Chapter 52: So Heartless?
Leng Xiaoyou got out of bed and stood in front of him, "Han Chenyu, now I know that I have misunderstood you, but so what, everything is because of you, if it weren't for your unforgettable love for Jiang Manni, she wouldn't have viciously separated us, I wouldn't have almost lost Xiaohao, let alone suffer day and night, can you understand the loneliness and loneliness when I lie alone in the delivery room?" Can you understand how much Xiaohao has longed for the missing father's love in the past five years? β
The hand wiped away the tears that rolled down her cheeks, Leng Xiaoyou still couldn't let go, Han Chenyu really loved her, but she couldn't guarantee that she was the only one in her heart, in the past, a Jiang Manni could make them painfully separated, how did she know that in the future, there would be no other women who would make her sad and cry.
"I'm sorry, wife, I'm really sorry,! I know I've disappointed you again and again, but I've been punished, and you know what I've taught Jiang Manni, please give me another chance, okay? β
Han Chenyu was really scared this time, although the little demon hated her and avoided him before, her eyes were still dazzling and her mood fluctuated, unlike now, her eyes were calm or calm, so quiet that he felt scared, as if she had seen through something.
"Chenyu, I, I don't know what to do now, I don't know if I can put these injuries aside and live with you again."
"Little demon, what do you mean?!"
Han Chenyu's eyes were red, why didn't things develop like he imagined at all?
"I, I don't want to love anymore for the time being, and I don't want to have anything to do with you, whether it's seniors or ....... You"
The soft words came from Leng Xiaoyou's red lips, but they sent Han Chenyu into the eighteenth layer of hell.
"I'm not allowed to say that! Leng Xiaoyou, even if you are not for anything else, but can you bear to let Xiaohao have a father and not be recognized, and a family but unable to reunite? β
Han Chenyu grabbed Leng Xiaoyou's shoulder vigorously, wanting to use the child to stimulate her and make her retract what she had just said.
But Leng Xiaoyou seemed to have eaten the scales and was unmoved, and continued to spit out cruel words in his mouth, "Han Chenyu, I am very selfish, what I want is the love of a unique, lifelong couple, but I don't know if you can give it to me, because what you did before disappointed me too much!" You can say that you love me, but at the same time you leave me again and again, even if your body has not betrayed me, but your spirit has also been, I ....... I really can't afford to love it. β
Breaking his arm, Leng Xiaoyou slowly walked out of the room, and the moment he turned around, tears flowed, and Han Chenyu's whole body trembled uncontrollably, like a stray dog that had been discarded again.
Leng Xiaoyou walked straight into Leng Tianhao's room, "Xiaohao? β
Leng Tianhao had actually listened to what they said just now, although he was only five years old, but he was precocious and vaguely felt that his father must have done something sorry for Mommy before, and Mommy didn't seem to be ready to be with him anymore, how could this work, he promised to help him turn Mommy back, it seems that he only has to think of a way.
The round eyes are turning, there is, Mommy has always spoiled herself, and she is even more guilty of not having a father, otherwise, you can use yourself....... Ha ha!
"Xiaohao? Xiaohao, why are you thinking so distracted? β
Leng Xiaoyou secretly suppressed the sadness in his heart, and was about to ask Xiaohao to leave with him, but he never thought that he was a child who actually made an adult contemplation, and he didn't even respond to her calling him.
"Huh? Mommy, what's wrong? β
Leng Tianhao pretended not to know anything, and looked at Leng Xiaodemon innocently.
and Xiao Hao's eyes met, at this moment, Leng Xiaoyou felt that she was really selfish, and she was also very guilty of him, she was not a qualified mommy, she gave birth to Xiao Hao selfishly, but she couldn't give him complete fatherly love, and finally her biological father came, and now she wants to separate from him because of herself, is it really right to do it yourself?
"Huh....... Nothing, Mommy just wants to see what you're doing. β
Leng Xiaoyou couldn't speak, what did she want her to say to Xiao Hao? Could it be that Xiaohao, because Mommy feels that Daddy can't give her unique love, so Mommy wants to take you away from him again? Losing your father again?
"I'm reading."
Leng Tianhao continued to pretend to be ignorant and naΓ―ve, "By the way, Mommy, didn't you say that Daddy's cooking was delicious?" I want to eat what he cooks. β
"This .......? Isn't it the same as what Mommy makes for you? β
Before the words fell, Leng Tianhao's face immediately showed an expression of disgust and fear, if he wanted Mommy to cook, he would be poisoned immediately.
"Xiaohao, why are you so unconfident in Mommy?"
"That's because Mommy doesn't even eat the dog's cooking"
"You........ It hurts Mommy's heart so much! β
Leng Xiaodemon hid his face and left, this dead boy, did you say that about your mother? Degrading himself like this, hum, the viciousness index is not lost to Han Chenyu at all!
But do you really want Han Chenyu to cook? But didn't he already draw a line with him just now? But he looked at Leng Tianhao's clear eyes, but he couldn't say anything to let him leave his daddy again, what should he do?
