Chapter 80: The Entertainment Circle of Shura Field (37)
The girl lowered her eyelashes, avoiding the man's plain and enthusiastic gaze, "Doctor Xi, I'm a little tired."
When Xi Jinyan heard this, his lips opened slightly and closed slightly, his gaze crossed the loss, and he just said very gently, "I was a little reckless today, I offended Miss Jiang, and I hope Miss Jiang doesn't take it to heart."
"I just feel so sorry for Miss Jiang, Miss Jiang is so beautiful, she shouldn't live such a bleak life."
The tea in the tea is really amazing!
"I never felt that my life was bleak, because there was always a light shining on me."
Who is that lamp, Xi Jinyan knows very well in his heart.
Uncontrollably jealousy.
"But the lamp will go out, and I can be the lamp that will never be lit for you."
The girl raised her head, her eyes tinged with sorrow, and her voice was serious.
"Dr. Xi, you must not have loved someone deeply. Love is unique. When you fall in love with someone, no one can take their place."
For the first time, Xi Jinyan took the initiative to look away from the girl, and that look made him jealous.
Love is unique and irreplaceable.
These two sentences touched his heart deeply.
He always thought that as long as he worked hard enough, he could one day replace Ji Chen's position in her heart.
But now he suddenly understood that love was irreplaceable, and therefore could not be forced.
It was with this in mind that all his motivation was dismantled in an instant.
Love is unique.
Why isn't the person she loves about him?
The uniqueness is so fascinating.
"I don't want to take your place and be his stand-in."
The man attached himself to the girl's lips and dropped a kiss without any ***, his eyes were firmly fixed on the girl's eyelashes, and his tone was sincere.
"I'm thinking very simply, you may still love him in your heart, but you should know that he won't be your sweetheart, otherwise you won't pretend to have amnesia and don't want to have any contact with him, it doesn't matter. You just need to be clear that my purpose is very simple, which is to make you happy. I know I can't be trusted right now, but time will tell. I just want to see your smile and my princess should be happy."
After Xi Jinyan finished saying this, he gently lifted the quilt for the girl, "Have a good rest, and I'll come to see you in the afternoon."
Jiang Ning: Okay!
People in the world tend not to cherish what is easy to get, but to cling to what cannot be obtained.
What you can't get is really the best?
[Xi Jinyan's favorability +5, currently 83]
It's just a man's competitive spirit.
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At noon, the dust came again.
"How are you recovering?"
Jiang Ning said, "It's good."
"Why did you come to see me again?"
Ji Chen said, "I'm worried."
"Oh."
Worries are related to her.
"I'm fine, you don't have to worry."
This sentence is obviously nothing, but Ji Chen feels sorry and painful.
"Since you're fine, I'll leave first, I still have urgent business."
"Go get busy."
Ji Chen listened to these calm words, without the slightest reluctance, and his mood was even more sad.
Now that they were strangers, she no longer had any affection for him.
Those sweet times were obviously still yesterday, but in the blink of an eye, things were wrong, and the irretrievable sense of powerlessness had tormented him into a human form in just a few days.
Ji Chen stood on the side of the street, watching the people and cars on the street, he suddenly thought, is it only after the loss that people will understand the value of ownership?
Those days that he once thought were the darkest were now the days he missed the most.
It's ironic.
He made his own life a laugh
Speech.
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Time passed imperceptibly, another half a year passed.
With the help of Xi Jinyan, Jiang Ning was already able to get out of bed and walk.
With his help, he returned to his flower shop.
"Are you tired today?"
The two cleaned up the flower shop, the man wore a gray flower apron, took off the gold-rimmed glasses, and Qi bangs made the man's milk a little more cute.
The girl was wearing a plain dress, tiptoeing to wipe the man's sweat, and the man bent slightly so that the girl could reach it, and one hand was still behind the girl's waist, but it was not touched, but only protected it weakly.
Handsome men and beautiful women are particularly eye-catching.
At this moment, there is a silver-haired teenager standing on the side of the road, he is wearing a gray-white cargo pants, with a camera around his neck, his eyes are on the girl's face, is she in love with another man?
The urgent thought in his heart made him unconsciously walk towards the flower shop.
"Miss Jiang, long time no see."
The teenager took the initiative to say hello, and the silver-haired boy of 1.9 meters attracted the attention of the crowd.
"Are you?"
Ning Yun was stunned for a second, and her unfamiliar gaze made him feel a little cold.
Forgot about him so quickly?
Xi Jinyan looked at the overwhelmed teenager and explained in a declaratory tone, "My girlfriend was in a car accident half a year ago and lost her memory, I don't remember you asking for forgiveness."
The girl looked at the man in surprise, but the man took the girl's hand.
"Girlfriend?" Ning Yun muttered, his eyes looking at her distractedly, as if he was a little lost.
Then the young man cheered up again, "I used to be your photographer, and you asked me to take pictures of your flower shop, saying that it was for publicity, but you haven't contacted me for half a year, so I'll come and have a look."
"If we need to use me later, we can add another contact information."
Xi Jin said, "She doesn't need to."
Jiang Ning: Tsk, men's possessiveness is at odds.
Seeing that the eyes of the boy and the girl were over, the man said very calmly, "I will be her most qualified photographer and meet all her requirements."
