Chapter 128: Self-abuse
"yes, or where did I come from, popping out of a crack in the rock?"
Han Tianhao lay on the side of Leng Xiaodemon's bed and silently interjected a sentence.
"So it's true? But so what, I don't know him now, why do I have to maintain a marriage with him that is not worthy of the name? ”
Leng Xiaoyou's indifferent opening.
"But why don't you come with your daddy, little brat?"
"Because I want to be with Mommy! Besides, Daddy has done something wrong, and he has to punish him."
Han Tianhao flattered and rubbed next to Leng Xiaoyou, hehe smirked.
"In that case, then Mommy will take you in! Daddy, Mommy, let's go home! ”
Leng Xiaodemon Queen stretched out her hand, and Han Tianhao immediately went up to help her.
So, the mother and daughter slowly walked in front, and Leng Feng supported Mrs. Leng to follow behind.
"Husband, what did you say to Chen Yu?"
Madame Leng quietly approached Leng Feng's ears and asked curiously.
"I told him that I wanted him to divorce the little demon."
"Divorce!?"
Mrs. Leng exclaimed, seemingly a little unacceptable.
"Yes, you think, the little demon has no memory of him, he is a stranger to her now, and Chen Yu, how can he let go of the burden in his heart and let go of his mother's death? In that case, why not let them separate and pursue their own happiness again? ”
The cold wind came and analyzed, one by one.
"Also, hey, I didn't expect the two of them to go through so much, but they still couldn't escape such a tragic ending, it's really providential!"
Mrs. Leng sighed, feeling sorry for the fate of her youngest daughter.
"As parents, we don't want anything but hope that she can be happy and happy."
"Hmm"
As long as the little demon feels happy, she and her daddy will be satisfied.
Han Chenyu returned to Han's house like a walking corpse, saw the mess in the bedroom, and then thought of the harm he had done to the little demon, and his heart hurt like a knife, he really had nothing now, his mother died, the little demon completely forgot about himself under his own persecution, and his son hated himself, and followed her mommy away, and he really became a veritable loner.
"Let's go, let's go, let's all go!!"
Han Chenyu slipped to the ground in dismay, and then, he locked himself in the bedroom with a "snap", isolated from the outside world.
In these three days, Han Chenyu didn't do anything, except for one thing, that is, drinking, he didn't allow anyone to disturb him, the mobile phone was turned off, the bedroom was cumbersome, he didn't care about the operation of the company, and just asked his sister-in-law to put the wine at his door.
In the dimly lit bedroom, a decadent figure was leaning back against the bed, holding a bottle of XO Fill, and all around him were piled up with large and small wine bottles, and the whole room was filled with a strong smell of alcohol.
"Little Demon ....... I'm sorry........ Why do you want to forget me? ......... Don't leave me....... Wouldn't it be nice to go back in time....... ”
Han Chenyu, who was already drunk and unconscious, closed his eyes slightly, he didn't know what he was talking about, he only knew that he hoped that time could turn back, and he and the little demon could go back to the past, back to the beautiful beginning, in his mind, and even in every cell, Leng Xiaoyou's little face, her smile, her beauty, and her pretty.
The unspeakable pain can only be drowned in sorrow through wine, but how can I know that sorrow is even more sorrowful.
"Chen Yu........ Chen Yu ....... Chen Yu ......"
A voice seemed to come from a distant call, making Han Chenyu raise his confused eyes, "Mommy! Mommy, you're back!. ”
"My son! Have you forgotten who insulted the reputation of our Han family, who betrayed you, and who killed Mommy? It's the woman you miss in your heart - cold little demon! ”
Old Madam Han's vague and clear words lingered in Han Chenyu's ears, brutally whipping him.
"I know! I know! But I can't help it, woo woo woo, I still love her, what should I do? What can I do? ”
Han Chenyu beat his chest in pain and cried uncontrollably.
Who knows how painful and contradictory his heart is?
On the one hand, he is working hard to give birth to himself and raise his own mother, but on the other hand, he is a woman who loves and can't extricate himself, who can tell him what he should do!? What can I do to avoid being so uncomfortable and hopeless?
"Don't cry! My baby! You forget her, you can't be together anymore, forget her, just as she has forgotten you! ”
Old Madam Han's voice seemed to be fading away, but it threw the last fatal straw for Han Chenyu's camel.
"Mommy!"
Han Chenyu shouted, but where is the figure of Mrs. Han?
"Mommy is gone, already gone......"
Han Chenyu closed his eyes sadly, unwilling to admit the terrible truth that had already been placed in front of him.