In the end, Leng Xiaoyou had to move to his bedroom slowly, Han Chenyu was squatting on the ground decadently at the moment, his eyes were empty and he didn't know what he was thinking, Leng Xiaodemon saw him like this, and his heart was extremely contradictory, on the one hand, she had no confidence in whether Han Chenyu could wholeheartedly in the future, and on the other hand, Xiaohao needed him, how should she choose?
Han Chenyu was immersed in his boundless despair and couldn't extricate himself, he felt that his heart had been broken into thousands of pieces, he originally thought that if he found the little demon, then the pain of the past five years would end, and there was also Xiaohao, the future days would be happy and happy, and there would be no harm, but the truth didn't seem to be developing in the direction he expected, why did the little demon know that he didn't betray her but still brutally pushed himself away, didn't he miss the opportunity to change his ways?
"Han Chenyu"
The sudden voice pulled Han Chenyu back, and he raised his haggard face to look like a cold little demon, "What, do you still want to say anything hurtful?" Or did you come back and ask me to sign the divorce agreement? β
Han Chenyu smiled self-deprecatingly, at this moment, he was also tired, since he found her, he had been trying to figure out her mind, catering to her, making her happy, coaxing her to be happy, and throwing away all his dignity and arrogance, but what was the result? Still nothing has changed, she refuses to forgive herself, refuses to go back with herself, and even Xiaohao can't move her, he can't think of a way.
"Xiaohao wants you to cook for him"
"What?"
Han Chenyu stood up excitedly, she didn't come to ask him to sign, let alone drive him away, but to ask him to cook?
"Xiao Hao wants to eat the food you cooked"
Leng Xiaoyou rolled his eyes, this person is deaf, right?
"I'll do it right away!"
Han Chenyufei also rushed into the kitchen, put on an apron and started to work, he wanted to cook them a rich and delicious meal!
It's good that the little demon didn't say those words again, which means that he still has a chance, right?
Leng Xiaoyou stared at his back in a daze, and finally walked into the kitchen ruthlessly, "Han Chenyu, I think you misunderstood, I mean, Xiaohao needs father's love, and we can not divorce, but we just show affection in front of him, and we don't interfere with each other in private." β
The spoon in Han Chenyu's hand "snapped" and fell into the pot, he really couldn't imagine that the little demon was real, but he should be glad that at least she could maintain a husband and wife relationship with him, even if it was superficial, he believed that in the future, he would try to make her regain confidence in herself, let her see that she had realized her mistakes, and in the days to come, he would only love her alone!
Thinking about it, Han Chenyu's heart was like a sponge that had absorbed water, becoming full of strength again.
"Okay, I can take it"
"Really?"
"Hmm"
Han Chenyu stopped talking and concentrated on cooking, he knew that the little demon had always liked his cooking, so he wanted to take the meal as the first step for him to win back the little demon's heart!
Han Chenyu was very calm, but Leng Xiaoyou was not in the same mood, hearing that he agreed with his suggestion, it stands to reason that he should breathe a sigh of relief, after all, all the problems have been solved, but she faintly felt very uncomfortable, I didn't expect Han Chenyu to agree so easily, according to her understanding of him, he is not a person who gives up so easily?
Leng Xiaoyou, what's wrong with you? So contradictory, so capricious!
Dinner was quickly prepared under Han Chenyu's careful cooking, four dishes and one soup, full of color, flavor and flavor, Leng Tianhao cheered and rushed to climb onto the chair and began to eat in a big gulp.
Leng Xiaoyou's stomach was actually screaming a long time ago, she couldn't wait to eat as much as Xiaohao right away, looking at Han Chenyu's favorite boiled beef, her saliva couldn't help but flow down, and hurriedly wiped it off, Leng Xiaoyou, she secretly scolded herself, Leng Xiaoyou, you are a foodie!
Han Chenyu looked at the reaction of their mother and son proudly, sat on the chair elegantly, and asked Leng Tianhao with a smile, "Xiaohao, is Daddy's food delicious?" β
"Hmm, hmm"
Leng Tianhao's mouth was stuffed with vegetables, and he could only hum a "hmm" sound from his nose, and his head kept ordering like a chicken pecking rice.
Oh my God, Daddy's cooking is so delicious?! He felt like he was about to swallow his tongue!
At this time, where does he still have the usual small ghost, precocious and calm appearance, and the whole snack buried in the bowl!
Han Chenyu looked at the cold little demon not far away proudly, and didn't ask her to come over for dinner, but kept looking at her with a smile instead of a smile, as if to say, I think you can endure it for a long time?
Leng Xiaoyou's eyes continued to secrete saliva in his mouth, and his stomach growled at the right time, staring at the dishes on the table with glowing eyes, this Xiaohao, he didn't know how to call his mommy to eat, and he didn't know if he wanted to leave some for me? What should I do when I finish eating?
"Mommy, why don't you come to dinner? Daddy's cooking is so delicious! β
Leng Tianhao, who had slightly satisfied his appetite, took the time to notice that his mommy was standing next to him, staring at the dishes on the table like a wolf.
Leng Xiaoyou hurriedly responded, and quickly rushed over with the rice bowl and started, not forgetting to look at Han Chenyu with his eyes, look, it was Xiaohao who asked me to eat, but I didn't want to eat it myself.