Chapter 38: It's better to die
Lu Zirui was also embarrassed, this was the first time he had such close contact with Shen Qianqian after Shen Qianqian gave birth, and he couldn't hold back the restlessness in his heart, Lu Zirui said calmly.
"You look good in whatever you wear."
Shen Qianqian smiled.
"Then it's good for me to wear a red dress, the wedding should always be festive."
Lu Zirui nodded, he had already begun to imagine Shen Qianqian wearing a red skirt and the two of them appeared in front of everyone.
He wasn't so excited when he got the certificate, maybe it was because he could tell everyone at the wedding that Shen Qianqian was his Lu Zirui's woman, so he was so excited.
Shen Qianqian was happily waiting for the moment of the wedding, and the Shen family was already in a mess because of gossip.
The entire railway bureau knew about the Shen family.
Shen Xiuer nests at home every day.
She couldn't go to college, as soon as she entered the university gate, some students pointed at her, and some people even threw garbage at her.
She can't get out of this house, I don't know who spread the news that she and Zhao Dawei almost got into an accident last time in Li Xiangping's house, and now the family home is saying that Shen Xiu'er is a college student who is not even innocent, and she still gave it to the ruffians in the courtyard.
No matter how thick-skinned she is and how good her psychological quality is, she can't live anymore.
Li Xiulan has been washing her face with tears at every turn in the past few days, and she and Shen Wenqiang have a big quarrel and a small quarrel, so that Shen Wenqiang can't stay at home, and she went to work in the unit two days ago, and she never went home and lived directly in the staff dormitory of the Railway Bureau.
Shen Xiu'er nestled on the bed, thinking about her high-spirited appearance before, and began to sobble and cry again.
Although Li Xiulan loved her in her heart, she couldn't help it at the moment, hesitated for a while, pushed open Shen Xiu'er's door, sat on the edge of her bed, and said earnestly.
"Xiu'er, now that things are like this, let's not care about college grades first, the school won't find out anything for a while, but your innocence ......"
As soon as she said this, Shen Xiu'er cried even louder.
Li Xiulan wanted to speak and stopped, seeing her daughter uncomfortable like this, she was not comfortable, but things had to be solved when they happened.
"Don't cry, didn't you say that Lu Zixuan likes you, you go to find Lu Zixuan, he knows that you and Zhao Dawei didn't succeed, see if he can come to the house to propose."
"Mom, even if it doesn't work out, how can the Lu family allow me to enter the house? It's not that you don't know what they like to Shen Qianqian's slut, so I don't want to be angry with that. ”
Shen Xiu'er cried loudly.
Li Xiulan was irritable, and she was still picking and choosing at this time.
"Lu Zixuan, if you don't want to marry, then you have to marry Zhao Dawei."
Shen Xiu'er thought of Zhao Dawei's hooligan appearance and immediately shouted.
"I won't marry, if you want me to marry Zhao Dawei, it's better to let me die."
"If you don't marry, you have to marry!"
Shen Wenqiang, who hadn't come back for a few days, suddenly appeared with a calm face.
He has really had enough of it in the unit these days, everyone pointed at him and scolded him and poked his backbone, if he hadn't worked in the railway bureau for a long time, this job would not have been kept, this uncompetitive daughter, he would have liked to be beaten to death with a stick.
Shen Xiu'er looked at Shen Wenqiang with a black face, although she was dissatisfied, she still pulled Li Xiulan's arm in fear and whimpered aggrievedly.
"Either you go to Lu Zixuan and ask him to marry you, or you can only marry Zhao Dawei, otherwise who can marry you?"
This time, Li Xiulan did not protect Shen Xiuer anymore, and resolutely gave two paths.
Shen Xiu'er looked at her parents who were standing together with cold faces, her eyes were full of despair, she bit her lip, and said hatefully.
"Okay, I'll go find Lu Zixuan."
After speaking, Shen Xiu'er couldn't hold back, covered her face and buried herself in her knees and cried bitterly.
Early the next morning, Shen Xiuer took a shower, which was completely different from the glamorous Shen Xiuer in the past.
Today she wore an earthy yellow shirt, black slacks, a pair of sandals, her hair was loose and she put on a hat, and she went out in a dodge.
Shen Xiu'er hurriedly walked out of the family courtyard with her head down, afraid that someone would recognize her.
Cautiously arrived at the gate of the university, she knew that Lu Zixuan had a class today, and quickly walked through the campus to the outside of the teaching building.
Students come in twos and threes, some students walk into the school building with books to prepare for class, and some students come out of the school building to get out of class.
Shen Xiu'er stood under the big banyan tree next to the teaching building, looking left and right.
When Lu Zixuan held a book in one hand and a cross-body canvas bag on his back, and walked out of the teaching building with his classmates, Shen Xiuer shouted excitedly.
"Lu Zixuan!"
The sudden sound caused Lu Zixuan and his classmates to look at Shen Xiu'er at the same time, Shen Xiu'er panicked and quickly lowered her head.
Lu Zixuan was very familiar with the voice, and sent his classmates to go first, he trotted under the big banyan tree, Shen Xiu'er looked up, and Lu Zixuan said in surprise.
"Xiu'er, is it really you?"
Shen Xiu'er nodded, looked around, and immediately pulled Lu Zixuan towards the place where there were few people, and the two came to the artificial lake of the school.
Lu Zixuan followed Shen Xiu'er and trotted all the way, both of them panting slightly.
"Xiu'er, what's going on with your college grades? You don't come to class either, it's being said all over the school. ”
Shen Xiu'er was annoyed when she heard this, and looked up at Lu Zixuan impatiently.
"Don't you believe me either?"
Lu Zixuan was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously shook his head, although so many things had happened, he still liked Shen Xiu'er in his heart.
Shen Xiu'er looked at Lu Zixuan's stunned appearance, and was angry in her heart, the person she likes should be as imposing as a man like Lu Zirui, not a hairy boy like Lu Zixuan.
But thinking of the purpose of coming today, Shen Xiu'er endured the unhappiness in her heart and showed a smile to Lu Zixuan.
"Zixuan, I know you believe me, but I can't help it, I don't know who spread the news last time, I can't be a person in the family courtyard."
After saying this, Shen Xiu'er glanced at Lu Zixuan shyly, lowered her head, and continued to whisper.
"Zixuan, I know you like me, in fact, I like you too, so, can you take your parents to my house to propose, I am willing to marry you."
As soon as the words fell, Shen Xiu'er seemed to be courageous, raised her head and her starry eyes flashed, and she pursed her lips slightly to look at Lu Zixuan.
Lu Zixuan was already speechless in shock, he hadn't said that he liked Shen Xiu'er before, but every time Shen Xiu'er talked about him left and right, he couldn't figure out Shen Xiu'er's mind.
Unexpectedly, today Shen Xiuer actually took the initiative to marry him.
Lu Zixuan's blood surged up in an instant, and his heart was ecstatic.
But after the ecstasy, he realized that Shen Xiu'er and Zhao Dawei's affairs, although he was at the scene, but how to say that the two were also in the same bed, Lu Zixuan thought of this, and his chest seemed to be blocked by a stone.
Shen Xiu'er saw that Lu Zixuan refused to speak for a long time, her eyes were already full of tears, and two bean-sized tears crossed the corners of her eyes.
"Lu Zixuan, do you want to do this to me? You don't believe me? My favorite people don't believe me, so I might as well die. ”