Chapter 240: Let him live in endless self-blame for the rest of his life

Lu Baichuan banged in his head, he went out on the second day of his wedding, that is, he became a father on the night of his wedding.

He had a son, but now his son's name also appears on the death roll.

This is the fourth year, and not only has he not been a good son and husband, but he has not been a good father.

When he opened a gambling house in Nantai and became Sun Sanye's beautiful scenery, his family was suffering from drought.

When he was proficient in martial arts and was appreciated and praised by his superiors, his family, even his son, who was not yet three years old, died under the knife of the rogue.

His original intention was to break out of the sky and let the whole family live a good life, but what about the facts?

His family suffered and died tragically on the way to escape, but he could not do anything.

Is this the good day he's always wanted?

It's really a lonely one.

In order to come back in Nantai, his body was hit hard, and after he came back, he didn't get better, and he embarked on the road to find his relatives with a lot of pain.

As a result, after walking so many places, I found that all his family members died in Changzhou!

He grabbed the county order and asked with red eyes, "Are you sure that the corpse and the name of the person match?" ”

The county magistrate trembled and said: "My lord Mingjian, the vast majority of the people in this Lu family village died outside Liujia Town, and their bodies were piled up like a hill, at that time, there was a riot in Changzhou, and no one managed it for a long time, and when they collected the corpses, they found that the body stickers they brought on their bodies, and some of the body stickers were gone, only the bones remained, and the names of the people in the Lu family could be matched one by one......

"Your Excellency!"

"Master!"

Lu Baichuan couldn't hear anything, he only felt that he lost consciousness as soon as it was dark in front of him, and in order to find his family, his body had already reached its limit.

Lou Chong hurriedly stepped forward to support him and yelled at the county commander: "Go find the doctor!" ”

The county magistrate didn't know what this adult had to do with the Lu family, but seeing him like this, he was also anxious, this was a big official from the capital, or a confidant of King Chen, if something happened to him, then he really couldn't eat and walk!

When he woke up again, it was already the night of the next day, and they were living in the county office, and Lou Chong didn't dare to take him to live elsewhere because of his physical condition.

"Master, your body is very empty, take a good rest for a few days."

Lou Chong saw that he was about to get up as soon as he woke up, and hurriedly stepped forward to help him.

Lu Baichuan insisted on getting up and said, "Let's go." ”

Lou Chong was puzzled: "Where to go?" ”

"Go back to Jingzhou."

He pursed his lips, there was a smell of blood in his mouth, and his body was very uncomfortable, but he did not allow himself to stay.

Didn't he desperately want to make a difference? Now, isn't it more convenient for him to realize his dreams without worry?

Lu Baichuan laughed self-deprecatingly, feeling that he was really a despicable villain, and he was able to think of his selfish desires so magnificently.

Therefore, every day he lives in the future, he has to live in the honor he has worked so hard for, with the regret and unwillingness of the whole family, so that he can live in endless self-blame for the rest of his life, so as to relieve his hatred!

"Master, if you want to leave, you can't rush to this time, let's eat something first!"

When Lu Baichuan was unconscious, Lou Chong took off his mask, and now looking at so many folds on his face and his body that couldn't stand up straight at all, the iron man couldn't help but feel a heat in his eyes.

It's really not easy for him, the master, to go all the way.

Following him for many years, Lou Chong knew what kind of person he was, and even his own life was saved by him.

He saved so many people outside and did so many good deeds, but his whole family died so miserably, no one would be able to stand it.

Lu Baichuan couldn't listen to persuasion at all, what qualifications did a person like him have to eat and recuperate? It's better to go back to the battlefield and kill a few more enemies!

Even though it was late, at Lu Baichuan's insistence, the two still left from the county office.

Lou Chong was going to prepare a carriage for him, but he didn't need that thing at all, as soon as he got on the horse, he jumped out instantly, and the action was even sharper than Lou Chong.

Lou Chong knew that he couldn't accept the fact that his family was gone, so he wanted to seek spiritual sustenance by abusing himself, for fear that he would really waste himself, so he hurriedly followed.

The county commander and a few of his subordinates stood at the door to see each other off, and they didn't understand the behavior of the master and servant, but they weren't interested in asking more, after all, these two didn't do anything even when they came, they just checked the death register, and then stayed here for a day.

The prefectural magistrate yawned, didn't say a word, and went back to sleep.

Being an official in this ghost place, if he wants to be promoted in the future, he has to make a lot of efforts, he has to make up for his sleep while he has nothing to do now, otherwise he will be busy after a while, and sleeping will be a luxury.

He Jiuniang has already received a reply from her family, what the family means is that they don't understand these things very well when cooperating with others, everything is handled by He Jiuniang herself, as long as she thinks it is appropriate, the family also thinks it is appropriate.

So, He Jiuniang met with Cheng Xuewei a few more times, completely finalized the cooperation, and signed the contract.

Cheng Xuewei gave a ratio of four or six points before, but He Jiuniang still didn't want to take advantage of others, after all, Cheng Xuewei meant not only to open in Fucheng, but also to open in the surrounding counties, and the money spent can be imagined, and it is not easy to return to the capital.

For the sake of fairness, it's more convenient to have five or five points.

Cheng Xuewei didn't expect her to be so generous, and she happily agreed, thinking that she must find someone to do a good job in the shop business, and make more money for the Lu family when the dividends are distributed at the end of the year.

He Jiuniang wanted her son to go home for two days too much, and remembered that Qin Jian had asked her before and wanted to visit her home, but when she sent someone to find her, she was told that Qin Jian had gone out to run errands and would not come back for the next day or two.

He Jiuniang went back by herself, anyway, there are still many opportunities in the future, not this time, next time.

Just as she was about to leave, she saw a familiar carriage coming towards her, with wind chimes hanging on it, and the wind made a tinkling sound when it blew.

He Jiuniang got out of the car and waited for them to come over, and when she saw Ling Yue Lingxue helping Jiang Ruoya get out of the car, she also went up to help her, and asked with concern, "Is there anything uncomfortable about Madame?" ”

"No, I'm here to see Jiu'er!"

Under He Jiuniang's treatment, Jiang Ruoya's condition has improved greatly, she can sleep without taking medicine these days, and her complexion has improved a lot, but her spirit has not returned to normal, she likes to hold her hand when she speaks, and even likes to pinch her face, just like treating a child.

However, He Jiuniang does not reject such contact.

Ling Yue said: "He Niangzi, my wife heard that you were going home for two days, and she was reluctant, so she wanted to come and see you off, and by the way, I brought you some pastries for you to eat on the way." ”

Ling Xue added on the side: "This is made by our lady herself!" ”