Text Chapter 123: Resurgence?
"What, you still like it? Are you so shameless? But I don't feel like you like a dead fish tonight, so you better go back."
After Han Chenyu said this sentence expressionlessly, he didn't care about Leng Xiaoyou's reaction, and was about to close the door.
And after Leng Xiaoyou, after hearing what he said, his head suddenly raised and looked at him in disbelief, and his little face turned pale.
"You...... What did you just say? ”
I couldn't believe it and didn't want to believe it, Leng Xiaoyou couldn't control her tears, and asked again with trembling lips.
"I mean, you're still addicted to this kind of thing, but tonight I don't feel anything for a woman like a dead fish! Are you deaf? Can't hear me? ”
Han Chenyu tried not to look at Leng Xiaoyou's painful face, and repeated what he had just said word by word.
"You say I like it? Say I'm shameless? ”
Leng Xiaoyou cried and questioned Han Chenyu, looking at his familiar and unfamiliar handsome face, he only felt that the sky was falling apart for a while, why, wasn't he still very gentle and nervous about himself that night, but why did he say such cruel and insulting words to himself now?
There is no hope that is more devastating than having hope and then turning into despair, and at this moment, Leng Xiaoyou understood this sentence very deeply, and the original mood of excitement and anticipation suddenly turned into despair.
"Yes, if you look at you, you know that you are crying with a sad face, obviously happy to death in your heart, and you have to pretend to be a chaste martyr. Besides, did I call you tonight, you actually took the initiative to come and say such shameless words, do you think you are shameless? ”
Han Chenyu stared at Leng Xiaoyou's increasingly white face, and continued to say cruelly one sentence after another.
Why does watching her cry and cry makes her heart hurt like a pinprick?
"Hahaha, it's me who is shameless, I was cheeky and pasted up, and I also took the initiative to pester you and you, so it's okay!!"
Leng Xiaoyou's complete collapse, she laughed, as if she was insane.
How could he be so cruel, how could he give her hope to push her into the abyss with his own hands!?
"Since you are self-aware, then you can choose to leave, as long as you leave, you will no longer have to be insulted by me, as long as you leave, you will not have to atone for your sins again. As for Xiaohao....... He can go with you if he wants. ”
Han Chenyu resisted the urge to step forward and hug Leng Xiaoyou, but instead said something to ask her to leave.
"Good! I'm leaving, I'm leaving!! ”
Leng Xiaoyou yelled and shouted these words, turned around and ran out.
And Han Chenyu stood there in a daze, watching her back disappear, unable to return to his senses for a long time.
She promised to leave and divorced, isn't this the result she wants? In order not to hurt her again, and in order to control her heart, it was the best choice for her to leave.
But why, the heart hurts more and more, and it hurts more and more, so much that it hurts so much that you can't breathe?
Leng Xiaoyou ran back to the small room crying, and after closing the door with a "bang", he lay on the bed and cried bitterly.
She shouldn't have had hope for him, she was too stupid to think that his hatred would disappear just because of menstrual cramps, how could it be, she was wrong.
He's going to leave on his own, he's going to leave on his own.......
Leng Xiaoyou suddenly got up from the bed and began to pack his luggage.
said that it was luggage, but in fact it was just a few changes of clothes, and the others had already been thrown away by him.
Stuffing his clothes in his bag indiscriminately, Leng Xiaoyou wanted to take Xiaohao and leave, but he didn't pick up the bag with his hand in the air for a long time.
Really, really give up? Do you really want to leave him behind again? Is it really just like that?
Leng Xiaoyou asked herself over and over again, the entanglement and contradictions made her miserable, stay, continue to be hurt and tortured by him, and atone for her sins? Let's leave, but hurt him and his son again, and Mommy died because of her, so how can I walk away?
The most important point is that she loves him deeply, and she has gone through so many hardships to return to him, how can she give up easily because of his momentary hatred?
She was confident that he loved each other as much as she did.
"Leng Xiaoyou, you're a big fool! You've survived all the more serious injuries you've done before, why did you retreat now because of a few words? ”
Leng Xiaoyou, who had figured it out, patted his head in annoyance and took out his clothes again and put them away.
Han Chenyu looked ahead with empty eyes, and he didn't know how long it had been, so he turned around in frustration and closed the door gently.
Lying on the bed, he didn't feel the slightest sleep, and the heartbroken little face of the cold little demon and the words that she said she would leave kept coming to mind, forcing himself not to think, not to listen, not to listen to the words in his heart, and just kept his eyes open until dawn.
She left, really left, took her son with her, and once again didn't want to be herself.......
That's right, since she came back, what I've been doing is hurting her, insulting her, torturing her, blaming her for her death, and constantly punishing her, it's enough, she has paid it off, it's good to go, it's good to go!
