This chapter does not count towards the fiction chapter. The purpose of such a chapter is to apologize to one person in the whole of China! She is Shaohan!

The young master apologizes to you first. I didn't speak well and misunderstood the QQ message you sent. Because I was scared for a long time, I was afraid that one day you wouldn't know me, even if you pretended not to know me. Every time, every day, I pray that this doesn't happen. However, it backfired. You're pretending you don't know me......

I was cooperating with you at the time, chatting with you pretending not to know each other. At the end of the conversation, I couldn't suppress the grief and anger in my heart. It's the first time I've scolded you so hard...... You're also the first girl worthy of me doing this.

Time flies, and you and I always change ourselves unintentionally. You and I are still so-called friends, but do you know? We are no longer human! You have changed, I don't know you anymore. I've changed, and you said I had become something you didn't know. I don't like it, it feels like I'm talking to a stranger.

Once upon a time, I also gave you peace of mind behind my back. No matter the wind and rain ahead, I will still break through and fight for you in the front. I don't have to worry because I can rest assured that there is you behind me. You can't keep me out of the cold arrows. But it has always supported me. I have the confidence to fight!

Later, after that incident, you and I changed. You've always been so innocent in my heart. So kind. But I'm not as pure as I seem, I'm not calculating all the time, how can I make you and me change back to the original you and me. I failed again and again, and gradually lost confidence. Therefore, I let go of myself and change completely!

Now, I finally get it. I shouldn't be calculating, you have to change, no matter what you become. We've always been friends, and we've always been a mere nuisance!

If, the world really has regret medicine. Then, even if I pay thirty years of life or more, I am willing to exchange one!

Bo Hongyan smiled, and there were no regrets about the death and injury!

Shaohan, if I make you so sad again, cry. So, please slap me directly. I don't want to see you cry, I'm afraid you'll cry in front of me......

Yesterday (2015.05.26), I didn't cry. Because I...... It's not the same person I used to be. I don't even know who you are! such a strange, terrible person......

Shaohan, I'm sorry. I think of you in grief, look forward to the future of our friendship in disappointment, and look for your light in the darkness......

Shaohan, I'm sorry. The young master knows that he is wrong, but he does not ask for your forgiveness...... As long as you can be happy, everything he does is worth it......

Shaohan, I'm sorry. The young master understands and knows your importance, but it's a little late...... I can only say one thing silently - I'm sorry!

I'm sorry, Shaohan. I'm going to go into retreat, to find myself...... Thank you for the joy you have brought me......

2015.05.27 - Wednesday - Young Lord