She never thought that the first person she would see after leaving home would be him.

Xu Nianqiu stirred the corners of his clothes silently, but he didn't dare to speak, but Yu Guang kept looking at him secretly. The slender and noble finger of the man in front of him held a cigarette, and the smoke slowly rose around the corner of the clothes between the two, inexplicably brewing an ambiguous atmosphere. Xu Nianqiu's nerves suddenly tightened, and she smelled a dangerous breath, the two were silent for a while, and Xu Nianqiu saw the person in front of her holding the wine glass in front of her, and became inexplicably nervous. Before ......he finished speaking, the man in front of him had already picked up his glass and drank it all.

Xu Nianqiu was anxious, and finally dared to look up at him, "Aren't you not drinking?" ”

The man didn't say anything, skillfully shook off the ashes, and finally looked at her squarely, before the change, how could that person look at her with a straight eye, Xu Nianqiu felt a bitterness in his heart. Mu Shaoqing lowered his head again, "When are you going home?" ”

Family? Which home? Xu Nianqiu finally lost interest, raised his butt and prepared to leave. Before he could stand firmly, he was pulled into his arms by the man, Mu Shaoqing didn't know when he lit another cigarette, he took a deep breath, buried his head in Xu Nianqiu's shoulder, what he said, was blocked, and he couldn't hear clearly, at this time, the yin atmosphere was tense, and she was miraculously not nervous when she should have been nervous, Xu Nianqiu sighed, and even had a fantasy, is it that she has drunk too much recently, or she hasn't rested well, she actually seems to have heard it, he misses her.

When she stared in a daze, Xu Nianqiu thought that she had heard it correctly. Or is it all just an illusion?

He hugged her for too long, so long that Xu Nianqiu was sleepy, and his thoughts were entangled and couldn't think of a cause or effect, so he simply stopped the plane. "Would you like to go back with me?"

Feeling the stiffness of the person in his arms, Mu Shaoqing added another sentence, "I have already dealt with the people you don't like, and you don't need to worry about the rest." ”

Xu Nianqiu's thoughts were entangled and she couldn't think clearly, so she instinctively answered for her, "I don't want to go back." ”

After a pause, as if he was afraid that he wouldn't believe it, he hurriedly added, "I'm quite happy to be alone, really." Mu Shaoqing choked his throat and didn't speak. But I didn't continue the topic, and it seemed like I had agreed.

Xu Nianqiu's heart was relieved, and the two were relatively speechless. Suddenly remembered that the people he just said he didn't like had been dealt with, "Who are the people you are talking about?" ”

Mu Shaoqing glanced at her lazily when he heard this, did not speak, and nodded lightly. Xu Nianqiu knew who he was talking about.

After her parents divorced, her mother had no financial resources, she was awarded to her father, and the reason for the divorce between her father and mother was very simple, that is, she didn't like it, I don't know who started it first, in short, overnight, Xu Nianqiu's happy family ceased to exist. Now occasionally she still remembers those times when her father and mother were not kind and loving, but they also respected each other. But how can husband and wife respect each other like guests, it turned out that she didn't know, until her father and Aunt Mu were together now, Xu Nianqiu didn't know what husband and wife were.

She didn't know whether to bless her father to find true love, or to pity her mother's efforts over the years, but after her mother left her father, she also lived well, and the two were separated from Yin and Yin for a long time, but they each found their own families, Aunt Mu was pregnant again soon after remarrying her father because of her young age. Although my mother is a little older, she was pregnant after half a year because she was well maintained in the early years.

Xu Nianqiu didn't know what she was, she went to her father's house, her father and Aunt Mu were affectionate and loving, and she didn't like her, it was her own problem, she always felt that she couldn't fit in, her mother's house, Uncle Zhong also welcomed her, but I don't know if it was because of her father, her mother didn't treat her salty, although it was before, but now when her mother looks at her belly, that kind of gaze is something Xu Nianqiu has never had. She couldn't tell what her eyes were, but it made her very uncomfortable to see her mother's salty and indifferent touch every time.

She didn't resent her, she just, she was so envious, the brother or sister who was not yet born. Perhaps, my mother wanted to separate from my father for a long time, but it was only because she was still young that she did not succeed. Otherwise, Xu Nianqiu didn't know how to explain her mother's eyes every time she saw her.

Who can accept a mother who doesn't love herself, Yin and Yin have a blood relationship that surpasses others, but they can't even compare to the relationship between their mother's ordinary friends, Xu Nianqiu can only deceive himself.