No matter what she thinks, the little demon has forgotten who she is, forgotten all the memories they had between them, and he is now a stranger to her, just like the crowd of people coming and going on the street!!
"Strangers? Strangers, strangers! ”
Han Chenyu muttered to himself, chewing these three knife-like words over and over again, but every time he said it, he felt that his heart was stabbed hard.
"Yes, she killed Mommy, and now she forgot about me, so how can we go back to the past? Hehe, Han Chenyu, wake up, stop dreaming......."
Han Chenyu was talking to himself, and there was indescribable sadness and despair in his words.
What else could he do? What else can be done?
Let it all go with the wind.......
Han Chenyu hypnotized himself like this in his heart, and when he realized that he and Leng Xiaodemon had no hope, he smashed a wine bottle, then picked up a piece of fragment, cut it in his left palm one by one, and kept chanting "one, two, three, four, five......
It wasn't until he cut the entire palm of his hand and blood meandered down his wrist that Han Chenyu threw away the fragments, and a heartbroken smile broke out at the corner of his mouth.
"Little demon, I have returned the harm I once did to you to myself in this way, and from now on, you will be able to live the same happy life as before, a carefree life without me."
Han Chenyu didn't care about his left hand, which was covered with blood, but continued to drink.
Drink, drink, let him drink, let him cry, let him cry, be in pain, because when he walks out of this door, he is not even qualified to cry and be sad.
Three days later, Han Chenyu opened the bedroom door and slowly walked out from inside, his originally handsome face was full of vicissitudes and exhaustion, two black circles under his godless eyes, and a cyan beard also grew, the most terrifying thing was that his clothes were full of coagulated blood, and the scar knife on his left hand was deep in the bones, and pus was bubbling out because it was not treated in time.
"Ahh Master, how did you make it like this! Woo, how can I explain to the dead old lady! ”
The sister-in-law who was waiting anxiously outside the door saw the terrifying scar on Han Chenyu's left hand and his gray face, screamed, and hurriedly stepped forward to help him, the young master is really stupid, is a woman who betrayed him and killed his mother worthy of him? If she had known that he was doing this to her, she would have found someone to pry the door open even if she disobeyed his orders!
And the other servants were already stunned by Han Chenyu's appearance at the moment.
The young master is too cruel to himself! For the sake of the young lady, he actually made himself look like this, I really don't know whether to say that he is too affectionate or too persistent.
"What are you doing in a daze, go get a doctor!"
The sister-in-law roared at the stunned maid.
"Oh....... Oh......"
Another servant hurried to call the doctor.
"Sister-in-law....... Handful....... The divorce agreement....... To give....... The Leng family sent it, and it was said........ I promise and ....... She divorced and gave her a wonderful fresh start."
Han Chenyu suddenly collapsed and fell to the ground, but even so, he still remembered to ask his sister-in-law to send the divorce agreement to Leng Xiaoyou.
Because he wanted to give Leng Xiaoyou a relief as soon as possible, he only hoped that she would be happier than before after she was gone, as long as she was happy, it didn't matter what she did.
"Young Master! Master!! ”
The sister-in-law tearfully called out to Han Chenyu, who had fainted, distressed and helpless.
Shao can be regarded as growing up watching him since she was a child, looking at the little bit between him and Leng Xiaoyou, to be honest, she wants to see him happy more than anyone else, but why is the reality so cruel?
That's it, since you know that you can't be together anymore, why do you need to be persistent? This will only hurt each other.
The young master's decision is the best decision for him and Leng Xiaoyou.
"Ahh It feels so good to be home! ”
Leng Xiaoyou fell on the sofa in the living room with satisfaction, lazily hugging the pillow and rubbing.
"Mommy, have you taken good care of my kittens and puppies?"
"Hehe, don't worry, I'll treat them as if they were you!"
Mrs. Leng sat next to her with a smile and joked.
"Mommy, people are not kittens and puppies"
Leng Xiaoyou pouted unconvinced.
"Little demon, go back to your room and rest, the injuries on your hands are not all healed yet"
Leng Feng glanced at Leng Xiaoyou's left wrist wrapped in thick gauze, and said with concern.
"Daddy, how did I get this injury? Does it have something to do with that rascal? ”
Leng Xiaoyou glanced at the wound and asked casually.
The wrist is still faintly painful, which shows how deep the wound is.
"This ......"
Leng Feng groaned and glanced at Mrs. Leng, not knowing if he should tell her the truth.
"Mommy, aren't you tired? Xiaohao is tired and wants to rest."
Han Tianhao suddenly appeared and yawned.