Chapter 12 People
The long night, the night stretches infinitely, know this
"Infinity" also has its end, knowing that on the other side of the earth, the sun is shining. I comforted myself like this, but the moon still shone in the night sky as if I wanted to break the comfort, I had experienced countless nights like this, seen countless months like this, but I still couldn't resist his loneliness.
At this time, Lin Duan must be even more impossible, right? ? The night of April was not as cold as the previous winter, but it was not yet as hot as summer.
Lin Duan's pillow was more than half wet. Obviously swore to be strong, and Mingming decided not to grieve for loneliness anymore, but once the fainting of the day and the noise of the white dissipated, the wind of the moonlit night, the glimmer of the moonlit night, and everything on the moonlit night, made the happy person feel more sober, and the painful person soberly felt sad.
No matter how bizarre things happen, no matter the one who no longer has any hope for life
"Forest end" is the past, the present, or the future. Now this guy crying in bed is just a teenager.
When they were children, parents always taught their children not to cry and not to be cowardly, but children always cried and were still cowardly.
It's not quite right to say that you don't want to listen to your parents' opinions. People are human beings after all, as long as they are alive, their hearts will still beat, and as long as their hearts are still beating, it is impossible to be indifferent, but children will not hide.
Losing also means gaining, and gaining is bound to be accompanied by loss. Adults who can't cry endure everything, and their hearts are full of holes.
So, which is better than the past and the future?
Maybe no one knows the answer. Even he himself will never know.
"Hmph, I've lived two lifetimes, and I'm still so weak." Lin Duan said with self-deprecation and self-loathing.
"Forget it, I can't sleep anyway." As he spoke, Lin Duan got up and walked to the balcony, he looked from afar, and remembered his childhood past.
He stared at the mountains in the distance.
"The mountain is still the same, I haven't noticed it for many years, and through the passage of time, the curiosity of childhood has dissipated, and everything around me has become dull and natural. When I was a child, I always believed in such a legend - the peak of the mountain is the place where the god of time lives, there are cherry blossom trees everywhere, but even if it is a fairyland-like place, no one can reach it, the god of time is always alone, people can't go to the mountain, he doesn't come down, time is long, time there has been one with that god, as the saying goes, one day in the sky, one year underground, maybe the time on the top of that mountain has surpassed here for many thousands of years, right? When I was a child, my parents always nagged about this legend, and said that the god of time was cold on the outside but kind on the inside, and protected the landγγγγγγ So, when I was a child, I firmly believed in this legend, just like children believed that Santa Claus did exist, and they all believed that Chang'e was still on the moon, right? Even some adults who are still young at heart believe it. No matter what, I always ignored the prevention of adults and the older generation, and secretly went up the mountain, Sakurakai wanted to join me, but I failed to stop it, and I met Bingyan again. Bingyan was indeed extremely opposed to me going, but the reason for the opposition was not convincing, saying that I would offend the god of time, and the god would punish me. I didn't want to hear him say at the time, I just wanted to know the truth, and I could only see the cherry blossom forest on the top of the mountain from afar, and I really wanted to see with my own eyes, whether the god of time exists or not. If so, I have a lot of questions for him, and if I can, I want to make a wish to him. Everything in the trend, I keep running forward, Sakura Sea and Bingyan, chasing behind. I don't know how long it took, the woods became denser and denser, and even in the morning, the dense leaves almost blocked all the sunlight, and I didn't care about being afraid, but I still walked, and Sakurakai and Bingyan returned in fear. I'm still going, I just thought, I have to get there. But I failed in the race, and I fainted in the woods until I was exhausted, tired and hungry, and then the adults who came to me took me back, and according to them, I walked all day in the woods, and they found me the next morning. They reprimanded me, but I didn't listen, looking at the small mountain from afar, and the cherry blossom forest at the top of the mountain seemed to be within reach. But it seems to be far, far away from me, from the world. β