Chapter Ninety-Eight: Don't Punish Yourself for Others
"Lang'er! Lang'er! Are you going to leave your mother alone! Are you going to be like your short-lived father, leaving your mother behind! Widow Zhao watched Zhao Lang leave, suddenly reacted, shouted to catch up with Zhao Lang, and hugged him from behind and didn't let go.
Zhao Lang's face was full of disgust, and he squeezed Widow Zhao's hand hard, "Let go of me!" ”
"Lang'er, it's my mother's mistake, my mother shouldn't beat you, if you leave, what should my mother do?" Widow Zhao didn't let go, and hugged Zhao Lang tightly.
"Then die." Zhao Lang saw that he couldn't let go, and he didn't bother to move again, so he sneered.
Widow Zhao's next words all dissipated, and she looked at the back of her son's head in shock, as if she was looking at a monster.
"Do you know how tired it is to be with you?" Zhao Lang turned to look at Widow Zhao, the smile on the corner of his mouth was like a scimitar, and he stabbed Widow Zhao fiercely.
"You say every day that everything is for me and you want me to live well, but have you ever asked, what do I really want?"
"I can't have my own ideas, everything has to be done according to you, why?"
"You gave birth to me? In your eyes, I'm not a son at all, just a tool. It's just a tool to keep you worry-free for the rest of your life, so that your face is bright. ”
So why make such a false gesture? What you love has always been yourself. Zhao Lang said one sentence after another, and Widow Zhao's eyes widened more and more.
"Lang'er, you have never ...... these words"
"As long as I have something wrong with you, you will either beat or scold, and train me like a dog. I've been putting up with it for this moment. ”
"Heartache is it? Crash yes? Compared to the pain I've suffered for so many years, I don't think it's enough. Zhao Lang seemed to pour out all the words that were held in his heart, and it was not enough, and he stepped on the tip of Widow Zhao's heart.
No one spoke, whether it was Widow Zhao, who was about to faint, or the people watching the play around, they all looked at Zhao Lang quietly.
Look at this boy who used to be silent and disliked.
Zhao Lang snorted coldly, took advantage of Widow Zhao's stunned moment, shook off Widow Zhao's hand fiercely, and left without looking back.
Widow Zhao let out a goose-like wail in her throat, rolled her eyes, and fell straight to the ground.
The autumn breeze suddenly rose, rolling up pieces of fallen leaves and spreading them on Widow Zhao's body, as if God was afraid that she would be cold, so he covered her with a thin quilt.
Bai Lu ignored Widow Zhao, and several mothers-in-law in Lisi Village who had befriended her had already gone to set up Widow Zhao and was ready to take her back to the thatched house.
"Shi'er, do you feel any discomfort in your heart?" Bai Lu bent down and looked at Luo Fu, she thought that this matter had not been completely handled, for fear that Luo Fu would leave some psychological shadows.
Luo Shi raised her face and looked at Bai Lu, the tears on her face had already been carefully wiped away by Bai Lu, and her eyes were clearer because they were washed with tears: "My sister said, it's not my fault, I shouldn't think I have a problem." ”
Luo Fu shook his head and looked at Zhao Lang who was far away and Widow Zhao who was helped away, although his voice was a little weak, it was much better than before.
Bai Lu looked at Luo Fu's expression carefully, and really didn't find the gloom from it, and was a little relieved: "Shi'er still wants to live here?" Would you want to go somewhere else? ”
If Luo Shi wanted to leave because of Zhao Lang, Bai Lu was willing to send them away, and she could even help them find a good place to live.
It's just that she is also a little reluctant to be such a pitiful Luo Fu.
is afraid that Luo Fu will touch the scene, and his heart will become more and more unbearable.
"I still want to be with my sister, I don't want to go anywhere else." Luo Shi immediately shook his head, "The people here are very good, and the person who bullied me has also left, I don't want to punish myself for other people's mistakes." ”
When Bai Lu heard this, she fell in love with Luo Fu a little more.
Such a sensible and tough little girl, Bai Lu really can't bear to let her suffer any more harm.
So she took Luo Shi's hand and walked to Luo Qin: "From now on, let Shi'er follow me, today's incident will never happen again." ”
Luo Qin watched Bai Lu, who was a head shorter than him, pull his sister and swore to himself, but he didn't speak for a long time.
"You don't know how to fight." Luo Qin knew that he still had to build a house, and there were still many things to do, so he couldn't keep Luo Shi with him all the time.
And he now has a little understanding of Bai Lu's temperament, but he is very suspicious of her strength.
After all, he saw it just now, Bai Lu's kick could only kick the thief boy down, but not kick him to death.
As for the option of leaving Changsheng Village, when he saw Luo Shi's eyes, he was ruled out by Luo Qin.
"I'll start learning today, and I'll take it with me." Bai Lu said what she had thought about a long time ago.
"With whom?" Luo Qin had an answer when he asked, and looked at Li Qingnian, who had been silent on the side, "And his guards?" ”
Bai Lu did not deny that although she had not discussed this matter with Li Qingnian, she was sure that she would not let Li Qingnian reject her.
"I'll watch at any time." Luo Qin didn't pursue it further, after saying this, his eyes stayed on Luo Fu for a long time, and he swallowed back the words he wanted to speak, and finally just patted Luo Fu's shoulder, and arched his hand towards the Bai family's father and son, and walked in the direction where Zhao Lang left before with the axe.
"Sister, where is my brother going?" Luo Fu is smart, and when he sees Luo Qin's appearance, he can guess a point or two, but he still asks Bai Lu.
"It's okay, he's going to cut down trees." Bai Lu didn't tell the truth to Luo Fu, and anyone with a discerning eye could see that Luo Qin was going to clean up Zhao Lang well.
In Bai Lu's heart, Zhao Lang did something like that to Luo Fu, no matter how miserable he was, he was not worthy of forgiveness.
Just kicking him out, it's too cheap for him.
It can even be said that it was Zhao Lang who used Luo Fu to take revenge on Widow Zhao and seek freedom for himself.
So for Zhao Lang, leaving Changsheng Village is still a good thing.
How could Luo Qin let Zhao Lang leave happily?
If Rochin doesn't go, she will have to catch up later.
It's just that no one noticed that Han Xiaoguang, who had been standing beside Li Qingnian, had also quietly disappeared.
Luo Fu heard Bai Lu say this, and didn't ask again, and stood behind Bai Lu obediently.
"You, can you help me?" Seeing that Luo Fu didn't speak, Bai Lu smiled at her, clenched her hand and turned to Li Qingnian.
She didn't say anything to help, but everyone understood.
Li Xiucai...... Oh no, Master Xiucai, if you can, why don't you take my two unsuccessful sons with you? Bai Haisheng saw the stitches, saw that Li Qingnian did not directly refuse, and pushed Bai Cong and Bai Ke to the front.