Text Chapter 125: Love in exchange for life
That's right, Leng Xiaoyou thought of death, she felt that the culprit of all this was her, Han Chenyu no longer loved her because of her willfulness, and the most important thing was Mommy's death, if she couldn't do anything to redeem his love, then there was only one life for one life, maybe in this way, she could be completely liberated, and he could no longer hate himself.
"Knock Knock Knock"
Leng Xiaoyou walked outside Han Tianhao's door and knocked lightly twice.
"Squeak"
The door opened, Han Tianhao opened the door, saw that it was his mother, opened his mouth happily, and took the initiative to hold her hand, "Mommy, have you come to see me?" β
"Xiaohao, Mommy is sorry for you"
Leng Xiaodemon squatted down and hugged Han Tianhao tightly, this is the meat that fell from her body, how can she not feel distressed when she is a mother?
If she had a choice, she wouldn't leave again, but she was really tired, and she couldn't get back the original beauty with all she had, and she wanted to lie down and rest.
"Mommy, why are you crying? What happened? Is that sister-in-law that old witch bullying you again? I'm going to clean her up! β
Han Tianhao was about to settle accounts with the sister-in-law who often bullied Mommy, but was stopped by Leng Xiaoyou.
"Xiaohao, you have to grow up well in the future, Mommy knows that you are great, and you will definitely become a very useful talent in the future! Also, Mommy wants to tell you that you have always been Mommy's baby, and Mommy loves you! β
The tears in her eyes fell "in a pour", Leng Xiaoyou didn't care, just spoke to Han Tianhao, because if she didn't say it again, she was afraid that she wouldn't have a chance, she felt that she was really an incompetent mother, what should their son do after he left!
"Mommy, what are you talking about? Why say such strange things? β
What a smart child Han Tianhao is, as soon as he saw Leng Xiaoyou's wrong face and inexplicable wonderful words, he immediately sensed that something bad had happened.
Not a sister-in-law? That must be Daddy, it was Daddy who provoked Mommy, that's why Mommy is so desperate and helpless.
"Xiaohao, Mommy really loves you!"
Leng Xiaoyou didn't answer his words, and after a few gentle kisses on his face, he got up and walked quickly to his small room.
"Mommy, Mommy! Where are you going? Wait for me! β
Han Tianhao was even more sure of his guess, and exclaimed that he wanted to chase Leng Xiaoyou.
But a seven-year-old child's legs are not able to outrun adults at all even if he has learned taekwondo, not to mention that Leng Xiaoyou deliberately walks very fast.
"Bang"
When Han Tianhao finally chased Leng Xiaodemon to the door of the room, Leng Xiaodemon had already locked the door first, so he had to scream anxiously and bang on the door, but it was useless, there was no response inside.
"Woo woo"
Han Tianhao felt that he had been abandoned again, and loneliness and sadness filled his little heart again.
Why does Mommy talk to herself like that? Why did she look disheartened? Doesn't she want herself again?
Liars, all big liars!
The more he thought about it, the more sad Han Tianhao became, simply lying outside the door and crying loudly, on the one hand, he was sad, and on the other hand, he was also worried, worried that Mommy would do something to hurt herself.
No, he has to go to Daddy, and only he can open this door.
Han Tianhao raised his head suddenly, wiped away his tears, and turned around and ran towards Han Chenyu's bedroom.
Mommy, you can't do anything stupid! Otherwise, Xiaohao really won't forgive you anymore!
Leng Xiaoyou rushed back to the room, locked the door, and sat at the head of the bed in a daze, repeating in his mind the bits and pieces of her and Han Chenyu over the years.
Their first encounter, their sweetness, their quarrels, his doting, her willfulness, his anger, his disappointment, his heartache, and her willfulness, remorse, and heartbreak.
That's it, that's it, as long as you die, you won't think about anything, you won't get hurt, you won't be sad, you won't cry.
Leng Xiaoyou slowly got up from the bed, then took a vase next to him and smashed it to the ground.
The vase landed on the ground with a "snapping" sound, and Leng Xiaoyou picked up a sharp fragment and placed it on the artery of his left wrist.
"Husband, I really worked hard, but why are you so ruthless? Is it that as long as I die, you will eliminate your hatred of me, in this case, I can only use this method. β
As if he was saying to Han Chenyu, and as if he was saying to himself, Leng Xiaoyou gritted his teeth, closed his eyes, and with a force of his trembling right hand, the extremely sharp fragments immediately cut open the main artery.
When you die, you are liberated.
"Smack"
The fragments fell from Leng Xiaoyou's hand, and she immediately collapsed to the ground, only to feel that there was a big opening in her left wrist, and blood continued to flow out of it and spread to the ground.
With the passage of her own vitality with these constantly gushing blood, Leng Xiaoyou's face was already pale, red soaked her clothes, and she couldn't feel the fear of death, only a strong reluctance and easy relief.
Goodbye, husband, goodbye, Xiaohao, goodbye, biological daddy mommy, goodbye three brothers.