Repeating this sentence in his heart, Han Chenyu felt that every minute and second was so long, and finally waited until dawn, he walked to the living room in despair, but heard the sound of "bottle bumping" in the kitchen, and when he walked in to take a look, the ecstasy in his heart hit instantly.
I saw that Leng Xiaoyou was wearing a bear apron, standing in front of the pan to fry eggs, well, although a little burnt and pasty, and a little dark, she was still cooking breakfast very seriously, and there were still a lot of "corpses" of fried eggs in the trash can next to her.
Leng Xiaoyou didn't seem to know that someone was looking at her behind her, and she regained her courage and wanted to make breakfast for him by herself, so she got up early in the morning and was busy, but fortunately, a sister-in-law in the kitchen didn't hate her too much, and was willing to teach her, regardless of the blisters on her hands, and kept trying.
Having said that, it seems that he has been cooking for himself all these years, and he has only done it once, and it is still difficult to eat, I hope this time it will be smooth and delicious.
Han Chenyu's clenched fists let go and clenched, clenched and let go, as if he was struggling and pulling strongly in his heart.
He wanted to go up and hug her tightly, telling her not to let her leave again, to abandon himself again, but what could it be, the mother who died because of her would never survive again, and the two of them would never go back, they couldn't go back.......
Yes, he can't go back, in this case, he must drive her away, otherwise he is afraid that he will not be able to help but do more cruel things to her.
"Didn't you tell you to get out? Why don't you leave? Are you born so cheap, so reluctant to me?! ”
Han Chenyu clasped his hands on his chest and leaned on the threshold, with a mocking and sarcastic smile on his face, and the disgust in his eyes was so strong.
Leng Xiaoyou's face turned pale when she heard his mocking voice, and the spatula fell into the pot instantly, but only for a moment, and then she calmly picked up the shovel and continued to fight with the fried egg.
It's not that she's cheap, but she keeps saying to herself: It's just that he's acting, trying to drive you away and let you leave, you can't fall for it.
So she became "cheeky", smiled slightly, turned her head to look at Han Chenyu, "Yes, I just can't bear you, I love you"
"Knock"
Something in her heart was beating violently, Han Chenyu felt that she was about to be unable to hold it anymore, the smile on her face was so charming and delicate, and the look in her eyes was so firm and affectionate, she wanted to say to her: Then don't go, stay with me.
At that moment, Han Chenyu knew that his feelings for her had revived, no, maybe it had never been extinguished, but it was buried deep in his heart by her betrayal and the death of his mother.
He can't think about anything, he can't think about anything, what betrayal, what Lu Rufeng, he can't even think about his dead mother, but every cell is shouting: hug her, hug her......
The body walked uncontrollably towards the cold little demon, and Han Chenyu had almost stretched out his hand and wanted to hug her.
Leng Xiaoyou looked at Han Chenyu's big hand slowly stretched out excitedly, his heart was about to jump out of his body, did he want to hug himself? Is he willing to admit that he still loves himself?
"Chenyu, what are you doing?!"
Just as the two were about to make contact, a very sinister voice interrupted them.
Feng Xue was stepping on the sky-hating sky, standing at the door of the kitchen in revealing clothes, shocked and angry questioning.
She's right? Just now Chen Yu wanted to hug this damn woman?!
Why can she still get Chenyu's affection, she has done so many wrong things, why does he still treat her so well, but he has never been rare for his own good?!
And Han Chenyu came back to his senses at this time, looked at his hands, which were only 1CM away from the cold little demon, and took them back like an electric shock, and retreated several steps in succession.
What was he doing? You actually want to hug this heinous woman, Han Chenyu, are you right about the injuries you suffered? Are you worthy of your mother under the Nine Springs?!
Feng Xue gritted her teeth, strode in front of Han Chenyu, pointed at Leng Xiaoyou, and said viciously, "Chenyu, are you crazy?" You can see clearly, this woman is a sinner, she betrayed you again and again, hurt you, tortured you, and even killed your aunt, and you still want to hug her? Are you worthy of your dead aunt?! ”
"What are you doing here?"
Han Chenyu asked impatiently, this woman was just a tool he used to hurt Leng Xiaoyou at that time, and he wanted her to retreat and leave him, of course, he had no feelings, so he was very angry at her unauthorized arrival.
"I ...... You forgot, it was you who said last time that you were going to show people around the room, and you said that you were going to cook for me to eat."
Feng Xue still wanted to ask something, but when she saw Han Chenyu's cold handsome face, she felt a little frightened, and hurriedly wrapped her arms around him, while glancing at Leng Xiaoyou defiantly.