"I don't want her gaze to rest on any other person of the opposite sex for a second, I hope you can understand."
Jiang Ning: "......" domineering president possessed?
Ning Yun's face was extremely ugly, and he was extremely disappointed.
Will she like someone else?
Does that mean he still has a chance?
The little angel in his mind accused: Ning Yun, do you want to be a male junior?
The little devil said, how about being a male junior? My sister doesn't necessarily like the man in front of her.
Although she likes mature and attractive men, and you are an eighteen-year-old young man, but the young man is strong, and although he does not talk like an old man, he is better than warm and loyal!
Little angel said, no shame! How do you make your sister face the gossip of the outside world? She cannot be trapped in unrighteousness by her own selfish desires! Do you still deserve to like these two words? In the relationship, the lover is always the one who loses, and the one who pays the most may not get the corresponding return, but is it worth it? Worth.
The little devil was not convinced: why is he not ashamed? I like a person, above board, and not stealing chickens and dogs, so I don't know shame! If you really believe the gossip of the outside world, it is poisonous!
Ning Yun couldn't figure it out for a while, but at this moment he felt that he had no face to continue to stay.
Hurriedly made an excuse and left.
When the people were far away, Xi Jinyan let go of the girl's hand.
I heard the girl ask, "Are you serious about what you just said?"
"Yes!"
Under the white clouds and blue sky and wooden trellises, the girl was forced to retreat by the man until she retreated to a corner where there was no way back.
The man put one hand on the girl's ear, his eyes burning, "Do you really not understand my mind?"
"It's been half a year, and I've often rejected me for fear that you'll find out what I'm thinking, but
Just a moment ago, I realized that I couldn't take it anymore."
"Those words just now are from my heart."
"Besides, I'd like to ask you what you think now."
"Ning Ning, I love you, I will never fall in love with anyone else in my life except you."
"Calm down." The girl's expression was very calm, her beautiful and beautiful face made people's hearts tremble, and Xi Jinyan found that her heart was beating fast.
It was very vivid, as if it had an independent consciousness, wanting to jump out of its chest, and couldn't wait for the other person to know how much he loved her.
It turns out that this is the so-called heartbeat feeling.
His heart was moved, and she didn't seem to feel the same way about him.
This made Xi Jinyan feel frustrated for a moment.
That's how it feels.
I have to say, the feeling of loss and disappointment is terrible.
He had never won in his hands, but at this moment he felt deeply powerless, as if no matter what he did, he couldn't make her fall in love with him.
What the hell could he do to surpass Ji Chen's position in her heart?
"You forgot about him!"
The man's eyes were a little sad, and he whispered a little hoarse, "I don't understand, why do you have such a preference for a person who has hurt you?"
Jiang Ning: Preference is preference? Do you need to ask why?
Xi Jinyan should be clear, not every question in this world will have a definite answer, right?
Not responding as an adult is often a rejection.
"I can't forget."
The girl's bright eyes were red circles, and her low-hanging eyelashes fluttered violently.
"Dr. Xi, I've told you from beginning to end, don't wait for me. If you had given up sooner, you wouldn't have felt heartache right now!"
"I can't let go of the mood just like you are at this moment."
"Do I hurt, you ask? It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it's desperate, but what can I do?"
"Daddy was sorry for him, and he wanted his life, I was Daddy's daughter, he didn't plan to have a future with me from the beginning, and I naively thought that as long as I didn't give up, we would go all the way to the end. I tried my best to make up for it until it seemed like a joke, and it was so tragic."
The girl's expression was dazed, "You tell me how I can completely forget about him?" I spent four years of my youth with him, all of them, but in the end it was an illusory dream that he had woven with his own hands."
The girl's tears finally slipped out of her eyes, and her voice trembled with infinite sadness.
"Everyone else is awake, but I'm still stupidly deceiving myself."
"I can lie to others, I let it go, but I can't deceive myself! I can't force myself to forget him, and I can't trick my heart into beating for him."
The girl raised her eyes, tears glistening in her eyes, full of sincere thanks and apologies.
"Dr. Xi, thank you so much. In the past six months, you have accompanied me to my father's funeral and provided me with a place to live, if it weren't for your meticulous care, I think I would have died. If I hadn't liked him, Dad wouldn't have died, and I'm sorry for you, I can't respond to your feelings."
Xi Jinyan's eyes were also red, he hugged the girl into his arms, and rested his chin on the girl's shoulder.
"Don't say that."
"You didn't cause these things to happen."
"I don't force you. I will wait for you, I will wait for you for the rest of my life. You don't have to worry I'm going to abandon you, because I'm here.."
The man took the girl's hand and slowly placed it in the place of his heart, "It's all you, and there's no one else but you."
"I give you my heart, and I will wait until the day when you are willing to give your heart to me."
[Xi Jinyan's favorability +10, currently 92]
Little Fat Kitten: !!
It's not a goddess, but I'm afraid that the scum is completely messed up now.
When he is willing to wronged himself to fulfill others, he is really in love.
Selfish
Revealing one's true heart is the deadliest.
To love someone is to be defenseless against someone and to expose your softest place.
If you love the right person, that person will protect your weaknesses.
If you love the wrong person, the damage is fatal.