Mommy, the little demon is here to accompany you
There was a relieved smile on the corner of Leng Xiaoyou's mouth, and he slowly closed his eyes.
Will we see each other again in the next life?
Han Chenyu was walking over frantically at the moment, blood was bubbling from the back of his hand, but he ignored it, he felt that his heart was constricted, and the beating frequency was unusually fast, this feeling was very bad, as if the most important thing was lost and could not be found again.
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Han Chenyu's mind was full of grief when Leng Xiaoyou left, and his little face was full of tears, and a very ominous premonition hit him.
"Daddy!!"
Han Tianhao suddenly rushed in, and when he saw the mess in the house, he immediately understood that it was definitely Daddy and Mommy who had quarreled.
"What are you doing here?"
Han Chenyu didn't have time to pay attention to him now, he just wanted to sort out where that uneasy feeling came from.
"Go see Mommy! She was very wrong just now, she said a lot of inexplicable things to me, and then she locked herself in the room, and I was worried that she would ........ β
Han Tianhao was so anxious that tears flowed out, he was really afraid that something would happen to Mommy!
But he was anxious, and there were people who were more anxious than him, and before Han Tianhao could finish speaking, Han Chenyu ran out like a gust of wind.
He finally knew why he was upset, it turned out that it was because of the little demon!
Little demon, don't be so stupid and do things that hurt yourself, otherwise what should he do?
Hurriedly ran to the door of the small room, Han Chenyu directly stretched out his foot and kicked it a few times, and the wooden door fell down in response, and everything in the room appeared in front of him.
When Han Chenyu saw the cold little demon who fell to the ground, covered in blood and his eyes closed, he felt that the sky had fallen, the world had collapsed, and his heart was empty.
Unable to think, unable to act, unable to speak, Han Chenyu looked at the cold little demon with a lifeless little face as if he had been pointed.
It turns out that the departure she said is such a departure, completely, forever and forever separated from him?
Why are you so stupid? Why?
"Mommy!"
Han Tianhao, who followed closely, screamed, and rushed over crying to hug Leng Xiaoyou.
"Woo woo woo woo, Mommy, wake up, don't scare Xiaohao, please, woo woo woo woo"
Han Tianhao never thought that her mother would think of death, and she swore to herself that she would definitely be forgiven by her father, and then the family lived happily together, but why is this? ?
Is it because Daddy Daddy has done something to make Mommy, who is full of confidence and courage, end up with death?
"Han Chenyu, are you satisfied now?! Mommy is dead, you killed her! I won't forgive you, never! β
Raising a small face that looked like Han Chenyu, Han Tianhao's eyes exuded resentment, resentment, and hatred, he didn't understand why Daddy had to kill Mommy to be willing, yes, grandma died because of Mommy, but Mommy didn't want to, Dad Lu saved her life, and it was not wrong for her to pay it back, besides, she was still working hard to make up for it, but why did he treat her like this?
"The little demon is dead? She's dead? ....... No, she's not going to die, I'm not going to let her die!!"
When Han Chenyu heard what Han Tianhao said, he muttered to himself, he didn't believe it and didn't want to believe it, the little demon really couldn't live anymore?
The woman he didn't want to admit it, and even kept hurting, just closed her eyes forever and disappeared from him?
Han Chenyu couldn't accept this fact, and suddenly, as if he was crazy, he screamed violently, and then rushed over and hugged the cold little demon with a cold body and rushed to the hospital.
I'm not going to let you die, no!
Han Chenyu couldn't remember how many times Leng Xiaodemon had been sent to the hospital, sitting on a chair outside the emergency room, holding his head with his hands in his hands, he wanted to shoot himself!
He should have known that something was wrong with the demon's abnormal look and tone when he left, why did he want to be so extreme and choose to force her away in such an unbearable and disgusting way? If he had known that she would commit suicide, he would rather admit his feelings for her, admitting that even if she killed her mother, he still wanted to be with her.
Yes, he still loves her deeply, and no matter what happens, he still loves her.
Han Chenyu suddenly stood up from the chair, in addition to pain and remorse on his face, there was also a kind of understanding and epiphany.
originally thought that the little demon betrayed him and killed Mommy, so hatred covered his love for her, but when he hurt her, she hurt, she will hurt, she will cry, and she will have a sour nose.
Yes, he loved her.
Little demon, please, as long as you wake up, I will not hurt you again, I will not torture you again, I will forgive you, and from now on there will be no more grief, only joy.
Mommy, please forgive your son's selfishness under Jiuquan, your son tried hard to forget her and take revenge on her, thinking that this would avenge you, but the son was useless, and the son found that he still loved her, and even couldn't leave her, so as long as she woke up, the son would come with her to worship you, if ...... If you want to blame, blame me all!
The little demon is also very guilty, she is trying her best to make up for it, but enough, she has done enough, you see, her son is about to force her to death now, so, from now on, her sins have been atoned for.