this, he didn't wait for Jian Yi to say anything more, and he hung up the phone directly.

The beeping sound of busy lines came from the phone, Jian Yi's chest was heavy, his eyes were swollen and painful, and tears seemed to fall at any time. The glass door behind her reflected her bleak face, looking fragile and embarrassed. She didn't even dare to look at herself in the glass, forced down the pain in her heart, walked into the night, and went to take the subway home in a daze.

When she returned home, she stood at the door for a long time. After a long time, she reached out and gently touched her stomach, but as soon as she touched it, she quickly removed her hand as if it was burned. She was still terrified and dazed, and she didn't even know what to do about this sudden child.

She walked over to the couch and sat down, covering her face and burying her head between her knees. She sat in a daze for half the night, and at this moment suddenly envied her cousin Jian Yinglai, who had a healthy and happy home, no matter what happened, someone would stand behind her and protect her.

She was terrified, but it was difficult to find someone to talk to. Luo Yu is about to get married, and she doesn't want her to worry about her own affairs. And on grandma's side, she didn't dare to let her old man know.

Her hand gently touched her stomach again, and Zhou Qi had been taking protective measures, which showed that he didn't want children.

Jian Yi sat in a daze, and it was not until there was a faint pain in her stomach that she got up to get herself something to eat. I don't know if the fetus felt her emotions or what, the morning sickness was not so bad before, but tonight the nausea in the stomach just served the bowl surged, she ran to the bathroom, vomited and turned the world upside down, and then returned to the room, lying motionless on the bed with her clothes in her clothes.

No matter how panicked she is, she still has to run for life. I went to work the next day with a haggard face, and I didn't even dare to go to work with my colleagues for lunch. But this child probably also realized that he was not welcome, and the next few days were exceptionally well-behaved.

Jane Yi hung up on the hospital weekend in the middle of a sleepless night, she was born in an unsound family, and she never even received normal fatherly and maternal love. Although I have the love of my grandparents, this is different. She knows too well the inferiority complex and pain of growing up in such a family, and how can she bring this child into this world.

After making her decision, she gradually calmed down and just waited for the weekend to come. She deceived herself and ran away, and never even dared to reach out to touch her little belly. In the dead of night, I said sorry over and over again.

The weekend was fast approaching, and she covered herself tightly and put on her hat. But in fact, the doctor didn't even look at her and prescribed a checklist for her to go for an examination first.

Jian Yi drew blood, and when she got the B-ultrasound single, she knew that she was 6 weeks pregnant, and she didn't realize anything. She looked at the small black dot on the B ultrasound photo in a daze, and her tears flowed uncontrollably, and she was forced to hold back. In the hospital, mothers with big bellies come and go, accompanied by their husbands, or mothers-in-law or mothers, with happy smiles on their faces.

Jian Yi didn't think about anything coldly, and waited until she hung up the follow-up number, and then entered the doctor's office like a walking corpse.

Jane Yi still ran away at the last moment, what qualifications did she have to deprive a life of existence?

She sat outside the hospital all afternoon, and when she got home, she put away all the mess like coffee. From the moment she learned that she was pregnant, she was terrified and helpless, and never dared to think about the existence of the child. Her heart ached when she was in the hospital, but when she really made the decision to keep the child, her heart strangely calmed down. She stretched out her hand and carefully stroked her still flat belly, and her heart became extremely soft.

She doesn't want to think about the difficulties she will face in the future, what needs to be solved in front of her is Luo Yu's wedding, she is a bridesmaid, she has to drink no matter what, and now she can no longer drink.

It was impossible to hide this matter, so she called Luo Yu and asked her to have dinner together. Luo Yu responded, this time by Jian Yi.

Luo Yu has been busy these days, and she didn't come over in a hurry until she saw her, and when she saw her, she laughed and said, "Why did you suddenly think of asking me to have dinner together?" ”

Jian Yi dealt with the past vaguely, and only after the two of them finished eating did she say in a slur manner: "I'm pregnant." ”