Chapter 249: Inner torment

Women are visual creatures a lot of the time.

Shen Xiaoya is no exception.

In the past, Shen Xiaoya herself was a first-class beauty, and she was the focus of everyone's attention wherever she went.

She is also surrounded by elites with outstanding appearances.

She has long formed visual aesthetic fatigue in such an environment every day.

But that's no longer the case.

She's no longer the beauty that can make people shine!

Today's Shen Xiaoya is just an ordinary rural girl.

No looks, no background, no money and no power!

And there is a birthmark on his face that he can't bear to look at.

Originally, she didn't care about this, and she wouldn't feel inferior because of such a superficial appearance.

But at this moment, she suddenly stood in front of the mirror, a little timid!

She seems to understand a truth: the original don't care because you have it; And now you have low self-esteem because you didn't have it.

She used to naively think that as long as she became strong, she would not be restrained by appearances, but now that she thinks about it, she seems to have overestimated herself!

She has to admit that she now has a trace of inferiority complex deep down in her heart!

But after all, she is not a young girl who does not understand the world, and she knows that self-pity is the most stupid manifestation.

In fact, falling in love is very similar to talking about cooperation, both parties must be voluntary and equal, and blindly catering is not a means of good development.

Of course, both parties have the right to leave at any time during the negotiation.

Thinking of this, Shen Xiaoya was relieved again!

She has no experience in love, but she has a lot of say in cooperation.

Before the established facts are formed, all possibilities will happen, she just needs to make an emergency plan!

In the past 30 years, Shen Xiaoya's life was only work, and she didn't think there was anything bad.

After being reborn, her life became more sparkling.

She is not a greedy person, she already has a mother who loves her, and her life is already perfect.

As for love!

That's just a luxury of life, not a necessity of life.

I will cherish it when I get it, and I won't be disappointed without her!

Thinking of this, Shen Xiaoya packed up her mood and went to the backyard to see her hares!

Sure enough, being busy can make people forget a lot of troubles.

She cleaned up the breeding shed and played with Da Mao Ermao.

Accidentally, the clothes on my body were soiled by Da Mao.

She patted the dust and said, "You naughty little thing, look at the paw prints that have made my clothes!" ”

She inadvertently touched the pendant on her chest.

Raising her hand in the palm of her hand, she didn't know if it was because of the light, she felt that the color of the pendant seemed to have darkened a lot.

She picked up the pendant again and looked at it from the backlit side. It seems to have really deepened!

At this moment, Da Mao Ermao shouted a few times into the distance.

Shen Xiaoya looked up and saw Qin Xiang walking towards this side.

"Mom, you're back."

"You kid, you don't rest at home when you come back, didn't I say I'll clean it up here!"

Shen Xiaoya put down the pendant, came to Qin Xiang's side, and said coquettishly: "I am the translator on the spot, and I am not tired of delivering the car after car!" ”

But Qin Xiang didn't listen to her at all, and insisted on letting her go home to rest.

She looked at Qin Xiang, who was full of gentleness, and said softly: "Mom, if I live with you for the rest of my life, then we won't have to separate!" ”

Qin Xiang was stunned for a moment, and then patted her arm, "Nonsense, how old are you, you will definitely have your own life in the future!" ”

"Mom, it's always here, you can see it at any time!"

In the end, Shen Xiaoya was still forced to go into the house to make up for sleep.

This time, Shen Xiaoya slept soundly and didn't have nightmares again!

Gao Liang returned at noon on the ninth day.

Because these days, the brigade has sent special people to herd sheep for him, and those statistical tables are in Shen Xiaoya's hands.

So Gao Liang asked for a few days off, she was very clear.

Of course, it also includes his leave.

Shen Xiaoya didn't rush to find him as usual, but was busy with the work at hand.

After all, there are only a few days left in the college entrance examination, and she has to get her work done in advance.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door.

Shen Xiaoya knew that he was coming.

She looked up with a smile and a clear look in her eyes, "You're back!" ”

Gao Liang just went to the village director to cancel the leave, so he hurried over.

He knew that he had lost his words this time, and said okay, he would come back in two days, but he didn't expect it to take so long.

He was ready for Shen Xiaoya to lose his temper, but he was suddenly a little overwhelmed by the girl's sweet smile!

"Xiaoya, that, I was ......" Gao Liang said with guilt on his face and some embarrassment.

Shen Xiaoya interrupted with a smile: "I know, if it weren't for the tricky things, you wouldn't have come back for so long." ”

"I don't need to explain, I can understand it."

He stared at Shen Xiaoya, although she didn't lose her temper, but he always felt that something was different.

Gao Liang was a little timid for the first time.

Before he could speak, Shen Xiaoya put on a very helpless expression, and she pointed to the documents on the table.

"I can't eat with you, I've been a little busy lately, and I have to finish these things today."

Gao Liang knew that Shen Xiaoya had always been serious about her work.

He didn't think it was a good time to speak.

"Okay, then you're busy, I'll come and pick you up and go home with you in the evening!"

Shen Xiaoya nodded obediently, "Okay!" ”

Then Shen Xiaoya lowered her head and began to figure out the documents at hand.

Gao Liang couldn't say how he felt in his heart, in short, he was a little weak-hearted.

He quietly walked out.

Shen Xiaoya's afterglow saw him leave, and sorted out all the documents on the table and put them aside.

She looked at the door, she wasn't the one to lead her by the nose.

It's like that, and it's like love!

Gao Liang went to the river as usual, and along the way, he was still a little worried.

He wasn't very good at talking, and he didn't quite understand the girl's mind.

But one thing he could see was that Shen Xiaoya didn't forgive him as easily as she said!

This feeling of not being up or down is really too painful.

Gao Liang sat by the river, listlessly looking at the river.

He thought that there were many people at noon, and some things were difficult to say, and he would explain it to her in the evening!

For the first time, Gao Liang looked forward to the sun going down.

But when he came to the gate of the brigade and waited for Shen Xiaoya, he was told: Shen Xiaoya She drove to the garment factory in Lili!

Now Gao Liang clearly knows that Shen Xiaoya is really angry!

But the little girl is still quite sensible, and she didn't mess with him in front of people.

But this way. In Gao Liang's eyes, why don't you mess with her?

At least you can see people that way.

These days, Gao Liang is actually quite worried about Shen Xiaoya in his heart.

He is a normal man, and he is the age of strong blood, he hasn't seen his girlfriend for so many days, and he finally came back, of course he wants to make love!

But this time it's good, people just left!

Gao Liang is a little funny, the way the little girl gets angry is really maddening.

Who let himself make mistakes, he can only wait for his temper to subside and come back before coaxing!

Gao Liang stood at the door, a little disappointed, and wanted to go back.

Suddenly, Qin Xiang shouted to him behind him: "Liangzi, you wait, I have something to say to you!" ”